MY VERY OWN
BMT

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Well the first two weeks of NS have been relatively alright for me. I mean it's our adjustment period and I feel they haven't really fucked us up yet. But I'm expecting a lot more punishments once we book in later on. No more chances. Haha.

I guess that's what BMT is about right. Just following orders and being screwed when something goes wrong. I'm not really complaining about the army or anything, just that I'm quite bored right now. Haha. I have nothing much to do till I book in later at 1825. Thank God for the outing yesterday guys. If not I wouldn't know what to do with myself at all. Haha.

Anyway, I'm doing okay so far. Quite happy la, lost 2kg and some cm off my waist. Sian Brad Pitt, here I come. Hahhaha. And I love the fact that my quads can actually be seen quite clearly now, must be the climbing 5 storeys many times a day. Aiya write so much for what. Haha. There isn't really anything or anyone out here that really bothers right? HAH.

Alright, off I go to find something to occupy my time till I book in again.



The sun will shine, the birds will sing
For us, for you and me ah.
We are from Platoon 4, Eagle Company ah.

((:

RUNWAY scheduled at 3:26 PM

Hero of War

Saturday, June 13, 2009

I couldn't find the Official Music Video for this song but I guess this is second best. I happened to come across the video today while watching MTV and it all makes more sense to me now.

Like I dont know if I'm weird, but like I actually don't mind going to the army. And I'm not really dreading it or anything. But everyone around me is like feeling so sian to enlist and even some girls I know who aren't even enlisting are feeling sian. Like why so negative everyone? It's the army, it'll be good for you. You may not enjoy it, but it's still good for you what. And shouldn't we do our duty as citizens of Singapore and go through National Service? I know it's gonna be a really tough, lonely, sian, tiring and emo 2 years but I'm sure we will learn so much after we come out.

So dear friends, please try to look at NS in a more positive light. It may not be perfect but it's our country we're defending.

I'll carry this flag
To the grave if I must
Because it's a flag that I love
And a flag that I trust


RUNWAY scheduled at 1:05 AM

the traveller's palm's last holiday

Monday, June 8, 2009

Today was a really interesting day for me. I had to wake up like early in the morning at 9.30a.m. because my mother asked me to cut down and remove this huge Traveller's Palm that's outside my house. It was already growing off the side of the road and hitting cars when they drive past and she also feared that it may uproot the pavement and all. So whatever la. And I have ever tried cutting down trees in my old place before and it is no easy feat I tell you.

Anyway, I was quite happy cause it was a bright sunny hot day which meant that I could also get a nice tan while cutting down the tree, and I think I did la. Black is the new Black man, seriously.
For those of you who have never been to my house or who have never seen a Traveller's Palm, this is what it looks like. Oh and that's my swing where I always emo, preferably with a cigar and whisky. (:


My weapons of choice. Very useful la.


This was the easy part, like just chopping the top off so that it's easier to manage. FYI, there is a lot of water stored in the stem which can breed mosquitoes. So for those of you who have such palms at home, please jab the bottom of the stem every week to let the water drain out. Remember, IF THEY BREED, YOU WILL BLEED. STOP DENGUE. ACT NOW!


Now this was the fucked up part. The roots were really very deep in the soil and it took like about 45 minutes worth of digging around it to remove that stub. It really reminded me of an artichoke. I have no idea why though.


Like finally. It finally gave way and that piece of plant there is so damn heavy okay. Like seriously it was so bulky like a car engine.


So the whole tree was thrown away and my mother and brother started planting new flowers and plants around there.

Hence, ends the story of The Traveller's Palm.


Shit i just realised I have another mini traveller's palm growing in the garden too. Better remove it before it gives us hell.


On to other things. This week will be kinda like my final week of freedom. I'm not really dreading the army or anything la. Anyway, it will do me good and it can help pass my time before I finally decide what I wanna study.

I'll be meeting up with a lot of really important people this week, people that have kinda helped me through the years, since primary and secondary school till now. People that I have time and again taken for granted, made use of and thrown to one side. I guess this is the last time I can tell them how much they mean to me and how much I love and appreciate everything that they've done for me and put up with.


N, M, H, R&K, I love you guys.


Off in the night while you live it up I'm off to sleep
Waging wars to shake the poet and the beat
I hope it's gonna make you notice
Someone like me







RUNWAY scheduled at 12:39 AM

crazy nights.

Thursday, May 28, 2009


The organizer checking in to our room.

The bloody unhealthy things we consumed over 2 nights.

Trying to figure out why the air cons dont work. We only realised that we didn't plug the key in.

TTH STEAM.

SUPERMODEL PLS!

Shawne damn funny la.

Tio Dare.

Shawne's new DP.

Fucking messed up my bedroom.

Mr. LA JI.

Sian.

Spa.

Fuck Jagermeister and JagerBombs.

Heng ah. She doesn't read my blog anymore.

You like?

I likeee.

BU DONG LA.

Fuck alcohol.

Dunno what he doing la.



p.s. Thanks Shawne. We had loads of fun (:

RUNWAY scheduled at 2:58 AM

Be Not Afraid

Friday, May 22, 2009

A few things are making me quite sian today.

First, I couldn't get proper sleep because there's bloody noisy construction going on next door. And that seriously does not help a hang over.

Second, Adam Lambert didn't win. Like Kris?? Why? How? What? FUCK! KNNBCCB

Third, just when I thought I nothing could make me sad after that night, I was proven wrong once again. I guess I'm just hoping too much. I guess I'm like over-thinking things. I really like to put all my faith in you but I don't know. I just end up getting hurt all over again. I know I should not be hoping or wishing for anything but I really can't help myself. SIGH.


Anyway, I thoroughly enjoyed myself last night at Butter Fac. I enjoyed myself so much more than I thought I would. You guys are just incredible to club with. I'm honestly looking forward to 3 June. And please please let it be at Home Club. I really dont wanna go to LC Double O.


Today I went to church and while singing the song below, I almost burst into tears. I dont know why, but everytime I sing it, I just feel like crying. Like no matter what, how bad the situation you may be in, how deep in shit you are in, God is always there. Always. (:



You shall cross the barren desert,
But you shall not die of thirst.
You shall wander far in safety
Though you do not know the way.
You shall speak your words in foreign lands
And all will understand.
You shall see the face of God and live.

Be not afraid. I go before you always.
Come, follow me, and I will give you rest.

If you pass through raging waters
In the sea, you shall not drown.
If you walk amid the burning flames,
You shall not be harmed.
If you stand before the pow’r of hell
And death is at your side,
Know that I am with you through it all.

Be not afraid. I go before you always.
Come, follow me, and I will give you rest.

Blessed are your poor, for the kingdom shall be theirs.
Blest are you that weep and mourn,
For one day you shall laugh.
And if wicked tongues insult and hate you
All because of me,blessed, blessed are you!

RUNWAY scheduled at 12:29 AM

Letter of Complaint

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Dear Sir/Madam

I am writing to express my utmost disappointment in one of your security officers working at the Marina Barrage. I am extremely appalled by his ability to falsely accuse me for not only smoking, but also throwing my cigarette butt into the reservoir. His words insinuated that I am a liar, smoker as well as someone who does not care for the environment at all. All of which, are very much untrue.

I was at the Marina Barrage on the 12th of May 2009 at around 2.35a.m. when the incident occurred. My two friends and I were at one of the pavilions along the Marina Bridge enjoying the magnificent scenery of the Singapore City skyline in the early hours of the morning. One of my friends started smoking because she was unaware that it was prohibited since there was no sign disallowing it at the pavilion. Furthermore, she noticed many cigarette butts on the ground; hence she assumed that it was alright to smoke. She was sitting down while I was leaning against the railing looking out to the waters.

Moments later, a young Malay security officer came approached us and told my friend that smoking was not allowed. She was very apologetic and explained that she did not know it was prohibited and immediately put out her cigarette. At that moment I turned from the waters to look at what was going on and he looked to me and told me not to smoke there as well. I was shocked because I was not smoking at all and I explained it to him. He also told me not to throw my cigarette butt in the water even after I told him I was not smoking. He then proceeded to warn my friend against smoking there in future and once again, he looked to me and told me not to throw my cigarette in the water. At that point, I was extremely frustrated and angered by his false accusations against me. We decided to leave the barrage and head off to another location.

I have no qualms about him telling my friend to stop smoking as it may be the law there and it is his job to do so. However, I do not believe it is in his job scope to fabricate lies and stories about visitors to the barrage. It is a world class facility with international visitors coming in from all over the world to appreciate its brilliance, however, I do not wish for them to experience the same “service” I did. I do not believe you would like others to associate the Marina Barrage as a place where they get accused for things they never did.

As such, I would greatly appreciate your prompt response to this matter and that proper measures are put in place so that future incidents like this do not occur.

Yours Sincerely,
Warren Elliot Wee
(+65) 9297-7289
warren-elliot@hotmail.com

RUNWAY scheduled at 3:48 PM

rollercoaster

Monday, May 11, 2009




Just when I think you're different, you always manage to disappoint me. I seriously have no idea what to do anymore. Really. Just tell me what makes a man smile when you're around and cry when you're apart so I can get over you.




I still haven't got over it even now.
I want to spend huge amounts of time on my own.
I don't want to cause any serious damage.
I want to make sure that I can manage, because I'm not really in your head.
I'm not really in your head.


And my life is just an image of a rollercoaster anyway.
The names may have been changed
but the faces are the same.
The names may have been changed
but as people we're not the same.

RUNWAY scheduled at 12:07 AM

rongchie

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Seeing and talking to you today brought back so many memories. What you said really re-affirmed my belief in karma and I'm getting what I deserve right now, what I did to you.

For what it's worth, I'm sorry and I wasn't lying when I said I love you.

RUNWAY scheduled at 1:17 AM

careless whisper

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

I wonder what I'm doing online every night. Like I dont think it matters whether I'm online or not. It's not like I talk to anyone besides Tai Hong. I look around facebook and people's blogs but I'll just get bored after awhile, hence the incessant amount of quizzes I've been doing. I don't think anyone ever reads this blog anymore either. Haha, it's always the same story, either I'm emo or bored or loser. I have no idea what has happened to me, seriously.

I have nothing to do the entire week and I guess that's good la. At least can save some money. And recently, a few not too deseriable things have happened. I just pray that everything turns out well for them. God, please have mercy. I think the only thing I'm looking forward to is cycling tomorrow and the days after. At least I can get some exercise, fresh air and do it all with no cost involved at all! Talk about barjet huh. Oh and did I mention how beautiful the Changi park connector is? Damn scenic please, that's where they filmed fighting spiders I think, it's the only place I know that looks like that with those tall trees. Sigh.

I am lonely. Yes I am. And it doesn't help when characters from my past keeping popping up here and there.




Time can never mend
the careless whispers of a good friend.
To the heart and mind
ignorance is kind.
There's no comfort in the truth
pain is all you'll find.

RUNWAY scheduled at 1:56 AM

just dance

Sunday, May 3, 2009

I don't know what to blog about anymore. I have close to no life now. My days are spent waiting for someone to call me out for a movie or shopping or just to chill. So if you are as bored and broke as me, please give me a call and we can both discuss what to do on a barjet.

I'm not really one to blog about my day in a very precise manner but I think I shall do that today since there isn't really anything left to talk about. Well, I woke up at 11 and went to school to collect my graduation gown. Quite fast. The gown quite ugly.

Then Kenneth picked me up and we went to the Turf Club with Shane as well. I was the only one who chose a winning horse. GOOD DAY. So cute lor. We won $162 but in the end we split at got $54 each. And after lessing away our initial expenses of $30, we made a profit of about $24 which was spent later on dinner and a Corona.

Then quite screwed up la, after the super nice claypot rice at Chinatown, we went to chill in Kenneth's car at Marina South Pier listening to Westlife songs. Tai Hong, you should've been there lor. Damn nice la. Anyway, quite screwed up because we were supposed to meet Th and gang at Arab St. for shisha but in the end, everywhere was so crowded and we ended up at Blue Jazz. And QingYun was so hungry so she ordered food only to realise that the kitchen was already closed. So she wasted her effort coming all the way to Arab St and waiting there for so long, at least I had my Corona la. Then we walked around Kampong Glam looking for Chinese food, like WTH right?! Confirm dont have la. Sian. Then after that went home lor, while the rest went to Bugis to find food. I hope they did la.

WAH THAT WAS SO TIRING AND BORING. I ALMOST FELL ASLEEP WRITING THAT. I dunno how some people can blog like that lor. Sian.


I dont know what to feel anymore now, really. Like one moment I'm so damn happy and the next, I'm just so sad and indifferent. I know nothing can ever happen so I don't know why I'm still like this. I should really stick to what I say and just give up totally. But how can I give up when that's the only thing that can make me happy, seriously. Sigh. I am honestly so lost now, just a wandering soul waiting to serve his country. Haha. Oh I like my new watch for NS.

I just feel like dancing now. Waltz, slow dance, anything. I just wanna listen to Westlife songs and dance now. Sian. I'm in a dancing kinda mood. Haha. Dance partner anyone?



Wise men say only fools rush in
But I cant help falling in love with you
Shall I stay
Would it be a sin
If I cant help falling in love with you


p.s. you really look so happy today. HAHAHA.

RUNWAY scheduled at 1:15 AM

flying without wings

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

When you can't be happy for yourself cause there isn't much that is making you happy, the next best thing is to be happy for someone else. And strangely enough, I'm quite happy for Tai Hong. He has kinda found something that makes him happy, and I know that feeling, it's one of the best feelings in the world. Seeing you so happy and excited and vulnerable just gives me so much hope and joy. I hope everything goes according to how it should. You've been waiting a long time already (:

Sian, why did that sound so gay.

Anyway, my current favourite song, Flying Without Wings is really so nice la. I used to hate it and all but after listening to it again, I think there's just so much meaning to it and we all can relate to it, hor Tai Hong? Haha. WESTLIFE ROCKS LA!


Everybody's looking for that something
One thing that makes it all complete
You find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be


You find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much that means
You've found that special thing
You're flying without wings


So impossible as they may seem
You've got to fight for every dream
'Cause who's to know
Which one you let go
Would have made you complete


Well, for me it's waking up beside you
To watch the sunrise on your face
To know that I can say I love you
In any given time or place
It's little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine


And you're the place my life begins
And you'll be where it ends
I'm flying without wings
And that's the joy you bring
I'm flying without wings


p.s. I wanna know how it's like to fly without wings. Sigh.

RUNWAY scheduled at 2:15 AM

16 June 2009

Friday, April 24, 2009

You can somewhat say that I've been looking forward to receiving my enlistment letter since joining NCC in secondary school. Now, it has become all too real. I guess it is apt that I enter at this point in my life. I have nothing to look forward to besides enlisting, my life at the moment is really really stagnant and meaningless. Thank God for NS, if not I wouldn't know what to do for the next two years, seriously.

Life is what you make of it. For those of you who are enlisting and not looking forward to it, maybe just have a change of mindset? It won't help if you have negative sentiments towards it before even going in. Just think of all the positive benefits it'll do for you, for your body and the discipline you'll get out of it. I know it won't be an easy, enjoyable walk in the park but don't dread it la, it'll only make things worst.

So make full use of whatever time you have left before enlisting and just go in with a positive and humble attitude. It'll really help.

I kinda wish I could enlist like tomorrow or something. There's nothing or no one here that really cares anyway right? (:


Training to be soldiers,
We fight for our land.
Once in our lives,
Two years of our time.
Have you ever wondered,
Why must we serve?
Because we love our land,
And we want it to be free, to be free.

RUNWAY scheduled at 6:23 PM

sweet dreams are made of these

Monday, April 20, 2009

For the first time in a long time, I had a really really nice dream last night.

It's what you can call, a sweet dream.

I hope dreams come true. (:



Sweet dreams are made of this
Who am I to disagree?
Travel the world and the seven seas
Everybody's looking for something




p.s. 140 laps in 2 days is not something I'd like to try again soon.
p.p.s I hate Tai Hong lor. Now I'm addicted to all the love songs he sent me and my brothers are scolding me for being gay.

RUNWAY scheduled at 12:26 AM

atas nama cinta

Sunday, April 19, 2009

It's so funny how God works. Truly, He will only help those who help themselves. After all these months, when I finally took up the courage and lowered my pride and forgave her, she called me out of the blue and we had one of our best conversations ever.

It was so good talking to you like that after all that has happened. I'm sorry it had to be under those kinda circumstances and I hope that all will get better soon. But God does work in the most unexpected of ways.

And after going to church today, I feel much better. How apt as today was Divine Mercy Sunday, and the entire theme was about God's mercy and forgiveness. I love God and I love you! (:

What we had was really special to me and I'll never forget it, ever.


Atas nama cinta
Hati ini tak mungkin terbagi
Sampai nanti bila aku mati
Cinta ini hanya untuk engkau
Atas nama cinta
Kurelakan jalanku merana
Asal engkau akhirnya denganku

Kubersumpah atas nama cinta

RUNWAY scheduled at 1:15 AM

highway to hell

Friday, April 17, 2009

I just got back from Genting and I really need to go on a detox diet man. It was kinda my first time going on holiday with just guys and it was more fun than I expected. We could do and say whatever we wanted without much care, not that we restrict ourselves when there are girls around la but you know, more freedom I guess?

We also kinda made a pact not to mention whatever happened in Genting to anyone back home but I dunno if the traitor who created The Ladies Club is gonna squeal. TTH, you better shut up hor. What happens in Genting stays in Genting. All I can say is, after everything we did, and especially what I did, I think I'm going to hell. Seriously. I hope God will forgive me man, if not, not one else will.

Although there weren't a whole lot of exciting things to do, it was all still good. Highlights include taking the Pirate Ship ride with Kenneth, Desmond and Tai Hong a total of 11 times. Damn steam la. The food at the Mushroom Farm was also really good and bloody cheap and the driver was damn zai la, I think he was Jay Chou's stunt driver in Initial D.

Still, I dont think I'll be going back there anytime soon la. I'd still rather go to a beach destination but how to say leh? No money. Oh and the coach was bloody good la. To everyone out there, PLEASE TAKE TRANSTAR FIRST CLASS COACH IF YOU ARE EVER GOING TO MALAYSIA. IT'S BETTER THAN A FIRST CLASS FLIGHT LOR. Sian, free publicity.



On a side note, I think I've decided to really forgive and move on with my life. I should really stop sulking and wallowing in my own self pity and loserness. I'm sorry for my childish behaviour thus far. I think the only reason I've been acting like this is because of my ego and nothing else. It's time to move on and be happy for you and for him and for me. And you can thank Westlife for this. After listening to The Dance by Westlife a couple of times, I finally understood the true meaning of the song and it's just not me to be emo and all. I like being happy and cheerful and it's time I got my life back. I still love you BCBG (:



Looking back on the memory
Of the dance we shared beneath the stars above
For a moment all the world was right
How could I have known you'd ever say goodbye
And now I'm glad I didn't know
The way it all would end the way it all would go
Our lives are better left to chance
I could have missed the pain
But I'd of had to miss the dance


RUNWAY scheduled at 11:07 PM

night

Monday, April 13, 2009

It's one of those nights. I haven't experienced such a night in some time but it's coming back now. It could be the Westlife songs that I've been listening to lately all thanks to Teo Tai Hong. But seriously, I love their songs la. I didn't know they had so many love songs and all of them actually make sense and are nice to listen to. And I don't care if you call me gay la, they're nice. Just that it makes you feel a little emo and all. Haha.

I hope my NS enlistment letter comes soon la. At least then I'll have something to look forward to. I don't like having empty nights and nothing to do and no money to do anything. I am seriously so broke right now. I haven't been this poor in a very very long time. Recession la, sian.


Anyway, Tai Hong, I kinda know how you're feeling now. It's a great feeling isn't it? There is nothing quite like falling in love/liking someone, even though you barely know her. Haha, you'll either get over it soon or never at all like some people I know. *Ahem* I wish you all the best with her and even if nothing comes out of it, enjoy the process.

My current favourite old Westlife song..

What makes her so right?
Is it the sound of her laugh?
That look in her eyes
When do you decide?
She is the dream that you seek
That force in your life


Tell me what makes a man
Wanna give you all his heart
Smile when you're around
And cry when you're apart
If you know what makes a man
Wanna love you the way I do
Girl you gotta let me know
So I can get over you


p.s. i hope they have a concert here soon. i'll be the first in line to get tickets.

RUNWAY scheduled at 11:22 PM

The Passion of our Lord

Friday, April 10, 2009

We were singing this song in church today and last week and I thought it was really beautiful song. I've never heard it in all my 20 years of going to mass or maybe I just didn't realise it. Please do take a listen to the song and watch the video, it's really good. Although I didn't really cry during this year's Good Friday service, I still felt kinda guilty for everything.

Sometimes, we focus on our own selfish desires and forget that there are people around us who have feelings too. Every time I sin, it's like I'm inflicting more pain on Him. We should all smile and make the world a better place. An eye for an eye makes the whole world blind. (:



Down the Via Dolorosa,
called the way of suffering.
Like a lamb came the Messiah, Christ the King.
But He chose to walk that road
out of His love for you and me.
Down the Via Dolorosa,
all the way to Calvary.

p.s. I hope you're having fun over there.
p.p.s. I knew I'd eat my words about clubbing. Urgh.

RUNWAY scheduled at 11:43 PM

Have you ever?

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Have you ever wondered..
What if you had never been born?

Would it be better for your parents and family?
Would they be less financially burdened?
Would they be happier?
Would they have less things to worry about?
Would they have less disappointments?
Would you have hurt less people around you?
Would you have spared girls from heart break?
Would God have one extra Guardian Angel to give to someone more deserving?

Please don't ask me why I'm so emo and all. If I want you to know, I'd have told you already. If I didn't tell you, don't ask.


Anyway, I would like to thank a few people for making me feel better. You may think that you didn't do anything but trust me, that's what I need to make me feel better.

Michelle. Thanks for being such a great friend these past few weeks. I know you have problems of your own but thanks for listening to my constant whining. Thanks for giving me the opportunity to get out of the house yesterday. I think I would have died if I stayed at home. Thanks for the movie too, it was really good. I'm sorry if you felt awkward when meeting my friends, I really didn't know there would be so many people. Haha. Well, all the best for your trip and have lots of fun okay? Take many pictures and buy many clothes! I hope things between you and him improve too(: Ah, you never come here, so I doubt you'll read this but nvm. Haha.

Tai Hong. Thanks ah, I didnt realise I was your best girl friend. Thanks for always being there and listening to my unmanly problems all the time. You're a really great guy and I hope you get a really great girl to match. You deserve it. Thanks also for the Korean dramas, but please stop making me watch them. I'm emo enough as it is, I dont need to read chinese subtitles to make me feel worse.

Lilian. Thanks for being the most unjudgemental person I know. I'm glad you trust me enough to share all your personal "endavours" with me. Thanks for the pasta, Next, Viceroy, Sampoerna, teh peng and chat. I can always share everything with you and you never look at me differently. (:


I'm feeling better. So ya, thanks guys. Love you all very much.


I was addicted to this song when I first heard it in like Sec 2 and I've always been at awe with how much patriotism Americans had for their country. I know I'm not American and all but my trip to Hawaii made me kinda wanna apply for a Green Card and study there. I dont know la. Well, I guess it really is the greatest country in the world. The feeling you have there is just so different from anywhere else I've been. I'm sure you'll enjoy your time there. (:



And I’m proud to be an American
Where at least I know I’m free
And I wont forget the men who died
Who gave that right to me
And I gladly stand up

Next to you and defend her still today
Cause there ain’t no doubt I love this land
God bless the USA

RUNWAY scheduled at 11:54 PM

you're so vain

Monday, April 6, 2009

If you think this song is really about you, then you really are vain. HAHA.

I wasn't the favourite, I know. I know I'm not the best and sometimes I wish I hadn't been born. I wouldn't have to burden you and cause so many problems. I'll try to stay out of your faces from now on. I'll try not to have anything to do with you guys from now on.

Sometimes, I just wish I could run away with you and never come back, and we'd live happily ever after. But fairytales don't always come true right? Sigh.

I wanna go back to that happier time. I really do.



Well, you said that we made such a pretty pair
And that you would never leave
But you gave away the things you loved
And one of them was me

You're so vain
You probably think this song is about you
You're so vain
I'll bet you think this song is about you
Don't you? Don't you?

RUNWAY scheduled at 1:07 AM

if i let you go

Saturday, April 4, 2009

Don't you just love Westlife? ((:

This post is dedicated to Teo Tai Hong and myself. We need courage. Haha.

Night after night I hear myself say
Why can't this feeling just fade away
There's no one like you
You speak to my heart
It's such a shame we're worlds apart
I'm too shy to ask I'm too proud to lose
But sooner or later I've gotta choose

p.s. Sorry for the spanish subtitles. This was the only video that allowed me to embed the html.

RUNWAY scheduled at 4:09 AM

accidentally in love

Friday, April 3, 2009


This is one of the few all time favourite songs of mine that can make me smile just by listening to it. It reminds me of a time where life was much simpler and happier, where I didn't have any worries and the only thing I had to concentrate on was Secondary 3 Chinese.


However, that was also a time in my life where I made many mistakes, hurt many people and didn't realise it. I was self-righteous, sanctimonious, hypocytical and pompus all at once. Sorry to those I've hurt.

Still, those were good times and I'd re-live them all over again if I could. I'd treat you better.

So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming all this love
Melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love

RUNWAY scheduled at 4:18 AM

unbeautiful

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

This is a very very nice song and she has a very very nice voice.

I've been told
Whats done is done
To let it go
And carry on
And deep inside
I know that’s true
I'm stuck in time
I'm stuck on you
We were still untouchable

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
Cause I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful

RUNWAY scheduled at 2:13 AM

the obligatory grad night post

Monday, March 30, 2009

I won't say much about the grad night because everything is on Facebook; the pictures and videos say it all.


Publications Committee


I would like to extend my sincerest gratitude as well as apologies to the Publications Committee. Although I was given the responsibility of the editor, I did not perform my duties to the best of my abilities. I felt that I did not do much at all to contribute to the Graduation Publication. I honestly feel my name and face should not be in the book under the committee. I am really sorry to let you guys down.


I am also very thankful that despite this, you have still considered me a part of this group and especially to Ariel for presenting me with that surprise gift on stage. I am extremely grateful to you. You guys are just wonderful people who do not look at flaws but concentrate on the strengths of an individual.




The two people that made the entire Graduation Committee possible. Ariel and Bernard.


Ariel
You are indeed a blessing from God. You are the kind of person everyone wants to be around because you just emit light and happiness and positivity. You never put people down and you're kindness and compassion is just immeasurable. God would be pleased to know that such a person like you exists to comfort the people around her. I thank you for being such a good friend to me all these years and my life would surely be very much different without you.


I can't stress enough how much you have matured throughout these 3 years and the changes are very obvious. You are now a more responsible and resilient person because of the pressure and the stresses from school as well as from Bernard. Haha. I am so proud of what you have accomplished. I really hope you do well in Bible School and find your true calling in life, whatever it may be. Remember, always trust in the Lord. He will show you the way. I love you (:




Bernard
You are really a paradox. You can annoy the hell out of everyone around you, yet you are able to command our respect and attention in an instant. I think things have worked out well for you. I know poly was not your first choice but look at what it has done for you. You have gained friends, experiences and knowledge along the way. And now, you have gotten your wish, albiet 3 years later.


Thanks for all the support, motivation and encouragement you've shown to everyone in the course. Thanks for your guidance throughout these 3 years in poly. Thanks for bothering to put in time and effort into making things work when others would just not care. You are also a blessing to the people around you. And you should know that no matter what we say about you, we all are very thankful to have you around. God bless you and may your future be filled with joy, excitement and success.


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It has finally come full circle. The first day of orientation seemed just moments ago. Sorry guys I can't blog about this right now. I'm a bit too emotional. Haha. Perhaps another time. Well, it was all good. Thanks for the memories guys. I will always remember and cherish them for the rest of my life. (:




Recently, I've been praying for happiness. God has always answered my prayers and I have no doubt in Him. But honestly, be careful what you pray for, it may really come true. It has for me. And although it is the right thing, it may not be the thing that makes you happy. Hence, I have started praying for happiness.


And guess what, I have found some semblance of happiness in an old friend. I won't say much but I didnt know I was still stuck here. I'm back to square one, the same place I was 3 years ago. I dont know la. I know I sound like a loser but so what? What's the point of being all big, manly and full of ego when you dont have happiness in life? But then again, I know that it's wrong and I shouldn't be thinking of that old friend. Sigh. (And Hazlyn if you're reading this, DONT YOU DARE SAY I TOLD YOU SO)




A wise man once told me something about happiness which I fully agree and believe in.

"There are many things in life than can make me happy, but I want to share all that with that someone. And that makes me even happier." - Teo Tai Hong

RUNWAY scheduled at 3:03 AM

brucia la terra

Monday, March 23, 2009

I just finished watching The Godfather part 3 and although it wasn't as good as the first movie, it was still very nice, kinda emo la. Especially the part above, when his son sang that song to him and it reminded him of his past. Wah damn sad la.

Well, you have to watch all 3 movies to get it but it is so worth it. I have never spent 9 hours watching such good movies before, so it is really really good. Damn manly show la. And if there are any kind souls out there, could you please help me download the above song. It's Brucia la Terra if you dont know. THANKS (:

And i have a feeling i'll be wearing a black tie instead of the light blue one. So mafia. We'll see tomorrow la.

Brucia la terra mia
E abbrucia lu me cori
Cchi siti d'acqua idda
E ju siti d'amuri

RUNWAY scheduled at 1:00 AM

the godfather

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Since I've got nothing much to do these few days, I've decided to do something I have always wanted to do for a long time; watch The Godfather. I watched part 1(trailer above) yesterday and part 2 today. I think it's like the best 3 hour show ever made.

I am so in love with the Mafia and the Corleone family and all. Shit man, I wanna have a gangster family. I realise I like these kinda shows where there is a head and everyone must like respect him and all, like American Gangster also. It was a really really good show.

Anyway, I'll be watching The Godfather 3 tomorrow. And I wanna watch The Goodfellas too. I love old movies man. And I think Robert Diniro and Al Pacino looked damn hot when they were younger. Like way hot. I hope there's a fashion revolution and everyone starts wearing suits and combing back their hair with lotsa brylcreem or hair oil. HAHA! Damn steam.

A man who doesn't spend time with his family can never be a real man.
I'll make him an offer he can't refuse.

RUNWAY scheduled at 1:16 AM

be mine

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

I was watching Jimmy Kimmel the other day and this new Swedish singer was performing this song. Initially I thought it was boring but I was kinda drawn in to it. So there are other things that come from Sweden other than Ikea. Haha.

YOU NEVER WERE, AND YOU NEVER WILL BE MINE.
sadly.

RUNWAY scheduled at 1:20 AM

my happiness

Monday, March 16, 2009

I see your shadow on the street now
I hear you push through the rusty gate
Click of your heels on the concrete
Waiting for a knock coming way too late
It seems an age since I've seen you
Countdown as the weeks trickle into days

So you come in and put your bags down
I know there's something in the air
How can I do this to you right now
you're over there when I need you here

My happiness is slowly creeping back
Now you're at home
If it ever starts sinking in
It must be when you pack up and go

It seems an age since I've seen you
Countdown as the weeks trickle into days
I hope that time hasn't changed you
All I really want is for you to stay

So you come in and put your bags down
I know there's something in the air
How can I do this to you right now
you're over there when I need you here

My happiness is slowly creeping back
Now you're at home
If it ever starts sinking in
It must be when you pack up and go

I know I know I know what is inside

You're over there when I need you here

My happiness is slowly creeping back
Now you're at home
If it ever starts sinking in
It must be when you pack up and go

This was like one of the few songs I love so much that I actually bothered to learn how to play it on the guitar. Such a paradox of a song, yet sucha pretty song. (:

If you want it, just ask me and I'll send it to you.

RUNWAY scheduled at 1:07 AM

(:

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Haha.

Sian.

How to say leh?

Sian.

Steam.

Haha.

Lireal.

Very full la!

Steam.

Haha.

Sian go heaven liao.

((:

What you want?!

Sian.

(:

Damn steam.

K BYE.

RUNWAY scheduled at 12:05 AM

you're the right kinda wrong

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Haha, I know you never read this blog unless I tell you to so I think I'm quite safe here.

I really really thought I finally got over you after all these years, but I'm not so sure now. You make me feel comfortable when I talk to you and I feel happy. Someone shoot me now, please. I think I'm damn loser now. Haha.

In the midst of all my sadness and depression, it's weird how I'm able to draw happiness and calmness from the mere act of talking to you.

Fuck la, no one has made me feel this way; ever. Here's to never ever being able to have you. ((:


I know all about,
Yea about your reputation
And now it's bound to be a heartbreak situation
But I can't help it if I'm helpless
Every time that I'm where you are
You walk in and my strength walks out the door
Say my name and I can't fight it any more

I should try to run but I just can't seem to
'Cause every time I run your the one I run to
Can't do without what you do to me,
I don't care if I'm in too deep yeah

Loving you,
That isn't really something I should do
I shouldn't wanna spend my time with you
Well I should try to be strong
But baby you're the right kind of wrong



p.s. I think he's a really good guy. I'm sincerely happy for him. He's damn nice la.

RUNWAY scheduled at 1:55 AM

the best meal of my life

Friday, March 6, 2009

Last saturday, a group of us had a really good meal, and personally, the best meal of my life. It was at this quaint Modern Australian restuarant called The Moomba. It's located just behind the MacDonalds at Boat Quay, at the corner of Circular Road, right next to the TCC.


I shan't say much just that the food was really orgasmic and I've never tasted such clean flavours which complemented each other so perfectly well. And the wines that accompanied the dishes were just marvellous. We had a tasting menu of 6 dishes which featured the less popular cuts of meat. I think it's important that such cuts of meat be used more often becuase it's less expensive and also has more flavour if cooked right. I've always been a fan but I've never experienced it in this manner. Don't ask me the price of the meal and don't go back asking for the same menu because it was specially arranged for us by an old friend I like to call "GOD"/"Dr. G". So they most probably wont have the exact same dishes in the original menu. (:




Prawn Salad
grilled prawns on a pomelo and green mango salad, with oven dried kalamanta olives, vine-ripen tomatoes in a chilli-kumquat vinaigrette




Braised Pork Cheek
braised all natural pork cheek on savoy cabbage, carrot, red-skin potatoes, daikon and leek in a tuna broth




Foie Gras
seared foie gras on a wild mushroom risotto with white truffle oil




Braised Wagyu Brisket
red wine braised wagyu brisket on corn polenta with roasted eggplant and capsicum




Lamb Shank

braised boneless lamb shank infused with balsamico, on a white coco and flageolets bean stew with pearl onions, haricot vert and fennel shavings




Warm Chocolate Pudding
with chocolate sauce and tiramisu ice cream




All I can say is, the Foie Gras on the mushroom risotto was just ultimate heaven. It just opened my tastebuds up and I experienced something out of this world. The wine was good too. They were both Voyager Estate wines. The white was a Sauvignon Blanc/Semillion 2007, extremely light and fruity which was a great accompanimnet to the starters. The red was also a perfect Cabernet/Merlot 2006. It was not very tannic which I appreciate greatly and it had a really clean taste.


God/ Dr. G has also inspired me to be a wine drinker. It really works so well with food and it's also good for you. I have since subsituted my bottle of whisky with some wine which I think is doing wonders for me. Haha. Well let's just see in the long run k? Poor liver can't take much more. Haha.




And to you, thanks for making me happy and cheery and smiley everytime we talk. You just make me smile and you manage to give me just that little ounce of happiness to get over a long, sad day.



And to YOU, thanks for calling me. We should really do that more often, and talk as well. HAHA. (:

RUNWAY scheduled at 2:31 AM

the last day

Sunday, March 1, 2009

I never expected this day to come so quickly. They say time flies when you're having fun and that was so true for my poly life. I was always the quiet, insecure, guai, loser kid in secondary school and I never minded not having friends. I thought that all I had to do was study hard, complete my assignments on time and not let any teacher take much notice of me. I thought friends were just a by product of education and that it didn't matter whether I had them or not.


Poly changed me. It made me become much more outspoken, especially with the people I hung out with. My friends made me feel like I was somewhat significant in life and that it was okay to have fun and enjoy yourself. They were the ones that taught me the true meaning of friendship and being there for someone in need. I felt belonged and accepted for once. They looked past my inadequacies and flaws and took me for who I am. For that, I thank you all.


I will never ever forget the times that we shared, be it the rushing of projects to the last minute studying even to the celebrations we often had. There may be people who leave an impression in your lives, but you guys left an impact on mine. I also have God to thank for allowing me to meet people who make me laugh and cry, for putting me in the right situations at the right time, for giving me the problems and obstacles in life so that I can be stronger and better by overcoming them. I am very very grateful.



Now, for the last photos we will ever take as students in TP.





We took the last paper of the entire exam week. Ariel acting all emo in the sports hall after the exams.



our EMO-MENT. haha.




Me, Des, Linus, Shawne, Mell, Ari, Ruhan, Lena, TH



Think Your Future Is Only A Dream? Actually, Yes I do. Haha.



I was forced to do this. Anyway, it has NO significance whatsoever okay.



We went to this Jap food court at the new Paradiz Centre. Damn nice la. So much food and it's all cheap.



Yakiniku rice which I couldn't finish and some Jap Ice Tea which lacks sugar.





We went to Linus' place after that for some Wii action. That's TH getting owned by me in Wii Boxing. HAHAHAHA. Actually, TH got owned by everyone in every game. It was bloody hilarious.


Then we chilled and talked till about 3.30a.m. and that's when we finally resigned to the fact that our bodies were worn out and that the beginning of boredom and uselessness was to begin. Now that we don't have to go to school anymore, life has seemed to have lost its meaning. I try desperately to think of things to do during the week so I can look forward to something and not just repeat the same routine of doing nothing for the next few months till I get my enlistment letter. Even then, I'd have to wait another 100 days before I enter the army. Sigh.



Well, I hope to at least get my boat licence and go wake-boarding during this period of time. Sian.





The boys and girls in the clique,
The awlful names that they stick,
You're never gonna fit in much kid.
But if you're troubled and hurt,
What you got under your shirt,
We'll make them pay for the things that they did.

RUNWAY scheduled at 4:08 PM

100 things because i'm bored to tears.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

001. Real name → Warren Elliot Wee Tian Xiang
002. Nickname(s) → Gay?
003. Status → Single and ready to mingle.
004. Zodiac sign → Scorpio. I know, emo kid.
005. Male or female → MALE.
006. Elementary → Temasek Primary
007. Middle School → Hai Sing Catholic
008. High School → Temasek Poly
010. Hair color → Blackish
011. Long or short → Very short
012. Loud or Quiet → Depends who I'm with.
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
014. Phone or Camera → My phone has a camera.
015. Health freak → Used to be.
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → I dont think so.
018. Eat or Drink → Drink
019. Piercings → Left ear.
020. Tattoos → Not yet
021. Water or Fire → Water
022. Love of your life or 4 Billion Dollars → Love of my life
023. First fear → Being insecure
024. First best friend → Kenneth Ang Sheng Wei
025. First award → Avid reader award in prinamry 2
026. First crush → Michelle Chia Mei Si. Haha.
028. First big vacation → Primary 5. New Zealand for 3 weeks.
030. First big birthday → Still waiting.

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → Air
050. Drinking → Water
052. I'm about to → finish the rest of the questions
053. Listening to→ California Dreaming by The Beach Boys
054. Plans for today → Today as in later on, study.
055. Waiting for → the future. I've been waiting for a long time. But that's another story.

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids?→ Definetely. Seth, Jayla, Brad. (:
059. Want to get married?→ Yes.
060. What careers do you have in mind?→ Country Club Manager? Lecturer? Ambassador.

WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?
068. Lips or eyes → Eyes
070. Shorter or taller? - Shorter
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Romantic
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → Stomach
074. Sensitive or loud → Loud
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship
077. Trouble maker or hesitant -Hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → Not lost, just broken.
081. Ran away from home → No
082. Hold a gun/knife for self defense → Not yet
083. Killed something→ Tons of insects and little animals.
084. Been heartbroken → Sadly, yes.
085. Been arrested → No
087. Cried when someone died → Like a bloody baby. And we weren't even related.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → Yes
090. Miracles → Yes
092. Heaven → Yes
093. Santa Claus → Yes
094. Sex on the first date → Depends
095. Kiss on the first date → Yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → I honestly dont know.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → I'm very grateful, happy, i dont know
099. Do you believe in God → Yes I do.
100. Will you post this as 100 truths and tag 10 people → No.


The only reason I did this dumb thing is because I am bored to tears. I cant sleep cause i woke up at 3pm and I will only start studying tomorrow. And i have no more grey's or gossip girl to watch. Someone please entertain me now before I die of boredom!

RUNWAY scheduled at 12:09 AM

post valentine's

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Valentine's Day. Haha, where should i start?

Okay let's go back to 11 Feb, Wednesday. I met up with Tai Hong and Ariel by Clarke Quay to cheer Ariel up because her cute dog, Baby, had died just a day before. And i've never seen Ariel so upset and distraught before so TH and I decided to do something to make her feel better. So i made healthy turkey sandwiches and brought apples and apple juice for all of us.

So we sat and talked and contemplated about life, as usual. And we came to this topic about like having a gf or something and i realised something very important. When you have a gf, you may look at other girls, you may sometimes wish you were single so you can "play the field", you may wanna have more freedom and not have someone always asking where you are and what time you'll be coming home, you may argue about everything under the sun. But all that doesn't matter. Cause when you come home after a long day, you have someone to talk to, someone to share your day with, your joys and sorrows. And you realise, it's all good. Because the worst feeling in the world is to be alone, without anyone there for you. I pray none of you experience that feeling, really i do.

This Valentine's Day was spent with the usual LRM people, Ariel, Lena, Mell, Linus, Tai Hong, Shawne, Desmond, Shane, Big Ben and Mike. We met at Ariel's cosy, chalet-like house and watched 3 romance movies all night. Haha. After the pizza, we just lounged around and started watching No Reservations which is a damn nice show la! Then it was Forgetting Sarah Marshall which was hilarious but a little too RA for Ariel. And finally, the tear jerker, Click. Click has a really really deep significance for me personally but I shan't say why. Just remember, family comes first. Oh and a random note, I think Ariel's dad looks way young. Like 30+? Haha.



Forever and ever babe.

p.s. Happy Total Defence Day

RUNWAY scheduled at 4:09 PM

cheering squad: the story

Thursday, February 5, 2009

Once, there were 4 strangers from different walks of life who came together by fate. Although they had different family backgrounds and enjoyed doing different things, one thing was for sure, they loved bitching, gossiping and making jokes together. It all started one day during OB tutorial. The 4 of them were sitting at the back of the class in a row and were quite bored with class. Then one of their classmates started having a debate with another classmate and the tutor. They decided to spur on the debate by cheering: Quarrel! Quarrel! Quarrel! And that was how the Cheering Squad came to be.




They stuck together in school and even hung out after school. They were almost inseparable.



They even celebrated each other's birthdays.







They also went to house parties together.




They even did projects together.





But by some evil force, they were separated from one another. It was harder to get together for regualr outings and dinners but they knew in their hearts that one day, by some greater force, a higher power would bring them together once more. And it did.

THE REUNION




Karmun's Clam Chowder

Pretzels

PORK PLATTER! STEAM!

Mash and sauerkraut not sakurat

Typical.

After dinner "drinks"

MadMel

WaxyWarren

SexyShane

CummyChristabel a.k.a Karmun





And friends are friends forever
If the Lord's the Lord of them
And a friend will not say never
Cause the welcome will not end
Though it's hard to let you go
In the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long
To live as friends

p.s. Thanks for being there for me throughout these 3 years. Life would be so different without you guys. I love you all.

RUNWAY scheduled at 12:04 AM

rehab

Thursday, January 29, 2009

I never thought I would be quoting THE MINAH (Rihanna) herself. But she kinda makes sense?



Baby, baby
When we first met
I never felt something so strong
You were like my lover
And my best friend
All wrapped into one
With a ribbon on it

And all of a sudden
You went, left
I didn't know how to follow
It's like a shot
That spun me around
And now my heart left
I feel so empty and hollow

And I'll never give myself to another
The way I gave it to you
Don't even recognize
The ways you hurt me
Do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame

(:

RUNWAY scheduled at 12:34 AM

there are parties; and there are after parties.

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Yesterday was possibly the best ever CNY Reunion of my 19, shit 20 years. God I'm getting old. Okay maybe the reunion was not that great but the after party was like exactly how i like to spend my time.

You see, my family gathered at some clubhouse of a Condo in Bukit Timah and because it was a clubhouse, you have to end any event by 10pm. Like how lame is that right? Parties are supposed to only start after 10. Anyway, I was kinda disappointed and started leavin the place when I saw Dennis and Karen who are kinda like my cousins but theyre as old as my parents and their kids are like my age. So we started talking:

KAREN: Eh we didnt talk at all tonight
ME: Ya I know! So sad right.
KAREN: Ya we should meet up soon.
ME: Ya we should get together for some cigar and drinks.
KAREN: Okay just tell us when youre free.
ME: Sure you supply the cigar and we'll supply the whiskey.

Then Dennis came along and started agreeing with his wife about the whole meeting up thing. And we all left, with me feeling quite contented. Then as we were driving home, my dad got this call from this number he had never seen before and was quite adamant on not picking it up. But his ring tone was so damn irritating that all of us forced him to answer the call. And guess what? Dennis called and asked us to join them for some cigar and drinks right then! I was like THANK YOU GOD!

And since he stays like a 3 minute drive away from us, we drove over and found that his parents as well as his gay brother, Larry was there. We all sat around and had a cigar, Charles too! Haha. I have never seen Charles smoke before but well, there's a first time for everything. Then Larry was like, since when did you guys start appreciating cigars? And before I could answer, Dennis was like, it runs in the Wee blood la. You know, I totally agree with that statement. I look at all the men on my Dad's side of the family, like uncles and all and I notice all of them drink like mad and smoke like mad too. Well, it's time to carry on the family tradition I guess.

Haha. So basically, I really had a good time smoking and drinking. So much so that when I woke up this morning, I was totally hung over and my legs felt like lead blocks. I think this is the most I have drunk in a single night. Like at the actual reunion, I finished half a bottle of Martini Rosso, a few cups of sparkling wine, a cup of rose and a white wine. Then at the after party, I had 2 different whiskeys, of which I had many shots. After my last shot of whiskey, I had to keep rocking my body to prevent myself from falling asleep. That's how bad it was. Anyway, the company was great, and Larry got so drunk that he kept touching Kevin and saying how handsome he was.

And one statement was damn funny la! Larry was like, What do you do when you're drunk? And Kevin was like, sleep lor. Then Larry was like, You dont fuck meh?

HAHA! And my parents were all there la. So funny right? Haha. I just loved my time there yesterday. I haven't felt so free and happy in a really long time. I mean, I've been feeling really sad and alone these past few weeks, especially after all that's happened. The nights have been really hard on me and I have been forcing myself to stay up late just so I can go to sleep easily. She has certainly moved on and so should I, although it's really easier said then done. But last night, last night kinda liberated me in a way.



Mummy, Karen and Larry. Cigars, scotch and food. Mmmmm..

It's time to be Warren Elliot. No more living in the past. No more looking back at what I had, at what I used to be. No one's gonna care about that and neither should I. It's a new year and a new day. The bitch is back.




If love is blind
If love's a drug
It always is
It always was
And love was surely made for fools like me



p.s. Gossip Girl is officially my favourite show for now. Even more than Grey's or Nip/Tuck.

RUNWAY scheduled at 12:32 AM

stay hungry, stay foolish

Monday, January 19, 2009

My favourite lecturer/God/Ms. Angeline Chin showed us this video during lecture today and I felt that it was so good in so many ways. It applies to everyone no matter how young or old you are and it gives you a different perspective of how to live your life, especially for us here in Singapore.

Steve Jobs is an inspiration to me not only because he came up with only the prettiest computer in the world but also how he managed to go against the main stream and dare to be different and stand out. It takes real courage to do that and not everyone has that kinda courage. In the end, it worked out well and good for him and look where he and Apple is today. Guys, I still want my MacBook Pro okay.

I cant believe how someone your age can act so stubborn. I'm the only one that ever supports you when all of them laugh and mock you. I back you up and try to motivate you but this is all you give me? And you dont like how I talked to you? Please la. Grow the fuck up. You are not a kid anymore. You have responsibilites and you have not been taking care of them since they were entrusted to you. You are so lucky to have her and all of us and everything. Please, I pray all the time for you to mature and act your age but you never do. When will you listen? I sincerely hope that it doesnt have to come down to having everything taken away from you and you realise you have nothing and no one. Please. 51 years on this earth. Please.

i seriously need another scotch and a cigar right now.

RUNWAY scheduled at 10:51 PM

slow dancing in a burning room

Sunday, January 11, 2009

I've always loved that song. Although it's a really sad song about a relationship doomed from the start, there's a certain joy in the fact that you have to make the most out of what you have when you have it. Once it's gone, there's no getting it back. Listen to the lyrics la.

And I'm not directing this song at any one in particular, just wanted to share it with you guys like how Shu Yun shared it with me. Thanks (:

Anyway, DPD is gonna be over tomorrow, so is the spa test and the only hurdle after that is Facilities Project submission. Time has seemed to just fly by without waiting for anyone of us. Before we know it, we're gonna be sitting for our final exams and waiting to enlist for NS, for the guys, of course. Just treasure every moment you have now cause you will never get it back, no matter how you try.

Everything happens for a reason. That's my life motto. Never let any tragedy or setback make you feel dejected or hopeless. I believe that there is a God and He knows what's best for us. Every bad thing that has happened to me in the past has somehow made me who I am today and has given me certain opportunities that make me a better person.

Like failing my TP test. That was one of the biggest setbacks of my life. Since young, I've always done either well or just okay for most of my tests and exams. I've never actually encountered such a failure of that proportion before. Moreover, I come from a family of first time TP passers so in a way, I expected myself to pass. But for some stupid reason (driving too slow), I failed. I was really disappointed with myself and thought that I was the biggest loser in the world. I was quite affected by it for a few weeks and I kinda still am. But I've began to move on and look at the big picture. At that time, even though I was confident in my driving, I was kinda afraid to drive my mum's car on the road. I just had this fear that I wasn't ready, even though I have taken many lessons. I also thought maybe if I had passed and had started driving, I would have gotten into an accident.

Everything happens for a reason. Trust God in everything. No matter what religon you are, trust your God. If you can't trust Him, then I think there's no one else to trust.

Having said that, I dont mean you can just sit on your fat lazy ass and do nothing. God doesnt help people who dont help themselves. So do your best and leave it to God to do the rest.

I was the one you always dreamed of
You were the one I tried to draw
How dare you say it's nothing to me
Baby, you're the only light I ever saw

I'll make the most of all the sadness
You'll be a bitch because you can
You try to hit me just hurt me
So you leave me feeling dirty
Because you can't understand

We're goin down
And you can see it too
We're goin down
And you know that we're doomed
My dear
We're slow dancing in a burnin room

p.s. I'm really glad you're back in my life. You seriously have no idea.

RUNWAY scheduled at 10:57 PM

nat geo & discovery channel

Monday, December 15, 2008

I was at Vivo today having lunch and just walking around when I realised that there was a new NAT GEO shop where Desigual used to be. It seemed more like a museum/exhibition than a shop. There were huge artefacts and pictures all over and the atmosphere was just so great. It's such an educational place. Anyway, the clothes and bags there are like OMGOSH!

I have never seen such a huge collection of pretty bags. It's so hard to find nice bags and I finally found a place that sells them. There are so many kinds, from black canvas bags to leather explorer bags. Although the stuff there is a little pricey, with items ranging from $199-$300, it's still really worth it; and the quality is really good.

S0 knowing me, I saw this really really really pretty nice beige bag which is super huge. It's made of camel skin and leather and as usual, I couldnt help but keep carrying it. Anyway below are 2 pictures of it. Please discuss!




So pretty right?



It's huge right? Even after placing it next to me.


For the price of $249 it could be mine (:



There is only one problem la, I think it may be too big and bulky and I have nothing to put in it. Sigh. But on the plus side, the pictures are taken with my Viewty. I'm so proud of my phone. (:


And the funny thing is, when I was carrying it, I dont know why but I started singing the Discovery Channel Song. Then my brother was like, wrong channel la! Haha.


For those of you who dont know, this is the Discovery Channel Song.




Astronaut1: It never gets old huh?
Astronaut2: nope
Astronaut1: it kinda makes you wanna…
Astronaut2: break into song?
Astronaut1: yup

I love the mountains
I love the clear blue sky
I love the Bridges
I love when great whites fly

I love the whole world
And all its sights and sounds
Boom Dee Ahh Dah
Boom Dee Ahh Dah
Boom Dee Ahh Dah
Boom Dee Ahh Dah

I love the oceans
I love real dirty things
I love to go fast
I love egyptian kings

I love the whole world
And all its craziness
Boom Dee Ahh Dah
Boom Dee Ahh Dah
Boom Dee Ahh Dah
Boom Dee Ahh Dah

I love tornadoes
I love arachnids
I love hot magma
I love the giant squids

I love the whole world
It’s such a brilliant place
Boom Dee Ahh Dah
Boom Dee Ahh Dah
Boom Dee Ahh Dah
Boom Dee Ahh Dah

RUNWAY scheduled at 12:15 AM

Neil Sedaka vs. Renee Olstaed & Peter Cincotti

Monday, December 8, 2008

I'm gonna post up 2 versions of the same song. The first is the original by Neil Sedaka and I really really like it. The second is a duet of the song by Renee Olstead & Peter Cincotti. A good friend of mine sent it to me a few years back and everytime I listen to it, it kinda reminds me of her. Haha. Weird. Anyway, I'll just post both up so you can compare for yourself. (:










Dont take your love away from me.
Dont you leave my heart in misery.
If you go then I'll be blue.
Cause breaking up is hard to do.

RUNWAY scheduled at 11:16 PM

HUA HEE TIO HO

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

It's quite sad that as a Hokkien, I cant speak my own dialect. It's a problem most Singaporean kids face but don't really care about. I was never good at my mother tongue, mostly cause my parents both learnt malay in school and my entire extended family speaks either malay or Bahasa Indonesia.

However, I have decided to start exposing myself more to my culture and thus, I have posted up this Hokkien song which Lena and I have been madly listening to for the past few days. It's actually a really meaningful song, telling you that no matter how rich you are, happiness is key. Cheesy I know, but it's true. So do have a listen, it's really good.




RUNWAY scheduled at 11:23 PM

I'm usually quite skeptical about fortune tellers/horoscopes and people who try to predict your future/personality with just some general information about yourself. However, after trying the handwriting quiz on Karmun's blog, I kinda feel quite freaked out. It's more specific than anything I've done before and it's quite true, save a few predcitions here and there. I'll just post up my result below. Sentences highlighted in Green are the very true and accurate ones. Those in red are totally not true. The rest are just so-so.


Warren is moderately outgoing. His emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, he can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. He has the ability to put himself into the other person's shoes.

Warren will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes he will be happy, the next day he might be sad. He has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because he is in between. Psychology calls Warren an ambivert. He understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, he will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." He doesn't sway too far one way or the other.

When convincing him to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to him. He puts himself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet he will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical.

Warren is an expressive person. He outwardly shows his emotions. He may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story.

Warren is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. He weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when he finally has to. He basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Warren doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Warren will be candid and direct when expressing his opinion. He will tell them what he thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want his opinion, don't ask for it!

In reference to Warren's mental abilities, he has a very investigating and creating mind. He investigates projects rapidly because he is curious about many things. He gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but he soon must slow down and look at all the angles. He probably gets too many things going at once. When Warren slows down, then he becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, he must slow down to do it. He then decides what projects he has time to finish. Thus he finishes at a slower pace than when he started the project.

He has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. His mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. He can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Warren can then switch into his low gear. When he is in the slower mode, he can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. He is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Warren's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Warren that he wasn't a great and beautiful person, and he believed them. Warren also has a fear that he might fail if he takes large risks. Therefore he resists setting his goals too high, risking failure. He doesn't have the internal confidence that frees him to take risks and chance failure. Warren is capable of accomplishing much more than he is presently achieving. All this relates to his self-esteem. Warren's self-concept is artificially low.

Warren will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because he is afraid that if he makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Warren to plan too far into the future. He kind of takes things on a day to day basis. He may tell you his dreams but he is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud he speaks, look at his actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Warren is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.

Warren is very self-sufficient. He is trying not to need anyone. He is capable of making it on his own. He probably wants and enjoys people, but he doesn't "need" them. He can be a loner.

Warren is having a lack of physical energy at the time this handwriting was written. If someone has very short and straight down lower loops (like in the y or g), this indicates this person's physical drive (activity or sex) is compromised. Usually, this indicates the person simply isn't interested in getting too physical right now. This could be a temporary mood which often happens when the body is sick and is healing. Or, this could be a result of an emotional or physical issue that is effecting Warren 's energy level and interest in sex. Sex doesn't seem to be a priority at the moment.

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Warren has left lots of white space on the right side of the paper. Warren fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion. If this is true, then Warren has an unhealthy relationship to the past and has a fear of moving forward. The right side of the page represents the future and Warren seems unwilling to face the fear of getting started living now and planning for the future. Warren seems to be clinging to past events and spending lots of time thinking about what happened. It would be best to leave the past behind and move on. Stop crowding that left margin.

http://handwritingwizard.com/analysis.php

So that's it. I think most of it is quite true. I think this test has described me better than I could have descirbed myself. Sad huh?

Ah well.

RUNWAY scheduled at 9:34 AM

nineteen

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Today's my 19th birthday and it was a relatively quiet but meaningful celebration.

The day started off with another driving lesson. Like seriously I've taken over 30 lessons and my TP is like next week. I could have taken it 10 lessons ago but NO, the test date is so far away. Ah well, I really hope I pass if not I'll have to wait another 2 months at least. Sigh.


Left for One Fullerton to meet her cause she was like doing some e-learning thing. Then we headed down to Marina Sq to have lunch. I really wanted to try the new BK burger. You know the one which comes in 3 sizes, BOLD, BRAVE or BALLSY. Ranging from 2 patties to 4 respectively. And because I'm MANLY, I decided to have the BALLSY.

Man, was it BALLSY. It's not really bigger than Carl's Jr. burgers but it was really high and i had to really stretch my mouth real wide before i could bite it down. And thank God I didnt upsize the damn meal. I was so full after that but I felt so accomplished and well, BALLSY. But I also did feel my liver and heart going into shock but who cares right?

We walked around, tried to do some shopping but I didnt see anything I liked. I did however get some ideas on what to wear for my cousin's wedding at City Harvest Church. For those of you who go there, what do people usually wear to weddings there?


We walked to suntec aimlessly wandering around. Well cut things short, we went to Starbucks and she bought me a cake and sang me a birthday song which was rather peculiar to St. Marg's students, I shall end of the post with it later on. Yea so we talked and laughed and I was really happy to spend my birthday with her. I'm really grateful I've sucha great friend who has done so much for me, even though I may seem indifferent at times. I love you (:




She had other plans with the candles but the rain "rained on her parade". God I gotta stop trying so hard.




Yummy.




Thanks, Love (:





HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WARREN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME


MAY THE GOOD LORD BLESS ME
MAY THE GOOD LORD BLESS ME
MAY THE GOOD LORD BLESS ME
MAY THE GOOD LORD BLESS ME

IT'S MY NINETEENTH BIRTHDAY
HAVE A FUN TIME AHEAD
WITH ALL THOSE I LOVE
AND A HAPPY BIRTHDAY


p.s. Happy Birthday Yun Qian too!
p.p.s. Happy Birthday Fiddy (13 Nov)

RUNWAY scheduled at 11:05 PM

looking back

Sunday, November 9, 2008

As we move on in life, it is apt that we take the time to look back on what has made us who we are. Have i really mellowed? Am I now old and boring? Haha, hopefully not. Well, on with the show.



Sec 2e5'03 boys. Cute sia.



Me, Denny Boey, Seng Juong, Cher Yang, Xavier


The night we watched the play.



Arm wrestling buddy.



Focus on the toaster behind Seng Juong. Had lotsa fun with it in class.



Act la.


This is what I go to school for.




Leslie, Gabriel, Kai Siang, Me. "Graduation Dinner" Only like 10 people turned up?



When no one else cared, I was there. ;D


To think we barely talked in school.


The best days of my life. Thank You 4E5'05.



Emo sia. Haha.




School truly is the best time of a person's life. Well, generally. I'm not gonna make this a lengthy and boring post like my other ones but I need to say this.


Don't worry about the mistakes you've made in school, they make you grow as a person. Everything that seemed stupid in the past now seems to make sense. Everything happens for a reason, you may not see it now, but eventually, you'll get it. I know I do.


I thank God for giving me life and for all the things and people in my life, be it good or bad, helpful or otherwise. I should stop taking things for granted and stop being so emo for I have been blessed with the greatest gift anyone can offer. The gift of life. (:





p.s. Happy Birthday Mike! Cigar soon? (:


p.p.s. Happy 18 months love. Time really flies when you're having fun huh? Haha (: Thanks for being there for me whenever I needed you, especially when I needed you. Besties for life? HAHA!





RUNWAY scheduled at 10:26 PM

new day

Monday, October 20, 2008

Today, 20th October 2008, marks the new day of the final semester in Poly. It's seems like just yesterday that I stepped into Temasek Poly, a freshie, without any friends, alone and very much insecure. Well, believe it or not, I kinda still feel the same after 5 semesters. It's not that I dont have friends but sometimes, even when you're surrounded by people that make you laugh, you can still feel lonely. I really dont mean to sound emo here and I'm not feeling emo but it's just something I wanna say. I really treasure all my course mates and friends that I have made along the way and all of you are special in your own unique way. I thank you all for that very much. You have made school life not only bearable but memorable.

Today, I came into the LT early cause it was so damn humid outside and I wanted to cool down and so I sat at the corner all alone. When lecture started, the usual gang sat in the middle mainly because it's the only place that can accommodate all of them together. But as I sat and watched them laugh and crack jokes, I had a mix of emotions. I felt happy, obviously as they livened up the lecture hall and made everyone else laugh. But I also felt a sense of detcachment from them. Then I thought about those people in our course who are not really with the mainstream. Those who either by choice or by sheer bad luck, are always on the sidelines, missing out on the jokes and mostly alone. Alone to lectures, alone to tutorials, alone to breaks and alone to home. Sometimes you have to take a step back, and look from afar to realise how fortunate we are and how we should never exclude anyone or discriminate against anyone.

I may have said some really nasty, mean and superficial things from sec 3 to now about people around me. Some whom I really sincerely care about and some whom I barely even know. It was wrong of me to judge people in that way and I am really trying to change. It's not fair to judge someone by how they look or the way they dress even though that's how society does. I may sound hypocritical saying this because of my history of insulting people for no apparent reason but I mean it. Today is a new day. It was the first day of school for the last semester and it's also the day I try to be nicer. I know I'll still bitch about people and stuff but I'll really try to be more objective in my judgements. To all whom I've hurt with my remarks, I sincerely apologise.

Anyway, the first thing I noticed today was that everyone dressed so smartly. The girls were all in pretty dresses and cute outfits and the guys were all properly attired. Perhaps it's because it's the first day of school or maybe because it's the result of SIP. Whatever it is, I think it's a good sign. Everyone also seemed much happier and friendlier and people who in the past didnt even take a second look at one another are now talking like long time friends.

One such group is the bunch of STB interns. All of us didnt really know each other, before the SIP but I feel that we have become a group of friends that can count on one another. I'm really grateful that I joined STB and met such wonderful people. I feel so proud that we are always so "ON" like attendance would be mostly full for outings, dinners and even the chalet. I think we rock. Like totally. (:

Oh and Tai Hong just messaged me just now saying " You die alr. I go train my arm alr." Haha. Just now I was quite bored so TH and I had a little arm wrestling match. The last time we did that was in TAS. I must say, TH has really become a lot stronger since then and the size of his fore arm showed that. But it wasn't physical strength that allowed me to win. It was mental strength. We were mostly at a draw and I almost wanted to give up many times but something in my head told me to keep going. My arm was cramping by then but I chose not to give up. TH on the other hand offered to call it a draw halfway through. That showed he wanted to end it and had no will to win the match.

I'M NOT SAYING TH IS WEAK. I think he's a very determined, fit and eligible individual and I respect him a lot. I'm just saying that sometimes, mind is really stronger than body. No matter how difficult the situation, no matter how deep in shit you are, dont give up. Never give up. Push on because the only losers are those who give up trying. TH, I dont think you need to train your arm. You could have won me just now. Just dont give up so easily. Fight for what you want. You will get it. Be it a girl, be it getting into commandos, be it winning arm wrestling, fight for it and you'll get it.


That's it.



I'm a new soul,
I came to this strange world hoping I could learn
a bit about how to give and take.
But since i came here,
felt the joy and the fear;
Finding myself making every possible mistake.

RUNWAY scheduled at 10:16 PM

Redang

Thursday, September 25, 2008

I know I said in my previous post that I would be putting up pictures for your viewing pleasure but due to some rather foreseen circumstances, actually, I have decided not to post any here.

Instead, you can click on this
LINK and it will bring you to my facebook where I have posted up the pictures I took in Redang.

I know this is very sloppy and is not as nice because there is no proper narrative to accompany the pictures but I am just plain lazy and quite busy. So there you go, take it or, well, leave it.
(:


But I will say this,

throughout my 5 nights in Redang, one thing kept me from being homesick. I looked at it every night and I just felt so much better and even after all the sun burns on my back and face, I felt a sense of relief.





Thanks (:


And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see

As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

RUNWAY scheduled at 11:10 PM

Timbre Music Fest 2008

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Hello world, I'm back from the beautiful island of Redang in Malaysia and all I wanna do now is just go back there. I promise to upload pictures soon, probably in the next post and I'll tell you all about the wonderful time I had over there.



But now, on to other things. Life seems so different now, after reutrning from a relaxing holiday. TIme seems to past by really quickly and it's like I have loads of things to do. Just 6 days away and I'm quite lost about the latest happenings pertaining to work, since I'm working now and during the entire F1 period. I was a total wreck when I checked my emails and I was seriously panicking cause nothing looked familiar and the more I read, the more confused I became. Anyway, I think I'm starting to balance things out so in a few days I should be cured of this "jet-lag".

The past few days were spent playing pool with Shane and I don't mean to sound proud or anything but I think not playing for a long time has made me improve my game. I somehow managed to play better and I actually win some of the games. Haha, ya quite pathetic I know but it's against Shane leh.

After pool yesterday, I met up with Pam and we went to the mobile SVC at Merlion Park to wait for Bev to end work. But before that, I was waiting at Raffles MRT station cause Pam was late and because I was lazy, I sat at the stairs and minded my own business. After aboout 10 minutes, this tanned, short haired, very military looking SMRT officer approached me and this short conversation followed,

HIM: Sir, are you okay?
ME: Ya, I'm fine.
HIM: You sure?
ME: Yes.
HIM: OK, because it's gonna be peak period soon and there will be a large crowd coming down here later.
ME: Ya, I know.
HIM: You sure you're alright? If you want you can rest inside the room.
ME: No, I'm fine. Thanks.

Then he took the escalator up and I never saw him again.

It's so weird la. Like I was sitting quietly in a corner on the stairs and I dont think I looked sickly or anything like that. Anyway, I'm really impressed by his care and concern and I kinda wanna right a good feedback about him but I dont know his name. But to that man, thanks for your concern, you're sucha dear. And the way he talked reminded me of my CLT (Officer) during my NCC days. He sounded so strict but at the same time I could feel his genuine concern towards me. So nice of him.

Ah, so Pam finally arrived and we walked to the Merlion Park SVC and talked to Kevin and Bev. Then, we proceeded inside Coffee Bean just opposite the counter and had a quick drink before chilling by the merlion. Just then, we did something really spontaneous, we decided to go on a river cruise. You see, during our 2 week STB training, we already went for the river cruise but I dont know why this time it seemed so attractive so we ran to the counter and got 2 tickets for the cruise. True enough, this time, the cruise felt so much better and more enjoyable and I have no regrets. And you know, I think being spontaneous and doing random things like suddenly deciding to go for a river cruise is the essence of life.

So after all that, Bev finally ended work and we walked to Timbre along Boat Quay and we were so lucky to get like the final seats and they were right in front. Damn lucky man. The company was good with Jay, Hitesh, the two girls and Bev's friend, JT. That stands for Jun Tat and not Justin Timberlake, okay JT? The band that night was 53A with Sara Wee on lead vocals. The guest singers were great too, especially Gillian Marie. And because I'm sucha good boy, I left by 11.15p.m. But the next Timbre outing, I'm not gonna be so gay guys, I promise.

Pictorial updates of Redang soon.

Bye.

RUNWAY scheduled at 3:16 PM

the art of being nice

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

I truly believe God works in the most random and yet the most heart-felt ways. These past few days have been rather rough on me physically as well as emotionally. I wont really go into detail as to why I've been feeling so down lately but I just wanna share something I'm sure we all already know by now but dont take seriously; being nice.

Like I said, I've been overwhelmed with lotsa thoughts and emotions these past few days but today, just a small act of kindness, wait I wouldnt say it was an act of kindness, I think it was just a passing remark, made me feel a whole lot better about myself and everything around me.

It was quite a hectic day today. I got scolded by a cleaner aunty in hokkien and I totally didnt know what she was saying but I just stared at her blankly. I didnt even do anything la, she just came into the counter and picked up the empty bin and started scolding me. I had half the mind to report her to CAAS and get her ass fired. In my heart, I was hoping she would get fired and then not have enough money to pay for her HDB rental and get kicked out and starve and eventually die a slow, painful and sad death all alone. Yes, that is how emotional I'm feeling so dont push me.

Then there was FST registration. Ah dont even get me started on that. Well, I cant complain actually cause it's part of my job so I wont.

Then after work I rushed down to STB HQ for a briefing for the F1 race and it turned out to be quite useless la. At least I managed to get some money changed and I'm so happy cause I found a place with RM2.38 against S$1. The best rate I heard of was RM2.375. Okay that doesnt sound like a whole lot of difference but if you know me, I get pissy over the slightest cent. Quite ironic since I dont mind spluring on expensive and mostly useless stuff.

Anyway, here's the main thing. I was waiting for 190 for quite some time at the Tangs bus stop when a familiar looking person alighted from 167 and walked towards me. This short conversation ensued.

Familiar face: Warren right?
Me: Er ya.
Familiar face: You know who I am?
Me: Er, ya, Rebecca right?
Familiar face: Ya.
Me: So where you going?
Familiar face: Taka.
Me: OK, see you.
Familiar face: Yup see you, and you look good.
Me: Er okay thanks. You too?

Notice how I start all my sentences with Er. Haha. I get very nervous, especially around girls. Also notice how I dont know how to react to that "compliment". Sigh, are we so caught up in this secular society that we have forgotten how it feels like to receive something so honest and from the heart? More than that, have we forgotten how to give back? I think I have.


But the thing is, just that sentence made my entire day. It may sound dumb to you but I really dont care. That's how easily contented I am. And I was thinking about it the entire time after that and if everyone just said one sincerely nice thing to another person, the entire world would be happy, yes?

To everyone reading this: Do or say something nice to someone today. Dont wait, dont hesitate, dont be reluctant, just do it. The smallest thing you say or do can really change a person's mood.

And that is what I wanna go on to talk about now.

I believe all humans are born with a heart and that means we are all born to be nice people. It's just that along the way, some of us go through troubled childhoods, broken homes and bad company and that makes us less nice and more cynical, untrusting and sometimes angry. I'm sure everyone has lost their temper at least once in their life be it over something small or over a big deal but surely, we have lost our temper before.

Well, that's not the scary part. It's okay to be angry, it's okay to lose our temper and it's okay to feel sad and emotional like how I'm feeling now. That just means the other party means something to you, maybe you love them or care for them greatly but at least they have some significance in your life, enough for you to be pissed.

What is really terrifying is when you are not nice to that person and also not angry at the person. When you just dont care, when you stop loving and you stop having an ounce of concern for the person, when you're indifferent. I pray none of you feel that way to anyone else because it honestly is a frightening feeling. I think I may be feeling that way or maybe bordering on indifference and I sure as hell am scared. It's not a nice feeling, honestly, especially when that person is so close to you. What they say is true, the ones you love the most are the ones that hurt you the most. Sigh Sigh Sigh.


Anyhow, throughout all this emotional struggle I have with myself, one person has been there to here my rants and my frustraions and shared my tears. She was there for me for the highest moments as well as my ultimate lows and she never gave up on me. I may not be the best friend she has but she certainly is the best friend I have right now. Thank you so much for accepting me for who I am, my flaws and my inadequacies. You're the bestest bestie a bestie could have and I love you for that and so much more!


Thanks, Hazlyn for being there for me (:

I really appreciate everything and I love you!


You said hello then you asked my name.
I didn't know if I should go all the way.
Inside I felt my life had really changed.
I knew that it would never be the same.
Iwas dying indside to hold you,
I couldn't believe what I felt for you.
Dying inside, I was dying inside.

RUNWAY scheduled at 9:55 PM

DNC 2008

Friday, August 29, 2008

Okay Ariel and all who have been bugging me to update again, I am updating now.

It's just that I've been rather busy the past 2 weeks with AIPA and all but now I have much more free time and I cant get to bed cause I kinda just woke up from a 12 hour slumber, I'll get to that later.

I must say that AIPA was a really good experience for me and I'm sure it was for all those who helped out for that event. It was really an eye opener to the political world out there and it has somehow sparked something inside me which makes me more interested in politics. Dont worry, I'm not gonna be another Berns but I think that it's quite important that we at least know our ministers or maybe those in our GRCs? No more himbo Warren, I'm on a mission to be more well-informed. Yay!

Anyway the reason I just woke up at like 8.30pm is cause I didnt sleep the whole of last night cause I was at a chalet with my secondary school friends whom I havent seen for a really really really really long time. Initially I wasnt planning to stay over cause I dont really like chalets but after some very very hard persuasion and gulit-tripping, I gave in and I think it was a good choice. I spent the night with Van, Meng, Lilian, Jack, Kenneth, Kai Siang and Nick whose Mum sponsored the chalet. Okay maybe she didnt sponsor it but she redeemed her NTUC points to get it free.

It was good catching up with them, playing bridge, bitching and not sleeping. I'm actually quite surprised how quickly time passed and before we knew it, it was 4.30am. All of us were like lying down but no one actually slept and we all left at 5.30am to have breakfast at Macs. After eating, we walked to Nick's place to get the car so that he could drive us back. So on the way, we passed Hai Sing and so many feelings overwhelmed us.

It was so nostalgic walking pass the school at like 7.20am when everyone had to report to school for morning assembly. I miss the hymn singing and bible sharing every morning and how we had to drag our tired asses to class after that. Sigh, I miss the simplicity and innocence of secondary school. Anyway, Nick sent us home and at 8.45am i fell asleep at got up like 12 hours later. It was a good rest but i had a weird dream that I had to fight this really big and fit guy and I was really scared but I dont know what happened next. Strange.

Anyway, on to the title of this post, DNC 2008. It's the Democartic National Convention and I happened to chance on Barack Obama's acceptance speech to head the Democartic Party on CNN and it was really a charismatic speech, much like himself. I was really inspired by his speech and as a strong supporter of the Democrats, I was greatly touched after hearing it. I now understand why so many people wanna go to the USA to start a life, to achieve their dreams, to achieve The American Dream.

I really really hope Obama becomes president. It's not that I dont like McCain, I think he's a really funny guy but I just dont agree with the ideology of Republicans and I was devastated Al Gore lost to George W. Bush in 2001. I remember I was in New Zealand at that time and I found out that Geoge Bush had become president, I was just so damn sad. Well I think come Nov 4, Obama will lead the Democrats to a huge victory and hopefully change will come to the United States of America.

If you wanna watch his acceptance speech, just click on the picture above. You wont regret it.

USA! USA! USA!

okay i'm crazy.


Oh and I'm happy cause Meng Ye burnt for me Jason Mraz's and Duffy's CD and now Lena is sending me all the songs on the Old Skool CD from Class 95! Yay more songs!



I won't hesitate no more, no more it cannot wait I'm sure.
Theres no need to complicate,
Our time is short.
It cannot wait, I'm yours

RUNWAY scheduled at 11:15 PM

officially over

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

The long dreadful process called internship officially ended yesterday after I hesitatantly slotted my portfolio into Mr. Low's box. Now i hope that he doesnt see me in Raffles City and tell me he didnt receive it which was what happened to my beautiful Attractions Management Report.

On to other things, I'm like working now, as usual, at T2 arrival with Lorraine and i'll be going home soon. YAY! But you know, there's somehthing I dont really like about closing shifts. It's like when I get home, everyone is asleep and almost all the lights are off. It makes me feel so lonely and sad and sometimes I feel like crying. Haha so emo right. But that's true and I dont see my family members which makes the feeling even worse!

And I have to wake up early tomorrow morning and be at Parliment house by 10.30a.m. which means I have to wake up at 8.30a.m. which means that I have only about 5.5 hours of sleep which means that I may get pimples due to lack of sleep.

SHIT! Berns just told me that tomorrow cant wear jeans. The guy said smart casual which means shirt and jeans right? But apparently it's like shirt and pants! Like a suit just without the jacket and tie. Oh my goodness la. It's gonna be so damn warm and so formal. I bet the SP people would be in jeans again and they would think we're mad. Sian.

At least something good happened to me today. Suddenly, out of the blue, someone which I havent talked to for a really long time initiated a conversation with me. Although it was quite meaningless, it was good to talk to that person. Okay I dont know how to continue but just know that whatever I am saying now is really really really way way way understated. So you must kinda take what I'm saying and mulitply it by 1000000 to know how happy I am. Haha. YAY.



So she said what's the problem baby?
What's the problem, I don't know?
Well maybe I'm in love.
Think about it every time I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it.

RUNWAY scheduled at 12:36 AM

bye bye internship

Friday, August 1, 2008

Half an hour before I'm home free. No more internship pay. No more fixed days. Sadly, no more taxi vouchers too. Ah well, still can claim la. Haha. And I wont be working on the 1st of August, as in I'm doing closing that's why the date is 1st August but I wont actually be working in the day, get it? Aiya I dont care if you dont.

Arrival 2. Hmmm..dont really like this counter la. I mean it's busy and all but at night it gets really boring and there's only 1 laptop and 2 staff so the other 1 better have something to do. Luckily I was practicing my Final Theory for the 2nd time just now. I'm so scared I'll fail! It'll be absoloutely loser-ish and a waste of time and money if I do. Sigh, from the looks of things, I dont think I can get my licence by my 19th birthday. Nvm, that just means mummy/kevin will have to drive me around. HAHA.

Okay basically I'm just blogging to pass the time and I bet every single intern is waiting to blog about this moment, this moment of impending freedom and liberty. I must say this has a been a great ride but I wont do it again, as in for the pay I was getting.

On to other random things, I just read Damien's* past few e-journals and theyre all damn sad la. As in I know he is emo and all but his journals really seem to make his internship company sound like crap. Like there's totally no sense of organization and they didnt seem to put much thought into their internship programme. Or maybe he's just suay? And he also sent me this super fun but bo liao game that you should only play if youre extremely bored or stressed or need to have a laugh. Ask me/Damien* for it if you want. It's a small file and it's incredibly simple to play but it's really loads of fun!

Ah I'm gonna start closing this counter soon.

BYE BYE PEOPLE.
BYE BYE INTERNSHIP.
I'LL MISS YOU.
OR NOT.
(:

*names have been changed for confidentiality. but you know who he is.

RUNWAY scheduled at 1:38 AM

speed of sound

Saturday, July 26, 2008

The only reason the above is my title is because i have no idea what to put there since this post has no central theme and also because that is the song playing on Perfect 10 right now. Sigh, this job is really killing my intellect, or maybe i didnt have any to begin with. Hmmm..

But you know, things happen for a reason and maybe its apt that speed of sound is the title since I kinda wanna talk about how quickly my internship has passed me by. I hate to sound cheesy or cliche but 20 weeks of internship has really gone by damn quickly, however, you wont hear me say how I'll miss it or how sad I am to leave because i definetely wont miss getting paid $500 a month for 20 days of work. The only thing i might miss is the taxi e-vouchers which allow me to take taxis without paying any cash upfront, but besides that, i think i can do with more free time and a $9/hr pay. (:

Back to my point on how things have gone so fast; I honestly feel that these few months have just zoomed (what an ugly word) by but i have learnt a whole damn lot. I guess its kinda like give and take? My brain somewhat gave away everything I used to know abt writing proper reports/essays/colourful sentences and in return, it kinda knows how to do FST and FCS registration, oh not to mention loads of airport and tourist info. Wow, how helpful, considering I wont be doing this as a career. Sigh, i need to get back into school mode soon or else 3.3 is gonna be a huge nightmare.

Now i kinda get what people mean when they say they want a meaningful and fulfilling job. I always thought sitting around on your arse and getting paid for doing nothing is damn cool until now. Not that I wanna slog all my life, I just want to do something which gives me a sense of pride and a huge paycheck. That kinda explains why I wanna be a lecturer.

Yes for those of you who dont know yet, sitting around doing nothing has given me a lot of time to think and reflect on life and although an old faded mirror can reflect better than me, I have kinda decided to be a lecturer in poly. That is after I get my degree/masters/phD/conquer the world (okay omit the last point), work for about 10-15 years and gain some sort of experience. I think it's quite a cool job no? You dont have to work on weekends and public hols and you even get school holidays! Haha and in poly, you dont really get parents calling you up and bugging you and there are no Parent-Teacher Conferences to go to. What I'm trying to say is, it's quite a slack job but it's also quite fulfilling cause you get to nuture young minds and in turn, you will stay young and heart and mind because you are constantly around young people. But that leads me to wonder, why are there still old, stubborn, boring lecturers around? Oh plus, the pay is not bad and I'm sure you get medical and if I'm lucky, DENTAL! WOOHOO! (:

Yes, I'm a very simple guy. Oh ya, and I wanna teach subjects like BESE where I dont have to study and have years of knowledge before I seem competent, unlike some technical subject like Accounting. Maybe I'll teach Leisure and Recreation or Intro to H&T or something. We'll see what field I specialize in and what subjects are offered for me to teach. I dont wanna teach at RP/SP/NYP either. Only NP or TP. Yup. The rest are just un-cool la. Sorry all my friends studying at those schools. Haha. You get the feel that I'm just talking to myself right now dont you? Cause that's what I'm feeling right about.....now.

Thank God there's MSN, Blogs, Friendster and Perfect 10 to keep me company. Thank God for the internet and internet radio.

Oh and sorry for not blogging in a rather long time. Had no mood and nothing really significant has happened so no point right? I hope I blog more regularly if not it means that my life is as stagnant as a pot holder breeding dengue mosquitoes. Okay I think I should stop using corny metaphors from now on. Or is it similies? See, my intellect is really going! AH!



How long am I gonna stand,
With my head stuck under the sand?
I'll start before I can stop,
Before I see things the right way up.
All that noise, and all that sound,
All those places I got found.
And birds go flying at the speed of sound,
to show you how it all began.

RUNWAY scheduled at 10:42 PM

Sian, he lost.

Monday, July 7, 2008

I totally forgot to watch the Wimbledon 2008 final live la! Anyway, I happened to be channel surfing today and I saw the last 45 minutes of what I can say is one of the best tennis matches I have ever seen. My heart was racing like mad especially during the last few sets, I think my maid thought i was crazy cause everytime Federer got a point I was like "YES!". Haha.

Anyway, even though Federer lost, I must say, he's still the better looking one at the end of the day, or in this case, night. Siao lor, play for nearly 5 hours. I think his sweater is super super nice and I wanna get one of those. Can someone please tell me where to get it?! Please!


Damn hot right? I was looking all over the net for a picture and this is the best I got so far. I still cant find a full body shot. But his sweater is like super nice la. Argh, I want!

For those of you who dont know what I'm talking about, read the article below from The Wall Street Journal.




Nadal Beats Federer In Wimbledon Final
Associated Press July 6, 2008 5:59 p.m.



WIMBLEDON, England -- Rafael Nadal ended Roger Federer's five-year reign at Wimbledon on Sunday, winning a riveting, five-set marathon to claim his first title at the All England Club and signal a changing of the guard in men's tennis.

Mr. Nadal held off a stirring comeback by Mr. Federer from two sets down to prevail 6-4, 6-4, 6-7 (5), 6-7 (8), 9-7. He became the first man to win the French Open and Wimbledon in the same year since Bjorn Borg in 1980.

Mr. Nadal, the first Spaniard to win Wimbledon since Manolo Santana in 1966, avenged his losses to Federer in the last two finals here and snapped the Swiss star's All England Club winning streak at 40 matches and overall grass-court run at 65.

The rain-delayed match ended in near darkness after 4 hours, 48 minutes of play -- the longest men's final in Wimbledon history -- when Mr. Federer slapped a forehand into the net on Mr. Nadal's fourth match point and second of the game.

Mr. Nadal fell onto his back in exhilaration at the baseline. With his shirt caked with turf, he congratulated Mr. Federer and climbed into the players' box to embrace his entourage. He had tears in his eyes as he grabbed a Spanish flag and walked across the television commentators' booth to the edge of the Royal Box to shake hands with Prince Felipe and Princess Letizia of Spain.

"It's impossible to explain what I felt in that moment," Mr. Nadal said after receiving the winner's trophy from the Duke of Kent. "Just very, very happy to win this title. For me, (it) is a dream to play in this tournament. But to win, I never imagined something like this."
Mr. Federer, who converted only one of 13 break points in the match, fell short in his bid to set two landmarks: He failed to surpass Bjorn Borg by winning a sixth consecutive title or equal Willie Renshaw's record of six in a row from 1881-86.

"I tried everything," Mr. Federer said. "Rafa is a deserving champion. He just played fantastic. It was the worst opponent on the best court."

Mr. Nadal won his fifth Grand Slam title, adding to his four consecutive French Open championships. Mr. Federer, meanwhile, remains two shy of Pete Sampras' record of 14 Grand Slam wins.

"He's still No. 1," Mr. Nadal said. "He's still the best. He's still five-time champion here and I only have one, so for me it is very, very important."

Watching it all from the front row of the Royal Box was the silver-haired Borg, who won 41 straight Wimbledon matches during his 1976-80 title runs.

As Messrs. Nadal and Federer battled through the fifth set in fading light, they were like two heavyweights going toe-to-toe in the late rounds of a title fight. The intensity and quality of the match recalled the 1980 final between Mr. Borg and John McEnroe, which the Swede won in the fifth set after losing an 18-16 tiebreaker.

Mr. McEnroe, a three-time Wimbledon champion and a television commentator at this tournament, called Sunday's final the "greatest match I've ever seen."

Mr. Nadal, who has won 24 straight matches, extended his career record against Mr. Federer to 11-6, but it was only his third win in six against him on a surface other than clay. Mr. Nadal had lost in the last two Wimbledon finals to Mr. Federer.

Sunday's epic victory was Mr. Nadal's second straight over Mr. Federer in a Grand Slam final -- and this time on the champion's favorite court and surface. Mr. Nadal crushed Mr. Federer in last month's French Open final, losing only four games.

Mr. Federer, playing in his 16th Grand Slam final, had reached this title match without dropping a set but ran into a player who muscled him around the court for the first two sets with his punishing topspin forehand and refused to buckle in the face of an amazing comeback.
Mr. Federer, who saved two match points in the fourth set tiebreaker, came oh-so-close to becoming the first player to overcome a two-set deficit in a Wimbledon men's final since 1927, when Henri Cochet beat Jean Borotra.

Mr. Federer also nearly became the first man in 60 years to win the title after saving a match point in the final -- Bob Falkenburg beat John Bromwich in 1948 after saving three match points at 3-5 in the fifth set.

Copyright © 2008 Associated Press

RUNWAY scheduled at 10:15 PM

warrened

Sunday, June 29, 2008

Contain your laughter guys, I warrened myself again last wednesday. This time i was cutting some onions and i somehow cut my left index finger. It's quite disgusting actually, like a part of my nail and a flap of skin from my finger was kinda dangling on end. Haha. It hurt initially but after that it just looked gross. The doctor put this tissue glue thing to seal it up and I just removed the bandage and it looks really weird. Typing is a bitch, hence the poor sentence construction and lazy vocab. To add salt to the wound (my god how corny), I have developed a fever, sore throat and blocked nose after the getting cut. Must be some infection or something like that I guess. Argh. Sucks to be sick, really. And to make things worse, I cant taste my 2 free subway cookies I have to last me till 215 am! SUPER SAD LA!

Well nothing really interesting to blog about so I'll just abruptly end the post here. Anything after this doesnt really concern you guys so dont bother. (:


I dont know why I've been talking to you the way I have recently. Maybe it really is my fault, my selfishness. I dont like to blame others so I wont blame you for it. I just hope this phase passes otherwise both of us wont be feeling very happy and that may lead to some unpleasent stuff happening. If you're looking for an apology, here it is, I'm sorry. But i dont think that's it. Maybe we need a break from each other indefinetely. I still love you.


Congratulations. You bothered to highlight, few people do. Anyway, i dont think youre gonna read it but i just need to write it down. I cant lie and be in denial anymore. I still think about you a lot and I really miss you, mostly as a friend, cause that's the only thing we've been. I may say i hate you and stuff but i really dont. I just miss talking to you and you constantly being online doesnt help either. Somehow you're always online whenever I am and I just cant help but stare at your nick. You have no idea how much self restraint I exercise everytime I'm online. It's so tempting to just talk to you but I know you dont talk like you used to and that things might get complicated. You dont know how big an impact you have on me and I dont know why the hell that is. If you're reading this, and if you want to, please talk to me the next time you see me online. I dont have the balls to. Please?



Fluff your garfield, wont you?

RUNWAY scheduled at 12:25 AM

project day

Saturday, June 21, 2008

Probably another perk about working with STB is that we are given one day off purely for doing the project. This week was a bonus cause we were given an additional day to do the project and it was a combined discussion and all 10 of us were finally reunited! Let me put that into perspective for you, 2 off days and 2 project days = 3 proper working days this week. How can that not put a smile on your pretty faces?

Anyway, it was so good meeting the 9 of them again and being in the same room together. I never knew I would miss them the slightest bit, I mean I barely knew some of them before this but I'm becoming attached to those people. Good thing right?

So we met up and had a short discussion with Serene and Michelle (the SMU intern) and proceeded to have our lunch after that. But before lunch, we went to the lobby and decided to thaw at the quadrangle cause the building is so damn freezing cold. I think government agencies got air-con discount. Anyway Pam brought a camera and we all took a group photo, minus Pam of course. Haha, how ironic.


I like my biceps here, must be some lighting nonsense. Btw, the pond behind us looks like it has never been maintained since Singapore gained independence.



So we headed to Tanglin Mall to have some rubbish lunch and back to office to do work. Because Serene was so nice, she booked us a room that we had all to ourselves till evening and 10 interns in an empty room equals freedom. But I must say, we were rather productive, eh?


When we just got back, everyone's still so restless and nothing's being done. Must be the crappy food we had. Thank God for the super super super good coffee outside the room. The foam is so thick, even Mr. Goh would be happy.
They look so busy, especially Hafidah. Actually, their group always seems busy and doing work, whereas ours is like so slack. But it's not true okay? Just looks that way because we dont use so much paper. Haha.


I think it was a pretty good idea to combine both groups cause it allowed for easier communication and interaction between us which really minimizes any misuderstandings and we kidna get each other better and the project seems clearer this way. I propose combined project days once a week!


On to other things,


Bestie is overseas for 3 days. Ah well, come back soon and safe k! And come online to send me that SATC song! I want!! Take care yea, I'll be missing you. Hilton all meansss...


Working with HuiQi at transit 2 opening was so fun. Time passed like super fast. I wanna work with interns please!


I feel depressed. I feel especially fat and white. Haha! As in I need to go back to the gym and I need to go tanning. I'm turning into some cheena coloured dude. Oh wait, I think I'm already there. Shit!





And my heart had a problem, in the early hours,
So it stopped it dead for a beat or two.
But i cut some cord, and i shouldn't have done that,
And it won't forgive me after all these years.
So i sent her to a place in the middle of nowhere
With a big black horse and a cherry tree.
Now it won't come back , cause it's oh so happy
And now i've got a hole for the world to see.

RUNWAY scheduled at 12:07 AM

one year (six months)

Thursday, June 12, 2008

It's the last day of my rather long hiatus from work and I think I'm ready to go back and kick some FST ass! Anyway, these past 5 days of being off from work have been rather well spent I think and there was lots of happiness as well. Haha. Shopping makes me happy you know?

Monday was a special day as I spent time doing things I love with the person I love. All of you, dont be sad k? I love all of you as well. Just that I spent it with my very best friend and BCBG (: We met up in the afternoon at Vivo cause I was quite ready to spend some money after being sucha good boy and not shopping for like a few months. First stop, Zara. I got this red pullover that she said would look nice and after trying it on, she was surprisingly right. I never thought red would be a good pullover colour but what do I know right? And after spending $19.90 on it, we headed to Pull and Bear and searched for the dark blue pullover I've been wanting for very very very long.


Initially, I was quite upset cause I couldnt really find any pullovers in the entire shop but after calming myself down and being less gay so that I could function, I found the grey one and asked the sales guy for the blue one. And I felt overwhelmed with joy when I saw him walk out of the store with the blue one in his hands. I immediately put it on and the rest, as they say, is history. It was a little more costly at $59.90 but still, I'm happy, and happiness is all that matters.


We went to subway after that and after a quick bite and some tears, we headed off back to Vivo. On the way back, we passed Crocodile and she wanted me to get the yellow shirt with white collars and sleeves but it was $99.90 and I didnt intend to spend on things I didnt need. Well actually, I dont mind spending on things I dont need, it's just that I dont see the value in spending that amount on a shirt like that. I'm gonna do one better though, I'm gonna tailor make a shirt which looks exactly like that and I bet it'll cost me like half that amount. YAY! Warren is clever!


NUM was next and I saw that white sling bag I've been wanting for like 2 years but never got the bollocks to buy it, I dunno why. After little consideration and much assurance, I finally got the bag I've always wanted for $129. I know there are a lot of NUM cynics out there but I really like it okay? Plus, I've never seen anyone carry that bag before. Hah! (:


After more aimless walking, we decided to catch SATC again at The Cathay. We already watched it together a few days ago but like I said, it's so good we went to watch it again. This time, I didnt fully enjoy myself due to a bursting bladder 45 mins into the show. There was like another 1hr 45 mins left to tahan. Still, I managed to appreciate the clothes, shoes and bags in the show.


Finally, we went down to Clarke Quay to have one of the most filling meals I've ever had in my life. We headed to Riverside Indonesian Restaurant, a place I've always wanted to go but never had the chance, and had a great big dinner. I was surprised to see that the place was packed with teenagers rather than families. I thought it was more a family dining kinda place. Ah well. The "complimentary" prawn crackers were like so damn nice together with the sambal belachan but they gave us like such a huge basket of crackers, enough to fill 4 people.


We ordered like a chicken curry dish and a platter for two and I think I was a dog at the end of the dinner. I could hardly finish up the food but she still wasnt full. But I must say the chicken curry is bloody bloody good and the sambal from the sambal stingray was way awesome. I'm definitely going back there like some time soon and the prices are quite wallet friendly.


After dinner, we walked to the river side and got random strangers to help us take polaroid pictures. It was so cool la, the camera's like so retro and the people were all so excited to see how the pictures turned out. Haz and I looked like a pair of idiots though, fanning the photos to quicken the process. We were shaking it like a polaroid picture I tell you. And Haz being the nice girl that she is, helped this pair of passersby take a shot and gave it to them.


my first proper polaroid. I hate how it makes you look fatter than you already are.


After some chilling and walking around, it was time to go home. It was a long ride to her place then mine but it was quite fun as well I guess. Haha.




Other significant events include a productive project day session, two driving lessons where I went to fourth gear and also over-took a van; a potentially TP failing move and getting accupuncture for the first time. Ah well. Blah.


Sew this up with threads of reason and regret,
So I will not forget. I will not forget
How this felt one year six months ago.
I know I cannot forget. I cannot forget.
I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do.
Follow me there,
A beautiful somewhere;
A place that I can share with you.




p.s. thanks for the cookies and cupcakes, love and concern, hugs and kisses. ilu.

RUNWAY scheduled at 4:29 PM

sex and the city

Saturday, June 7, 2008

Like OMG! Is that the best movie ever made or what?! Okay maybe not the best but it was really really really really really really really good. Like really. I didnt expect it to be that good. I mean I kinda thought it would be a let down and be draggy and all considering it's 2 and a half hours long but NOOOOOOOOO.

It's so good, I'm gonna catch it again on Monday and I have never watched the same movie twice in a cinema before. That's how good it is. Like i dont know what it is about the movie but you just feel so happy after the show and it's like so warm and fuzzy and all. Ah, now I sound gay, but what's wrong in being gay, right? (: Anyway, like I totally love the clothes on the set. The last time I saw a movie with such hot clothes was like Devil Wears Prada I think. The clothes, the shoes, the bags, the hair! AHH! I thought I had gone to fashion heaven. Of course the company is important too. Thanks love for suggesting the show and sorry I kinda criticised it before even watching. I tend to do that you know, judging before experiencing?

Perez Hilton is like so wrong about it la! It is really good la. And I hardly noticed the microphones during the movie, just like once or twice, that's all. And I'm gonna get the entire 6 seasons and make time to watch it man. Oh and that includes Gossip Girls as well. So who ever has GOSSIP GIRLS or SEX AND THE CITY, please lend the shows to me! Be kind, okay?

And yesterday, I met up with Van, Perlin, Lilian and Meng Ye at eHub at Downtown East. That area has changed so much la, from my early days in Hai Sing till now. It's like a totally different feeling altogether. Anyway we met up at NYNY and had dinner and stuff. It was nice catching up with them after a really long time and then we saw like part of ACG walk pass and we were like HELLO! Haha. Jack and Nick joined us and we decided to play some Taboo after that which was like super fun! The last time I played Taboo was with The Beach Gang outside Carl's Jr after a great game of Beach Rugby. Sigh. I miss those days.

Oh and I bumped into SY at Gelare too. I thought you'd quit la. And how come now your skin so nice ah? What you put sia? And your hair's nicer too. I think no more stress right? Haha. Or is it just Joey?


I cant wait for Monday la! Baby, it's just you and me and lots of shopping and love! (: I'm gonna get that Pull and Bear pullover and I hope Zara sale starts soon! And as usual, I NEED A BAG! Should I get a Crumpler? And I know the last time I typed something like this, no one bothered to respond but I'm gonna try again.

Should Warren buy a Crumpler? Discuss. (10m)

okay, now I feel like buying a Manhattan Portage Bag online. Like cheaper leh. Hmmm.

RUNWAY scheduled at 9:58 AM

kaveri

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

After much consideration, Pamela and I have decided to pronounce Kaveri the proper way. Most of the SVC people pronounce it as CAR-VERY whereas I think that it's supposed to be pronounced as CAVRI.

Anyway, I met Pam for dinner just now and we were contemplating between Subway and Kaveri and the winning statement was "but you cant find Kaveri outside". Hence, we eneded up having one of the most interesting meals in the airport. They have this staff meal for $5 and you get rice with 3 veg dishes and a drink. How cool right? We both had the same thing la, boring I know.

So we were served in the kinda food trays you get either in NS or prison but they were plastic and could put a lot more food. The rice seemed to be free cause they piled it on like nobody's business; Bryani with mixed veg in it but Pam says it's a little too hard for her liking. The spiced potatoes were OMGDREAMY and I kept wanting more and more and more! The curried mixed vegetables were SURPRISINGLY nice and had a more than expected hearty feel. The curried beans however, were a disappointment with too much spice in them. We were also given an extremely sour salad thingy and a side of what seemed like an extra crispy rolled up papadum.

All in all, I'm quite happy that we "went out of our comfort zone"(quoting Pam) and tried Kaveri. I'll surely have another meal there cause i think the food is good and it's quite worth it for $5 la. Okay now I sound like I'm trying to be a foodcriticwannabe, I'm not okay! I'm just telling you what I had for dinner. See I'm so bored! AHHH! I'm at T2 Transit now btw.

Yay, going off in about an hour. (:





We're goin down and you can see it too.
We're goin down and you know that we're doomed.
My dear, we're slow dancing in a burnin room.

RUNWAY scheduled at 9:17 PM

E Journal - 3 (May)

Thursday, May 29, 2008

Since Mr. Low's getting an update of my life, i guess all of you should too. Here's the E-jounal for May.

Enjoy.

I would like to begin my journal this month by giving my personal views and insights on the questions you posed in the previous journal. As a Singaporean and staff of the airport, I am definitely proud of what a relatively small country has achieved over the last few decades, especially our airport.

The Changi International Airport has won Best Airport Awards for many years in a row and continues to go beyond the expectations of passengers, be it arriving, departing or even transiting ones. I personally feel that there are two components in the airport that contribute to this total successful experience; the hardware and the software. The hardware in this instance would be the structure, facilities and amenities that passengers and even locals get to enjoy. In the public area of the airport, there are many top restaurants and even shops that cater to the needs of everyone. Often overlooked facilities like dry cleaning services and Internet access stations have all been incorporated into the airport to meet the needs of business travelers.

The façade and avant-garde design of the new terminal, Terminal 3 has attracted more locals than visitors and can easily be mistaken for a shopping mall to the uninformed. I think having families, or even students come to the airport ever so often not to send off or receive a loved on, but to enjoy the facilities in the airport attests to its superior standards. This has left me thinking about the airports I have been to around the world, and how they compare to Changi Airport. All biasness aside, airports in developed countries like Australia and New Zealand don’t even come close to the standard of facilities and conveniences provided here.

Being fortunate enough to have the chance to work inside the transit area, I have been able to discover the reason for the acclaim Changi Airport has received. Free Internet access terminals, free movie theatres, free entertainment decks with the latest X-Box games, children’s play area, massage chairs; these are just a fraction of the free facilities passengers get to enjoy while in the transit area. While working at the Free Singapore Tour counter one day, an American lady told me how wonderful our airport is and how they think of everything for everyone. I was really proud at that moment and she even compared it to the Los Angeles Airport, LAX. She mentioned how crowded but bare it was, with a lack of facilities for transit passengers and here we are, giving free tours away to such visitors.

Then I think is it really the facilities, amenities and conveniences that make us such a wonderful airport? My answer to a large extent is sadly, yes. If not for all this hardware, I do not think that we will be so successful. Surely we cannot depend just on the software to make it to where we are today. You ask what some of the short comings of the airport are. I would say the software. Software refers to the people that are running the hardware, the retailers, the service staff, the security personnel and even the youth ambassadors. Working in the service industry, I roughly have an idea what good service and poor service is.

I think that our service standards in Singapore or more specifically, in the airport, are greatly over-rated. And I believe I may know the reason why. Asians or Singaporeans are just not born with service in their blood. From young, we are taught to be hardworking and honest and driven, but not to be friendly or service-oriented. That is why the shops or facilities here are well managed and maintained but the passengers may tend to feel a little uneasy. There just isn’t that warmth when you are walking inside the transit area. You think to yourself, “Wow, what a lovely place with so many things to do but I’m not having that great a time I’m supposed to have”. It’s something like being given everything you want, but no one to share it with; it’s quite an empty feeling really. It’s not that you don’t get greeted when you enter a shop or don’t get a proper reply; it’s just that it’s all so artificial. Service trainings can only do so much, but because it is not in our culture to be spontaneous and friendly to strangers, we fall behind in terms of overall standards.

Strip away the modern designs and wonderful architecture, our airport is just a place for planes to take off and land with mediocre service staff trying a little too hard. This may sound harsh, but it is so true.

On to work-related things, nothing much has changed besides all the interns being assigned to work at the airport for now, meaning no Orchard shifts. However, looking on the bright side, we will get to see each other more and we have also been given a project day each. This day is for us to come together and discuss about the project that has been given to us. In other words, we have only 4 days of proper work. Of course I think it is a good idea as we are able to meet and concentrate on our project instead of balancing between answering questions and doing research at the same time. It also allows us to meet on a specific date which is much more efficient.

Our project is basically about minimizing the amount of brochures on the racks by cutting down on less popular brochures as well as having a proper standardized system of ordering, storing and displaying brochures. We have just had our first meeting and we have decided to do a survey to understand which brochures are more useful and which are not used at all. This project is something that is really useful for the staff as there will be a system in place. However, the previous batches of interns have done something similar but it was not very successful. This may be due to the different needs of each visitor centre counter as well as the storage and display capabilities. There cannot be one standard for 6 very different counters but there should be a standard for each of the counters. This is the mistake we cannot make and hopefully the management is able to understand this when we present our proposal to them.

Other interesting happenings would be the office politics that is so apparent in the airport counters. A few interns together with me have experienced it at the same time but I would not want to elaborate on it as I do not think such people deserve any mention at all.

For now, I am concentrating on the project at hand and being patient with some rather unreasonable people.

RUNWAY scheduled at 9:23 PM

the owls go

Sunday, May 18, 2008

I saw this whilst reading through XinZi's blog this afternoon and I thought it would be kinda interesting. Here it is.


My Life's Charter- According to my iTunes

RULES:

1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write that song down.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal.


1.If someone says, "Is this OK?" You say? Mudian To Bach Ke (I didnt know I could speak punjab)

2.How would you describe yourself? Nothing's gonna stop us now (Sometimes i think of myself as 3 persons in one, like the Holy Trinity (: )

3.What do you like in a guy/girl? Say it right (Yea, I like girls who can speak well)

4.How do you feel today? Lovers and Friends (I'm missing them)

5.What is your life's purpose? Mr Perfect (HOW APT!)

6.What is your motto? Boulevard of broken songs (My life is paved with broken experiences)

7.What do your friends think of you? Fighter (Really meh? I'm quite peace loving I think)

8.What do you think of your parents? Against All Odds (That's funny. Yea I'll love them against all odds)

9.What do you think about very often? Bailamous (I dont even know what that means in English)

10.What is 2 + 2? Sunday Morning (Told you i failed math)

11.What do you think of your best friend? Summer Wind (That's true)

12.What do you think of the person you like? Paint My Love (In other words, she's a picture of a thousand sunsets)

13.What is your life story? What a Wonderful World (And so is my life!)

14.What do you want to be when you grow up? Work it (I guess i'm gonna be a worker all my life)

15.What do you think of when you see the person you like? Even If (Yup, there would still be you and me)

16.What will you dance to at your wedding? Believe Me (But i dont really fancy Fort Minor)

17.What will they play at your funeral? Angel of Music (YAY, play POTO songs when I die please)

18.What is your hobby/interest? Dream (True true, I love to dream but sadly they never really materialize)

19.What is your biggest fear? Poor Fool, He makes me laugh (That's right, Im afriad of being mocked)

20.What is your biggest secret? Moi Lolita (I SWEAR IT'S NOT THAT SCANDALOUS)

21.What do you think of your friends? Staple it together (Hang in there guys!)

22.What will you post this as? The Owls Go (Cute song, alright then)

RUNWAY scheduled at 10:30 PM

As usual, I'm blogging while at work cause I've run out of things to do to pass my time. T3 is like a ghost town in the morning, or should I say, most of the time. Anyway, I was reading through every single person's blog on my list just now and I realised how interesting their lives are even though they are going through internship as well.

I guess I'm just making excuses for myself, as I always do. I think at the end of the day, it doesn't matter if you are having internship or not, you still have time to do normal cool things; now I just sound pathetic. Haha. It's all down to time management and I think they should have a diploma in it. Diploma in Time Management, sounds good to me. The last time I actually managed my time properly was in sec 4, studying for Os, practicing for drill competitions, NCC trainings, tuitions, gyming, swimming, running and I still had time for lotsa TV watching and time with my family and friends. It's funny how when you're the busiest, you have the most free time and when you're the most free, you're somehow always busy; agreed? Well, I guess the underlying factor behind great time management is discipline and that is why I think NS is gonna be great. (:

My goodness, I cant believe I've digressed from wanting to rant about my lack of social life to the army. Everyone seems to have watched a cool movie lately, like Iron Man or Made of Honour or What Happens in Vegas. I wanna catch a show. I think i'll end up watching Iron Man on DVD some months later but I seriously wanna catch Made of Honour. Any takers?

I need to hang with cool people and go to cool places and do cool things. I think hanging around with boring, politicking, grumpy, miserable middle-aged folk on a daily basis has done bad bad things to me. TSK TSK TSK. So calling all cool, young, hip, ladies and gents, give me a ring and invite me out sometime soon before I age before my years and become a hater.


I think I'm a boring person.
- Please comment on the above statement and justify. (10m)

I'm serious, please comment. Thanks!



When you lose control and you got no soul; It's tragedy.
When the morning cries and you don't know why.
It's hard to bear.
With no-one beside you you're goin' nowhere.

RUNWAY scheduled at 12:45 PM

Be my baby

Monday, May 12, 2008

I feel so detached from the world. Haha. I mean i think my internship is better compared to a lot of the other students but I feel like there's not much to life besides working. I'm blogging now while at work (Transit 2 SVC) btw, so yea.

See, even my blogging skills have gone down the drain. By the way, my computer at home is like screwed so I can only use MSN/Friendster/Blogger at work; ironic huh? I need a new computer la! My brother is supposedly gonna give his to me and he'll buy a laptop. Ah well, see how la. Oh and I'm saving for a Viewty! I think it's sucha pretty phone. I dont really care for the 5 megapixel camera though, i wont know how to use it and it kinda sticks out at the back like a sore thumb, but still a pretty phone.

My life's pretty much stagnant now. I can only look forward to the Great Singapore Sale where I can liberate my stress and some money in the process. I kinda know what I want already so i hope those pieces will be on sale. And hopefully the viewty will be on sale too.

But most of all, I need a Monte Cristo now!



You'll always be a part of me,
I'm part of you indefinitely.
Don't you know you can't escape me,
Cause you'll always be my baby.

p.s. I hope David Cook wins.

RUNWAY scheduled at 8:28 PM

internship and other mundane happenings

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

I just realised mundane happenings sounds rather oxymoronic, doesnt it? Yup anyway, I'm at a loss for words now. Just lost my mood to blog. I shall continue another day.

Good night.

(:

Closing T2 Arrival in half an hour.

RUNWAY scheduled at 12:48 AM

stb and other of life's better things.

Friday, March 28, 2008

Today officially marks the end of my training with the Singapore Tourism Board (STB) before I start my internship proper on monday and I must say, it's one of the best organizations I've come across in my life. I have learnt so much just within two short weeks and it is all thanks to the directors, supervisors and trainers that have put in so much blood, sweat and tears to ensure that we learn the necessary skills as well as ensuring that we are all well taken care of.

I honestly am so grateful to all of them because I have learnt so much about Singapore, service and teamwork. I would like to give special mention to two main people, Shahril our trainer and mentor as well as Rosie, our motherly supervisor that has gone miles to make sure that we get the best treatment wherever we go and ensuring that we are well looked after.

Unlike most of the other interns in LRM, i think the group of us consisting of Hui Qi, Hafidah, Pamela, Beverly, Seok Ming, Vanessa, Mei Xuan aka Jade, Kevin and Kenneth and myself of course had the good fortune of being trained thoroughly for two weeks before actually starting work. We went to various places of interest, well known to locals and tourists, but we were also brought to places we have never been before. Basically, we experienced the different leisure and recreational offerings in Singapore so as to better grasp the concept of how a tourist would feel in the different attractions.

As I do not want you guys to be distracted from my lenghty post by putting pictures, I have placed them in the post below so you can take a look at some of the places we visited and be jealous. Haha. I wont go into detail about the places that I visited but I'll just share some of the more interesting events that happened along the way.

Firstly, the zoo and night safari experience was a rather good one although I just went to the night safari a few weeks before. What i and i think all of us particularly enjoyed was the buffet dinner at Ulu Ulu Safari Restaurant. It's all thanks to the concern and effort of Rosie that we were able to get such a wonderful meal free of charge! Rosie, we were thinking of you while eating and you are greatly appreciated by all of us!

The DHL Balloon ride was also fun and we so happened to see Karen there. Ya, i wont elaborate further for certain reasons. We also went on the Hippo Bus which can bring a tourists all around Singapore, literally, just by changing to the different coloured buses available. It was interesting to hear the commentary on board although some of the information given and delivery was much to be desired.

The Singapore River boat ride was interesting and it was quite fun to take a bum boat after a really long time. But i felt it was a little slow, well its supposed to be educational so well maybe yea okay. Whatever. Sentosa was fun! I managed to do all the things that I didnt do while I was studying there. I loved the cable car ride in and the luge was quite fun. Although I still feel the one in NZ is so much more thrilling.

The 4D Magix and CineBlast was alright, a little disappointing but so are NVM. Anyway the Butterfly Park had this bird show and it was rather funny especially when the show ended and the trainer took out a scorpion and put it on Seok Ming's hand. Very very amazing. The images of Singapore wasnt too bad either but i think the National Museum offers a better insight and display. And yes, i was able to catch Songs of the Sea. I think the pyrotechnics and laser show was really good and the idea of using the sea water as their water is so brilliant, albeit simple.

We headed down to St. James Power Station after that and we managed to see all the 9 different clubs/bars they had and i especially loved the KTV rooms in Dragonfly. My goodness, i'm so gonna design my room and bed like that in the future. It's so lush and comfy and it just makes you wanna chill there forever. Sadly, the minmum age for guys is 23 except for the Powerhouse but like I wanna go to the Cigar Den and sit there the whole night long.

Chinatown/Little India/ Kg. Glam was visited the next day and I think the only thing i appreciated was the wide array of Nasi Padang stalls there. I'm so gonna visit every single one of them and try man! WOOHOO! I LOVE NASI PADANG PLEASE! And also the Chinatown Heritage Centre had an excellent replica of a typical housing unit shared by many different families. It's really worth going there just to see it, really.

And on the last day, we went to the Singapore Flyer. The ride was quite fun and the view is spectacular but I bet once the IR and everything is up, it'll be damn good. And there's a flight simulator shop that allows you to be in an actual aircraft cockpit, a real real real one and fly and land at any airport in the world. It's really super fun but also super expensive. Like around $165+ for 30 minutes. But i bet it's so worth it. Then we went to the National Museum of Singapore after that. I honestly think it's the best museum in singapore and the displays and everthing are so much better than every other museum. I could spend like a day or even two in there but we only had an hour. Damn wasted la. No matter, it's only $10! Visit a museum today! You just might enjoy it.

Well enough of that. After the museum, and everything, I met up with ABG and Joshua, Van's guy and Johansson, Sam's dude. We had dinner at Changing Appetites at Marina Square and i must say i did not really enjoy the food. But the company was great and I hope the boyfriends would be more comfortable with us now. And damn, I have to plan the next gathering. How sia? Where to go? When to go?

And after that Lilian, Esther, Meng Ye, Sam, Johansson and I went to Harry's @ Esplanade for some drinks and a lot of dumb pictures. I had a lot of fun and I hope they did too. Okay i'll make sure we all meet up soon at a bar. Oh i know where already! HAHA! Heh Heh Heh!


Yesterday was a special day. It was my mummy's 50th birthday. She has done so much for my entire family and yet she is so humble and expects so little in return. She doesnt demand for much time and attention and yet I feel bad not spending as much time as i should with her. She has provided a roof over our heads, given us pocket money and makes sure we are always feeling alright. She is really a role model that I should emulate and her words are always full of wisdom and compassion. Her youthful spirit and adventurous attitude is something I should strive for. Sian, she's cooler than me. I'll post up the pictures of her birthday soon.

Oh and today was the last day of the 2 day service workshop organised for us held at NTUC Club at Downtown East. I think yesterday's sessions were quite boring but today, well today is another story altogether. It has taught me so much and I really am grateful STB has organized such a workshop for us before starting work. Like what I said just now, I think all the interns have matured during the past 2 weeks of training and I'm very happy to see that change in all of us. I really am happy. And we were all being so emo just now before we left and had a great big group hug. I love all you interns k? LOVE!

Super long post. I shall end here. HAHA. BYE!



AND WHEN I TOUCH YOU,
I FEEL HAPPY INSIDE.
IT'S SUCH A FEELINGTHAT MY LOVE,
I CAN'T HIDE.
I WANNA HOLD YOUR HAND.

RUNWAY scheduled at 8:51 PM


ZOO: Shahril, Kevin and me checking out the white tigers.


ZOO: The idiots we met slacking.


OUTSIDE SVC ORCHARD: Sian, who take me eating ice cream?



HIPPO BUS: With Kevin, checking out the view.


VCH: Group picture with Sir Stamford Raffles. He's damn hot as a statue. Really.


CABLE CAR: Kev and I.

SENTOSA/CARLSBERG SKY TOWER: Check out the bald spot!



SENTOSA/IMAGES OF SINGAPORE: Can you see the wax figurine in my rickshaw?



SENTOSA/IMAGES OF SINGAPORE: I'm pulling that crate on the left okay!



SENTOSA/MERLION: Pretty scenery at the back.

SINGAPORE FLYER: Very nice view. And it's a OBSERVATION WHEEL NOT A FERRIS FREAKIN' WHEEL!




AFTER DINNER, HARRY'S @ ESPLANADE.


she forced me to do a different pose.

Kilkenny rocks la!


Before.

After.

RUNWAY scheduled at 8:24 PM

untitled?

Sunday, March 23, 2008

Like most of the time, I think I'm blogging just for the sake of blogging. No particular reason for penning some random thoughts down for the world to see.

With reference to my previous post, i guess most of you guys think I'm being emo and all. Haha. But that's not really true la. I was just reminiscing (i hate that word by the way, really hate it.) my past and my happy moments. And as I promised there would be a continuation of the previous post so here it is.

I have decided that it's not worth it anymore. Really really not worth it. I dont think I should be wasting my time harping on the past. Well i know i shouldnt be but you know sometimes the brain and the heart dont really agree on certain things, do they? Yea well I have decided to move on and not keep hoping that something good will come out of it. Life is not a fairytale and there are no such things as happy endings, well at least not most of the time. I'm sure at this point, most of you would be like "YA YA, YOU'VE SAID THAT SO MANY TIMES AND YOU STILL HAVENT GOTTEN OVER HER. THIS IS JUST ANOTHER FUTILE ATTEMPT TO MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER" But i'm trying guys. I really am and it's not that easy as I'm sure a lot of you know.

I'm trying to find a word that has greater impact than pathetic because that's pretty much how or what I am right now. SIAN. Eh Colleen, we have to help each other out now ah. You seem to be doing much better than me but it's only the beginning okay? Wait two years and when you still havent gotten over him, come tell me about it ya? (:

I think now i finally understand why closure is so important. Like when a loved one dies and you dont know why or how or when he/she died, you cant carry on with life, cause there isnt any closure. I guess I'm in a similar predicament right now. I know for the rest of my life I will carry on this way but it will get better, I hope and I wont be thinking of the good times I've had in the past. I hope I will be able to make new and happier memories in the future and I'll look back and laugh at how silly and childish I've been. YES!

Okay end of story!

Now something interesting. For the first time in my life, I cried in church. Yes. I was attending the Good Friday Service on Good Friday (DUHH) and as I've attended many in my 18+ years, I just thought of it as another solemnity. But somehow, God stabbed me in the back, metaphorically speaking. I think they were going through the Stations of the Cross and at the 4th station onwards, the words just struck me so hard and I couldnt control my emotions. I started tearing and so did a lot of people in church. I was quite amazed actually. Haha. And i felt damn emo throughout the service but the ironic thing is, when they came to reading the Passion part, where Jesus was to be crucified and during his death, i felt no emotion at all. I was feeling relieved instead. Weird eh?

Ah well. That's that.

RUNWAY scheduled at 5:23 PM

24012005

Saturday, March 15, 2008

You know, how people wish that someone invented a time machine so that they can go back in time to change the past? Well I kinda wish i had that now. I know i'm such an advocate of not regretting what has already happened and taking every move, right or wrong, as a learning experience. But well, there's always an exception isn't there?

Memories can come back to people through all the 5 senses. Be it seeing something familiar, hearing an old song that reminds you of that special someone, tasting a great pasta which reminds you of your holiday in Italy, ya you get the drift. Well, I have found something that can bring me back to the past in an instant; a so called time machine. Especially during my pubescent years (I'm kinda post-pubescent now yeah?) where I was so naive, so foolish, so unnecessarily proud and assuming.

Sometimes you wonder why people treat you in a certain way now. And you think, why does the world hate me so much. Well, I guess its karma. Truly, what goes around bloody comes around and hits you harder and faster.

Whilst in my supposed time machine just now, I realised so many things. I realised how little I knew about the world and yet how much I bragged and preached about the GOOD VALUES of the world to certain people. Yet, now I either don't practice these values or go against them. I was not a good person in the past. I'm not a good person now either. I honestly think I suck. HAHA. Okay this isn't getting anywhere. Pardon this nonsensical blabber for I am kinda in a foggish blur at the moment.

What I'm trying to say is I regret everything I have ever done to hurt anyone in the past, especially you. I'm sorry for the endless supply of insults I have dished out to you while I am reciprocated with patience and forgiveness by your kind soul. I know I have promised not to bother you anymore and I kinda consider this bothering you cause I'm kinda talking about you so ya. And I dont think sorry is enough. I have been too apologetic all my life. I dont think my sorrys mean anything now, to anyone.

I just needed to get this off my chest. And I'm not really done yet. Not with this post at least. There shall be a continuation soon. That, i promise.




The Happiest Day of My Life.

RUNWAY scheduled at 11:48 PM

uhhh

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

I think staying at home for a day doing nothing kinda makes you stupid. Like today, I didnt do anything but sit in front of the telly from 2pm to like 9pm watching some rather mindless shows and i feel like crap. Really. I thought doing nothing would be like relaxing and all but i just feel down in the shit hole and worn out. I literally feel tired from doing absoloutely nothing. Who'd have ever guess eh?

And there's that feeling of being stupid. I know i have my dumb/stupid/ignorant/blonde moments at times but this is just a sure-fire way of becoming retarded in the shortest possible time. I guess some people like watching tv but like quickly turns into loathe after 7 hours of staring at a screen. The last time I did something like this was when I returned from Vietnam and watched GA season 3 and Nip/Tuck season 4 within like a week. The sheer pleasure of knowing what happens before most people is fantastic but it really took a toll on me mentally and physically.

Then, loser-ish-ness kicks in. You feel like a complete and utter loser. I know SOME people in LRM think that I'm a loser (I know who you are k) and I'm actually rather alright with it. I guess they have their own views and such so I wont really be all pissy and bitchy about it; at least not right now. Back to the topic. Ya I feel quite lethargic and loser-ish now. Like i have no energy to do anything at all. There was this little voice in my head telling me that i should at least go do some sets in the gym, just to keep my blood circulating properly but you see, there was this other bigger somewhat demon-like voice telling me to sit still and continue watching Ellen Degeneres. And so i gave in to the louder voice without putting up much of a fight. Yeah..you get the picture, yes?


Ah, and I've had a recent obsession for Westlife. Okay maybe not them, but their songs. I dont wanna be accused of being gay, AGAIN. So i shall clichely end of with one of my favourites.



I'll always look back as I walk away,
This memory will last for eternity.
And all of our tears will be lost in the rain,
When I've found my way back to your arms again.
But until that day,
You know you are the queen of my heart.



yes i know, i've used this song's lyrics before. so?

RUNWAY scheduled at 9:59 PM

CIAOLABELLA

Thursday, February 28, 2008

K off i go for a short break to Malacca once again for food, sun and relaxation. Oh and maybe a dash of shopping too. Bloody FOS there is so cheap! AH! I'll only be back on sunday and i'll be leaving at like 6am tomorrow to avoid the jams and what not. Damn i havent packed yet.

Today was quite fun, i suppose. Tennis-ed in school for the first time and I must say I think I'm gonna make full use of the 8 courts our school has la. Like for what man? I hardly see them occupied and even if they are, there are like 7 others that are free. TSK! And it was quite funny cause as i was waiting for BCBG at 9am, there were like Mass Comm students running from the sports hall to the book shop cause they didnt have pencils and needed them desperately. Quite funny la. Yea and she finally arrived like some time later and the game commenced. It was quite draggy and slow at first but it slowly picked up. And after like half an hour, we decided to practice our strokes at the wall.

It was my first time using the wall and it really is very helpful. And it was so much fun, hitting the ball against the wall and stuff. But after like a really long time, we both were kinda tired and decided to stop playing. But i really enjoyed tennis today. And i'm really sorry to Lilian and all those who heard us playing during the exams. Really sorry, hope the sound of balls didnt disrupt your concentration.

Had some publications meeting after that which was quite productive i guess. I hope things run along well. Actually i believe they will la. No worries! The yearbook will be a huge success and the editor will go down in history! I think once its released, VOGUE, STYLE, COSMO, AUGUST will all be looking for a new editor-in-chief. SIAN.

OH and i realised i love eggs and toast. Like soft-boiled eggs, or half-boiled eggs as some would like to call it, and bread smeared with kaya and butter. It just hits the spot anytime and everytime. I had that just now after the meeting and i felt so happy. Then i also had that on tuesday. After pool with Matthias, Big Ben, Shane and Mell, who just sat there, we went to Sakae at the airport for sushi buffet. Well i wont say much but i will admit i got owned by the sushi. I was the first to die. Even Shawn and Desmond were going strong. Anyway i dont like rice. And i didnt get owned by meat at Carnivore k! So i'm still better than u guys! I think.

K after that i felt like dying and we walked around and went to T3 to look at the planes at the viewing mall. But guess what? Once we reached there, i felt so so much better and wanted a hot coffee to bring everything down and also a place to finish up my book. So Matthias suggested Ya Kun and it was to be. We sat at the unbelievably comfortable arm chairs and read our books. So cute la. Everyone had some reading material and we were just reading. HAHA. Then i ordered the eggs and toast which was like heavenly. The eggs were the biggest mothers i have ever seen in my life, like the size of King Kong's freaking balls la. And the coffee was thick like cement mix and that IS a good thing okay.

So it was over a cup of coffee and a comfy chair that i finished Gordon Ramsay's autobiography and as a book hater, i dare say it's a damn good book. It tells so much about his life and how much he has gone through since a boy. I've been sucha fan of his since Hell's kitchen 1 last year and even more so after watching The F Word. Now, after reading his book, he's like a god. Such a focused, determined, hardworking person who has come so far from his humble and troubled beginnings. For those who like him, please read his book-Humble Pie, for those who hate him, please read his book; really opens up your mind to him and the cooking world.

I better go pack my stuff now la. HAHA. Bye for now guys. And i wont be brining my phone so dont bother ya?



no cheesy lyrics today.
maybe just an

i love you.

thats all.

RUNWAY scheduled at 10:18 PM

something stupid

Sunday, February 17, 2008

I kinda have nothing to do now, besides studying so I'm just sitting in front of my computer and trying to to find something interesting to do. My two brothers are playing CS online and because I'm not a gamer, I'm not gonna really bother with that and also because I dont want my computer to lag anymore by adding useless applications.

Oh ya, back to the topic. So i dont have anything to do and I cant really be bothered to blog hop or anything like that because everyone's blog seems to be as dead as mine. So I have decided to type something intelligent here and show off my wonderful vocabulary. Unfortunately, i have a strange feeling that it will backfire and i will writing something stupid (like I love you). Okay that was a really bad pun. See it's started already.

Okay i think i will stop acting smart and just recount what has happened in the past few days/wees/months. Has it been months since i last blogged? Ah whatever. First, i wanna apologise for the lack of pictures in this post. I havent gotten all the pictures so i cant really put them up can I? So you guys will just have to rely on your imagination to piece the events together.

I think I'll start on Valentine's Day. Right that was just like 4 days back. Okay that's as far as my memory will take me back so forgive me. Okay i had a presentation for Leadership on that day and we kinda decided to wear suits so i planned to wear my grey suit for it. But on the morning, i kinda changed my mind after looking at myself in it. You see, when i was in Vietnam, i decided to act smart and alter my coat to make it shorter and smaller cause i felt it was kinda big and boxy, you know like those 80s suits. So i did that and it looked good, WITH JEANS. So back to the morning, i wore it with my grey pants and it looked quite terrible. The back was like way too short and it looked kinda funny from the back. So with much frustration, i just chucked it aside and wore my pin-striped navy one. Oh that reminds me, i have to buy a new suit! YES! Kinda thinking of grey or brown. Hmmm.. sian see how lor.

So after getting dressed, I met her on the bus and we headed to parkway. I havent seen her in quite some time and I must say she's lost some weight. Sian, run so much, later run until you evaporate ah! K that made no sense but ya. At parkway, we went to CaffeBar for lunch and this funny thing happened. K i was in a suit and i was gonna take some bread so i walked to the bread counter where the toaster and bread is. Then there was this guy there so i just smiled at him. And this conversation ensued.

GUY: Hey. The bread is not very toasted ah.
Me: Oh really? Maybe you didnt turn the heat up enough.
So i went to turn it to no. 4 like the label there said. It was originally at no. 1
GUY: Oh thanks!
I smiled and proceeded to cut slices of bread on the board next to the toaster.
Then he did the most amazing thing! He took my slices of bread and put it in the toaster! Like hello! I'm not cutting it for you!
GUY: Hey, the bread seems kinda stuck, it's not coming out.
ME: Oh i think it can be removed with this knife (the bread knife)
I proceeded to use the long bread knife to push the bread down cause it was stuck.
GUY: Oh thanks!
ME: Your Welcome!
He then took the plate of MY bread he toasted and wanted to walk away. But he said
GUY: Can i have some napkins please?
ME: Oh er sure.
Then i took some napkins from a big stack next to me and gave it to him.
GUY: Thanks.
I just smiled and continued cutting my bread while he walked away.

Damn funny la! That poor bugger thought i was the manager or some shit just cause i was in a suit. I think he got the shock of his life when i took my plate of bread, sat down and started eating just in front of him. HAHA!

Okay food was good as usual, company was even better though! And the arcade was so much fun after that. It was like totally empty except for this one small boy who kept following us around and cheering for either her or me, whoever was winning the game. So cute please! Then after that, the long bus ride back to school and on to the leadership presentation. I must say it was like my most relaxed presentation ever but i kinda didnt give it my all. But surprise surprise, our group was like the best out of all. NOTE THE HEAVY SARCASM (:

Then after that, after that was a very very very good reunion at Simpang. Bryan, Jun Leng, Chee Yuan, Kelvin, Ruban, Adora, Susanne, Zhao Yue, Ameera, Shireenand myself were there. I havent seen some of these people in like 7 years! My goodness! I must say, everyone has changed but theyre still the same old people i used to know. It was so comfortable talking to them and there were definitely no awkward silences during the whole dinner. I really had a good time catching up. And so weird, like we havent seen each other in 7 years but that night, we were planning on going on a trip already! Woohoo!! I want a holiday man! Hopefully Bali so i can use my surfboard! I really miss those guys.

Then on friday night, Tai Hong, Shawn, Matthias, Jonathan, Mel, Lena and myself went to catch PS I love you at The Cathay. I must say, it's one of the better movies i've seen in a bloody bloody long time! There was so much comedy and romance and the actors were really good. I think i'm gonna catch it again, probably on tuesday. Wah damn nice la! Even Shawn teared, the guy who said "who cry is dog". There you go, bitch. K la i teared too ya. Super nice la!

And after that, i went to my mum's boss' house along MountBatten. As usual, he was half drunk and made all of us drink even more. The food was really good and i loved the cheese sausages from Hooters. Nice man! And as usual, kev and ben were working the bar and they bloody made me drunk k. Dont ask. Luckily, my mum managed to pull all of us out by 1am if not we would have been there till like 3 or 4 like the other time and i dont think my liver can manage that again.

AH nothing great really happened today and yesterday so nothing to say la. Sian, no need to prepare for Service tomorrow. I kinda feel sad you know? Ah who am i kidding? I'm bloody overjoyed by the fact that i dont have to wake up in the wee hours of the morning tomorrow and enjoy doing free labour for ungrateful customers. (:






I practice every day, to find some clever lines to say;
To make the meaning come true.
But then I think I'll wait until the evening gets late,
And I'm alone with you.
Then I go and spoil it all,
By saying something stupid,
Like I love you.

RUNWAY scheduled at 10:48 PM

just thinking

Monday, January 28, 2008


Sian, those were the days.

Since I have some free time before I start procrastinating and delaying my FEM assignments, I decided to post a short one.

Notice how everyone's face was so angular? And like how everyone looks so similar in terms of hairstyle. HAHA!

Those were the days of:

-Cut and Curl Hair Salon
-Eating only 1 slice of fruit and 1 packet of apple&aloe vera for recess/lunch
-Constant CCA trainings
-Staying back late for Night study with Mr Njoo who keeps talking about sex
-Trying not to get caught for long hair and low pants
-Not wanting to eat/drink anything with sugar/fat/oil/carbs
-Endless school work which seemed like nothing at all


I kinda miss that. Ah well...




Those were the days my friend,
We thought they'd never end.
We'd sing and dance forever and a day.
We'd live the life we choose,
We'd fight and never lose.
Oh we were young and sure to have our way.

RUNWAY scheduled at 10:24 PM

monte cristo and then some

Sunday, January 20, 2008

Ah, FEM project is over but like so what? There are like so bloody many other assignments and projects due the coming weeks, it doesnt really matter anymore.

Anyway, i just celebrated my father's 50th birthday yesterday and it was good, i must say. We went for dinner at Jerry's at Tanglin, the place TH took a certain someone for her birthday. Although it was rather quiet, the food was like super good la. I especially loved the salad bar mainly cause of the potato salad which i kinda cleared and the genereous amount of bacon bits i bathed on top of the potatoes. Before the main course even came, i was like 3/4 full. Thank goodness I was sharing the main with my brother if not I wouldnt have been able to finish it. Wah sian, kenna own by potato salad lor.

Then came time for dessert. I dare say, this was like the best dessert i have ever had in a really long time. It was a piping hot pecan pie with a huge dollop of vanilla ice cream and the ever tacky whipped cream with cherry on top. The pecan pie was just heavenly and when eaten with the ice cream, climax was impending. Like really, damn fucking nice la! AH!

K then when we got home, we all kinda sat outside on the swing with the doggies and my dad took out the present i got him.


i bought a box of 6 for him and 2 more for myself. HAHA.

But cause i was too lazy to get mine, i took one of his and we started enjoying the beautiful aroma of a monte cristo cigar. I had difficulty cause i've never smoked a big cigar before but after awhile i got the hang of it and the taste was extremely earthy and gorgeous. Even mummy appreciated it's distinctive flavour. Okay people, smoking is bad and should not be proliferated but a celebratory cigar is fine by me. As long as you dont do it that often, an occasional smoke is good. Plus, there is no tar, niccotine and 4000 chemicals in a cigar, just plain tobacco so just imagine rolling up basil leaves and smoking it. HAHA. But really, Monte Cristos are just magnificent.

I would like to apologise to Shane about yesterday. Sorry i couldnt make it today, i really was not free and had to do stuff at home. I hope you understand. If there is any part of the project i can help you with, please tell me and i'll be more than willing to help.


Alright, on to BCBG! havent talked about you for a rather long time huh? Just thanks for the perpetual support and understanding you have showed me. I know i may be kinda rude, annoying, irritating at times but thanks for not judging me or anything. I know you dont want me to say this but i will, sorry for that day. For that MURDER SCENE thing. HAHA. I know you can laugh about it but i was really like so worried la. It was then that i realised how much responsibility i have to bear. I hope things turn out well now. But thanks for always making me smile (: BCBG rocks to the max of mexico!


Oh and i had fun with P&L on friday night as usual. It's kinda becoming a habit not isnt it? Meeting them for dinner and arcade after. This time, we went to Parkway and since we were all lazy, we cabbed down and had dinner at CaffeBar. I was like so full after that because of the bread, as usual. Then we went to the arcade for some youthful fun and i love the air hockey game la!

After that, we decided to be intellectual and headed to Borders to read some books. Okay i know this may sound weird but i think i may be interested in books. Yes dont puke here but recently, i have been going to Borders to read books by Jeremy Clarkson and Gordon Ramsay. I love their biographies cause they're such colourful authors unlike JK Rowling and such. I think i've a new found love for books. Did you know i used to read like mad in Kindergarten and early primary school? I even got that dumb avid reader's badge. Well, let's just see how things progress from here.

I'm having trouble tying my tie as usual. It's not that i dont know how to, it's just that when it comes to actually having to tie it, i somehow completely forget. But when i dont need to tie it, i will remember. Has that ever happened to you? It's been happening to me recently especially on Sunday nights. Sigh.

Ah well, headwaiter tomorrw, here i come!


Rest early everyone. It's Service tomorrow.


A few more pounds, a little more grey,
Don't count the years, just count the way.
It takes a little time to go from water into wine;
Don't ever lose the wonder of that child within your eyes.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA.

RUNWAY scheduled at 10:07 PM

demoralised

Saturday, January 12, 2008

I was initially rather excited to write this post but after reading a certain someone's blog, I got so damn demoralised. It's so rare to see a hot hot hot guy write in such good English with great vocab to match; and I'm not talking about myself okay! TSK! I'm not so ego one k.

Anyway the main reason why I'm bothering to blog after so long is cause Lilian has been sucha darling recently and even wrote about me like many times in her blog so I shall return the favour.

K so before anything, I'll just post up some pictures that I've taken with her thus far. SEE I EVEN POST PIC LEH! NICE RIGHT?!


This was taken like April in sec 4, 2005. I still remember this was the play that we had to go to at The Arts House. HAHA. Ah i shall miss that rather beng-ish hair cut.

Check out my long long fringe.
Hey! Who stole my hair?! I shall also miss this toilet brush like hair cut last new year. Haha!


Okay now that I've posted some of our pics up, I shall start blogging proper.

Anyway, she's been a very kind soul recently. First, like i finally went to apply for my basic theory test after like 2 months of procrastinating and Lilian went and waited with me, even though the queue was like just 5 minutes long. HAHA! But thanks for the company anyway, I would have been so bored all alone there.

Then after applying for the test, we went for some lunch at Cartel. Okay, like i think Cafe Cartel should just stick to selling Western food and stop trying to sell Pseudo Asian food like Sambal beef with rice. Thank God Lilian was there, if not I would have just died of disgust. I really enjoyed the timeline thing we did, haha so funny. The fact that someone already drew a timeline on the paper was even more hilarious! HAHAHA!

K anyway, we had like an hour to kill before school so we decided to have a drink at the new bar at CS- Blue Urban Oasis. I must say, it is a really good idea cause there arent any such establishments in that area currently and the price range seems kinda reasonable. I think the food there is kinda good too and like people around us were having the set lunch of fish and chips and the portions look rather generous and the smell is just wonderful. OKAY back to the topic, we were there at like 1pm and i think people found us kinda strange cause we were having beers in the middle of the day and I must say, that's not a very good idea especially if you have 2 full hours of FEM tutorial and CDS after that. And we were so lazy after the drink that we took a cab to school! Bad bad bad! I think if we stayed there any longer, we would have bought a pack of cigs already. But being good kids, we didnt!

Thanks for the company recently and stuff and thanks also for being there when I needed someone to talk to like last year, remember? HAH. I really feel more comfortable around you and its like so much easier to open up. Thanks for not looking at me differently or judging me even though you kinda know my dirtiest secrets inside out, and thanks for keeping them as well. Oh and I'm so so proud of you for not stalling! WOOHOO! K next time you'll drive me around k? (: Then i no need to rush to get my liscence already. Hahaha!

See you around school pretty (:



No matter who you are,
wont you come into my world like a shooting star;
take this journey with me to the heart.
Cant you see that this is just the start?

RUNWAY scheduled at 10:00 PM

Christmasy

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

Ah yes, i'm in the mood for Christmas! Woohoo!

I feel kinda sad for this blog you know? I mean i dont treat it with as much love and care as I used to, but well that's life. Anyway for those of you who dont know, I'm really kinda not feeling well, like flublockedyetrunnynosesoreBLEEDINGthroat kinda thing. YA. And it all started on Thursday! Thursday, the day we celebrated Ariel's 18th birthday.

So last thursday, after visiting my BCBG, i headed down to Parkway at around 7pm only to realise that Joel was the only one there. Come on people, like reservation is at 7! Why the hell cant you guys be bloody on time? Anyway, as we waited and ate our delicious free ciabattas, people started streaming in the restaurant one by one. It was kinda comical la actually. HAHA. Then finally after like an hour, the birhtday girl and Mel walked in. And the first thing Mel did was to scold me for not looking at my phone for her message! Come on la, cant you sms like more than one person? TSK!

After that wonderful dinner, we saw Clare and her friend, Joyce walking aimlessly around Parkway. Quite cute la. Then we walked out of Parkway and saw the gorgeous Christmas deco. So beautiful la with all those lights and everything! How can anyone not love Christmas?!


I love the pretty lights around the tree. Ahhh.
Am I in Heaven?

So when i got home that day, i felt kinda ill. And the next day, i woke up with a very bad throat and a clogged nose. See la you all! Make me sick only! TSK!

Oh then on Sunday, i lost my GUCCI and CHOCOLATE! HOW BLOODY SAD RIGHT?! Alright, here's the brief details written by the police woman at the station k. I didnt write any of this.

On 16/12/07 at about 1630hrs, while I was in IKEA Tampines looking around for some items, I discovered the below mentioned item which was put inside one trolley was being stolen. There was some other IKEA items inside the trolley. I went to look around but however the trolley was not around anymore. I went to look for the Securtiy Officer who informed that there was no CCTV focussing at the are.

I think they should teach the cadets at the Police Academy to write proper reports with better grammar and subject-verb-agreements. Atrocious. Anyway I basically lost my wallet which had about $150, my IC, EZ link card, Coffee Bean Card and both my debit cards. I also lost my LG Chocolate. So I basically lost all my contacts. Luckily I have the contact list for everyone in LRM so it isnt so bad. But for anyone else not from TP LRM, PLEASE MESSAGE ME YOUR NAME AND NUMBER CAUSE I DONT HAVE IT. THANKS (:


On to other things, I had a great day with my very bestest gurlfriend on Monday. It was good to spend some time with you after so long la, BCBG. Thanks for the talk and everything and thanks for giving me such a wonderful time. And thanks for making me realise that I needed to take panadol. I was pespiring so much after taking it la, meaning i had a fever. Anyway, I'm glad you like the stuff I got you. It was really the least i could do after all the things you've done and given me. Thanks also for your patience and listening ear. I can always turn to you if I need someone to give me that bit of motivation or encouragement. Sorry for always bombarding you with my relationship problems too. I know you really hate it especially when i'm wallowing in my pit of self-pity. Haha.

p.s. I think it's alright to go out with other guys like as just plain friends. You know who I'm talking about. HAHAHA!
p.p.s. Dont lose ELMO!

And yesterday, I went shopping with Shane, KM and Mel. Initially, i was feeling very sickly and lifeless and had no mood to shop at all! I was especially frustrated cause Shane bought so bloody many shirts! 1 from Zara, 1 from River Island and 1 from Pull and Bear! So irritating.

Then we headed to Pedro to look at some shoes and i saw this pair of beautiful white leather shoes. Okay they're a little off white but still, i've always been wanted white leather shoes. And the best part was, it only costed $89! So freakin cheap la! I think Pedro is like my new favourite shop!

After that, we shopped somemore and I bought this interesting looking black shirt from FCUK. Guess what? It was on 70% discount at $99 so i only paid like $29. What a steal lor! And i was so happy that i didnt feel sick for that moment in time. So happy la!

And i may be going to Tangs in town today cause my brother wants to shop. But i dunno la. Im still feeling ill. Well, we'll see how la. HAHA!


(:



Hail the heaven born Prince of peace,
Hail the Son of rightousness.
Light and life to all He brings,
Risen with healing in His wings.
Hark! The herald angels sing;
Glory to the new born King.

RUNWAY scheduled at 3:07 PM

dissapointments

Monday, December 3, 2007

A great man once said...

"Dissapointed is if I know you. Angry, pissed off, those are the words I would use."


To that great man: I am sorry for disappointing you. You seem to have a lot of faith in me and I'm very honoured, yet I have let you down today. I wish to apologise sincerely for the lack of confidence and proficency. I promise I will gain back your trust once more.


On to other matters pending, I have not been blogging for a rather long time and its mainly due to my indifference in technology and lack of time. But there are things which need to be said.

Firstly, I would like to thank, in name, the people who made my 18th a great one for me. I really appreciate the effort and time you guys put in to go down after SSM to Parkway and kinda surprise me? I was expecting to eat opposite school la.

The trio.- Tai Hong, Shawne and Desmond. Thanks for coming even though its pretty far for you guys. You three never fail to make me feel relaxed and laugh madly.

Karmun, Shane, Mel, Berns and Ariel.- Even though we are not in the same class, its amazing how close we still are, or at least that's what i think. We've all been through a lot and grown up since our first year. It's amazing how much joy and sorrows we've shared. Thanks for the memories.

Lena, Ruhan, Mike, Jonathan. - I hardly knew you guys before this sem but its quite funny how quickly you can be such great friends with people. I really like all you guys and you always make me feel comfortable, somehow. I hope this friendship can mature like a good French wine.

Kim and Linus. - You guys are real fun to be around la! Kim with all her dirty jokes and puns and Linus with all your vulgarities and hokkien. Thanks for reminding me that sometimes we should be chilled and just scream FUCK IT for no apparent reason.

I would also like to thank all those who wished me but were unable to make it that day. All you people make poly life so much more enjoyable. Sometimes, you're the reason i wake up every monday for service, or sit through 2 full hours of lecture. You're much loved and appreciated. Really.

Shu Yun - Thanks for the message even though i kinda ignore you like 9 outta 10 times. Its quality not quantity you see. I hope everything turns out well for your As. Dont worry too much and you can ignore me about the Joey thing but prom is a MUST GO!

Celine - You were among the first to wish me i think. Its funny how you can still remember after so long. But i really was so tickled when i read your message. I dont know why but i just chuckled to myself. HAHA. Thanks! And my friend is bugging me for that yearbook. Pass to me soon k!

Michelle Chia - Well thanks. Ah, i dont know how to continue. Really. Im sorry.

Hazlyn - Thanks and i want those brownies la! Anyway you bloody owe me my tennis match la! Hurry up before your school starts again!! Laguna yes? (:

HER - Aiyo! You ah. Thanks for putting up with all my nonsense for so long. Thanks for giving me that one chance. Thanks for being there when I needed you. Thanks for being so understanding. Thanks for accepting me for who I am. Thanks for loving me.


I would also like to thank my parents for celebrating this birthday and the previous 17 ones with me. I know I may not have been the best son to you but I really really appreciate all that you've done for me. I know recently I have not been spending too much time with you and I'm always going out late. It's wrong on my part but I still love you guys as much. Everyone has their set of parents for a reason, be it to grow stronger as a person or to be more appreciative of people. I will learn the good things you have shown me and never repeat the ones that are unreasonable.

Also, they bought me this huge sugee cake for my birthday, which is my favourite cake by the way. The thing is, I've never had a birthday cake since i was like 5 or something. So it was kind of a surprise when i found out.






The cake looks kinda gay-ish but well, why did I even bother saying it. Boo.


Ah, I think all I need now is God. Why is it I only seem to want Him when I'm not feeling too good?


Dear Father, change me. Please. Change me to what I used to be; the good part. The part where I was driven by discipline and faith. The part where I cared for the feelings of others and was in charge of my actions. The part where You were the core of my life. Change me back. Amen.

RUNWAY scheduled at 10:19 PM

quickieee

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Alright this isnt exactly a post. I'm just writing this to assure you guys that this blog is still operational and alive. Sorry for the super long long long hiatus but i'll give something better real soon.

Anyway, i changed the song on my blog and it's like the nicest song ever (to hear live) and i did! WOOHOO! Rockapella rocks! I'm so in the christmas mood and it's my favourite time of the year la!

K and i just turned 18 for those who didnt know. Thanks everyone who celebrated my birthday and wished me in one form or other. I will write your names down in my next post k? Sorry im in a rush now.

And all those taking their As now, ALL THE VERY BEST GUYS. JUST A COUPLE MORE DAYS AND YOU'RE HOME FREE (:



BLAHBLAHBLAH.

RUNWAY scheduled at 11:08 PM

beach god

Monday, October 22, 2007

Just a few days ago, I betrayed Christ and started worshipping and creating shrines for idols. Well actually, i didnt worship, i just built a shrine with the help of a couple of cult members.

You see this is what happened.

We were all having a normal day at the beach playing rugby and all when suddenly it started to pour heavily. We were all scared as we thought the gods were unhappy with us, so we decided to offer a sacrifice and build a shrine for them. Once that thought came to our minds, the rain immediately stopped so we started our plans to appease and thank the gods for making the rain stop.

We decided to catch the weakest one of us and offer as a sacrifice. His name was Shawne. Initially, due to the lack of manpower, we failed. However, after more planning and greater manpower and a thin red string, we managed to succeed.
Shane and Ben's SEXYBACKS. Im holding the sacrifice's leg while SiLiang ties the KNOTOFPARALYSIS to him.


After a lot of force and help from the gods, we managed to plunge the sacrifice into the 4-foot hole we dug for him. He seemed apprehensive at first but due to our praying, he was possessed by the spirit of the Beach God and he slowly was speaking in a special language few can understand. And all the while, he kept chanting in a mantra-like state " LIREAL, LIREAL, LIREAL" which scared some of us.


Just putting the finishing touches to the sacrifice for the Gods.

After that, he was suddenly given some equipment from no where. We were all stunned and the materials just kept multiplying. They ranged from basic natural materials to modern conveniences.


Notice the blank look on his face. By this time, the Beach God was already in him and ready to be manifested into its full force.


The full and almighty power of the Beach God in the form of Shawne. By this time, he was no longer called Shawne. Instead, he told us to address him as SHAWNASSFULLASAND.


This shrine was put up in memory of the gods to appease them and thank them for stopping the rain during our Beach Day. However, some say that it grants wishes to people who would like political power. That's why many politicians have visited this shrine to pay their respects and ask for favours. Some of them include Chiam See Tong and Chee Soon Juan but we managed to catch a rare glimpse of a WP youth wing Ex-co member, Bernard Chen asking for some well wishes.



The politician paying his respects to the god.


However, after some time, the god felt that people were not respecting him and taking him for granted. Hence, he decided to leave Shawn's body but he threw a nasty tantrum to vent his anger before doing so.


In a rage of fury, he started throwing things around his shrine to the ungrateful devotees.

Due to the lack of energy left in Shawn after being possessed, his brothers quickly dug him up and tried to rescue him.

Now you know why he's called SHAWNASSFULLASAND? The indian did that by the way. Yes you Linus.

As a result of Linus' cruelty, his brothers and some of us decided to TAUPOK him to teach him a lesson.

Linus' punishment. Tai Hong, Desmond, Big Ben, me and Shane coming on top. Eh, Indian burger la! Indian on Indian! HAHA!


Well, that's the end for the Beach God story.



No animals were harmed in the story and all characters living or dead are strictly confidential.

RUNWAY scheduled at 10:34 PM

banana republic, and such.

Sunday, October 14, 2007

Before anything, i would like to congratulate ColleenYapLiLing for getting her first job. Finally, you can be financially independent eh? And even though that 10% staff discount is rather pathetic, i still want it alright?! The clothes at Banana Republic are so over-priced!

So i went shopping with her after her job interview and like something damn funny happened. Okay maybe not funny but like it's so Colleen la. Actually many funny things happened la k.

First, she said she wanted to fast cause it was the last day of ramadan and all so like she wanted to get in the mood i suppose? So i played along with her la but just after i cut my hair at like 1 plus, she was so hungry she had to buy some fruits at Far East. Alright, i guess fruits are not THAT bad. Just keep telling yourself that ya, Colleen?

Then after some walking and window shopping here and there, we ended up at Taka's atrium where the Bonia fashion show was taking place and where there was temptation in the form of the many rows of stalls selling food. So she couldnt take it anymore and bought a stick of PORK from Tori Q. THAT'S LIKE SO FREAKIN IRONIC LA! Wanna fast but cant tahan, i can understand. BUT EAT PORK ALL MEANSSS... I was like laughing inside so hard.

So we walked and walked somemore and finally ended up at Centrepoint where i wanted to check out that Espirit bag i'd been eyeing. BUT GUESS WHAT? When i got there, the bag was no where in sight, only the smaller version was there. So I half-heartedly walked to the counter to ask the guy to check if they had the bigger one, already knowing the answer in my heart. And i was so right. They exported it overseas, meaning, no more bag in Singapore. Well, i'll just take it as a sign from God la. There are more bags out there, just that theyre bloody hiding away from me!

On that sad note, we both just gave up our fasting and ate Chicken and Mushroom Pasta at Coffee Bean. You know i love Coffee Bean. But i think i was so hungry that i couldnt eat, either that or the sauce was too creamy. It was the first time i couldnt finish my pasta. Ah! So with our bellies full, we just sat there, me with my Pecan Praline Ice Bleneded and her with her cup of fresh milk. Tsk!

We had a good chat about the people in her school and stuff and she started doing something stupid la. She took out a packet of baby wipes and started making a friendship band with it. But the worse part was, she was looking down and laughing to herself the entire time and she laughed so hard that she cried. You're still the same girl la. HAHA. And she kept eyeing the Raspberry Cheesecake the Ah Ma next to us was tasting. Yes not eating but tasting. After like 20 minutes, I couldnt tell that it had been touched at all.

Well, we walked somemore after that and tried to shop but i couldnt find anything. Then she went to Fox at Taka and bought a top and they gave her this free catalogue. We quickly sat down at the lonesome bench outside MosBurger while she arranged her stuff and i read the catalogue. OMGOSH PEOPLE! Like Fox has such HOT HOT HOT models! I kept like staring at the magazine the entire time and i realised Colleen had a MYGODYOUREWEIRD look on her face. Well whatever la, theyre so hot.

Then we went to Coffee Bean AGAIN and had a drink. We couldnt decide where to go or what to do at all. We were so bored in town! Can you believe that?! Ah! So after more walking and walking and walking, we went home. Ah, Im so sad you know? My bag has been exported! Like no more in Singapore! ):


Anyway, a shoutout to my girl Lilian! Yes darling, you're my number one alright? Always have been, always will be.

I LOVE YOU!

Thanks for finally creating a Facebook account for me, Im just too lazy to do one myself. You're so helpful, unlike SOME people eh? *AHEMTEOWEIRONGAHEM*

(:


Well i've been listening to Westlife a lot recently and im falling in love with their songs again. So nice and real you know?




I'll always look back as I walk away,
This memory will last for eternity.
And all of our tears will be lost in the rain,
When I've found my way back to your arms again.
But until that day you know you are
The queen of my heart

RUNWAY scheduled at 10:52 PM

FOUR

Monday, October 8, 2007

It's gonna be 2a.m. and i shouldnt be awake now, but since I just got off the phone with her and I'm still not sleepy, i thought I'd check on how the transfer of vietnam pics from Manu to me was doing. Ah, why am i not surprised? She's offline! Great! I think I'm not meant to receive those last few days of pictures. And one picture is so huge la, like the size of a song? 4MB? No wonder the transfer is taking like forever. Thanks ah, Joel for your super pro camera.

Anyway it's the 8th of October and two very special events fall on this date. Happy Birthday to Charles, my younger brother. Cant believe he's only 11 months younger than me. HAHA.
that's Charles.


It's also a special day for both of us, eh Love? Haha. I'm sorry I cant go out with you tommorrow and i guess you're busy too with your training and all. We'll find another day k? Maybe thursday alright?

Anyway, thanks for tahan-ing all my nonsense. NONSENSE JOHNSONS! HAHA! And also for giving in to all our petty fights, i know i have a huge ego and i dont like to admit i'm wrong first. Thanks for not giving up on me and even for your patience and love. I know i'm not the best person in the world but thanks for making me feel like I am. I'd never think I'd end up with you after all these years. HAHA. You used to be the one dating all the super super super hot guys like that ACS rugby captain and his best friend. And all that scandalous things you used to do. TSK! Well, i guess you've mellowed down somehow, even though you're still too loud to me; keep that volume down alright? No need to always shout and go crazy. HAHA. Have a great sleep alright?


I love you (:

RUNWAY scheduled at 1:47 AM

BALI

Sunday, October 7, 2007

Alright alright i know; i havent been blogging for a really really long time and my previous supposed "series" of 6 posts arent even up. Well that could be due to the fact that i havent really received the pictures taken on the last 3 days. I guess you guys will have to wait for the final 3 days to be up another time, probably after school starts, looking at the state of things.

Anyway, shortly after my return from Vietnam, my mum demanded a holiday cause she needed to go away so i just suggested Bali. I mean, i've always wanted to go there and it's kinda nearby so why not right? So like a week or so after returning, i was off again, on another budget carrier to Bali. It's like the surfer's paradise of the East i guess.

I spent like about a week there and i dare say it's a million times better than Tioman. Ah fuck, i typed a whole long post and suddenly blogger died so I have to start over from here. FUCK! Ya so i reached there late on a friday night with my mum, elder brother and a bag with few clothes. After the super long and slow and inefficent immigration queue, we were picked up by the resort's transport and brought to our place. It's located at the Benoa area, real near Nusa Dua. After some good and bloody cheap room service, we went to sleep.


DAY TWO

The next morning, we walked along the beach, just at the back of our resort. I loved it, the sun was out, the sand was fine and i could hear the sound of the crashing waves. I could have just lay there, but that was reserved for another day. We decided to see what the area had to offer so we went across the narrow road to the stretch of shops. Where we stayed was along a road full of resorts with shops just opposite. So i guess you could call it a pretty toursity area. Anyway after walking for like 10 minutes, we stopped to look at a board full of tattoos. I think my brother wanted to get more done so we were led into the small alleyway to the shop by this guy.

A large and obviously used green leather sofa occupied one side of the shop while a few chairs and a bed took up space on the other. In between were glass cabinets containing the tools and colouring used for tattooing and a stack of old clear folders were piled on top. A stand fan provided some relief from the Bali heat and a weak flourescent light lit up the small room.

After some time, i decided to get a temporary tattoo cause i wasnt really ready to have a real one done, mostly cause i dont have anything i particularly want on me yet. But i'll definitely do one soon. Anyway i think the guy was quite impatient with me cause i was flipping the folders of designs and still couldnt find anything nice, so he just took my left arm and started drawing something on it. After that, i was rather pleased cause i think it looks really nice so i just chose a random design for my right arm.


the one on my forearm. It's a sun with the Balinese good luck sign in it.


the randomly chosen insignificant design on my right arm.


My brother wanted an extension to the tattoo on his left arm so the guy called his brother who was more experienced to come down and draw a design for my brother. While that was all happening, my mum saw a phoenix design she liked very much so she decided to get that one done. After the brother of the guy, Agung, came, he did my brother's extension and my mum's tattoo. She decided to do it on her back, at the left shoulder blade.


that's Agung doing the tattoo on my mum's back.


Agung and the guy who did my tattoo with my mummy.


It's a phoenix with some flames.



After that, we rested for awhile back at our place and went out again for dinner. It was by far the worst dinner experience in Bali. The place seemed nice with a damn mediterranean decor and stuff but the staff, service, food and music sucked. The solo keyboardist seemed like a depressed man who lost his job, wife, kids and just found out he got cancer. I think Frank Sinatra would have gotten out of his grave to kill the guy when he started singing My Way. I was about to throw my blunt steak knife at him out of irritation and growing impatience. The food took like half a fucking hour to come and my T-bone steak turned out to be a small piece of meat with a little bone in the middle. And the best part? I think the steak was freakin boiled! It was like watery and grey. Who the hell has grey steak? FUCK! Damn the vulgarities.

To get rid of that bad experience, they bought a pack of Gudang Garam and a few bottles of Bintang and we enjoyed all that back at our room. It was the first time i saw my mum and brother smoke but just like me, it was just for fun la. Smoking is bad alright everyone? Dont smoke. Unless it's really cheap like a dollar for 16. HAHA! But i controlled myself k. We watched Justice League on Cartoon Network from 1130 to 1230 every night! I guess that was our only form of entertainment. Yea.


DAY THREE

The next day, Kevin's friend over there, Jimmy brought us around Bali to see what they had. We went to a couple of factory outlets selling surf apparel and i bought a few tees and a boardy back. Then he brought us to this huge shopping centre at Kuta called Discovery Shopping Centre. It was facing the beach, actually it was at the beach and in Kuta, the ang mohs walk around half naked. I saw this half naked surfer with his board and girl walking around the shopping centre and i thought to myself, IM HOME! Like really, that's the way all malls should be like. We had a quick lunch and then it was shopping time. I think i was the only one who bought stuff la. I just couldnt help it. I've never seen such huge Rip Curl and Reef shops before, that was before the next day that is.

Anyway, after buying all i could buy, we headed for dinner at the infamous Jimbaran Bay where one of the bombings were. Anyway I had one of the best dinners in my life there. As our feet and chairs sunk into the fine sand, the cold wind blew as the waves seemed to swell and crash mercilessly into the shore. Our food finally arrived and it smelt just as good as it tasted.


Clockwise: Squid, prawns, squid, prawns, kang kong, salad, sea bass.


That's Jimmy, our guide with my brother in a free Bintang ad.


I was so happy after the meal man. I've never been that happy and relaxed. With a light in one hand and glass of Bintang in another, feet in the cold sand, wind blowing and stomach full, nothing else matters, really. I was a happy man.


DAY FOUR

We left early to catch the shuttle to Bali Collection. It's a brand new shopping area in Nusa Dua, just ten minutes from my place. It's located in a new town with tight security and the top hotels in it. It's like Sentosa Cove with a different hotel occupying a huge piece of land each. We walked around the huge area and they bought some random items here and there. I was saving my money for what was to come, Kuta Square.

I hurried them up and we took a cab to Kuta from there. When we reached Kuta Square, i was in surf heaven. At both sides of the road were surf boutiques like ROXY and REEF and Volcom, each 3 stories tall with clothes and bags on the first two floors and the third was my favourite, the surfboard section. I would go to every shop and head for the third floor just to catch a glimpse and feel of each board. After much walking, shopping and bargaining, we stopped for a short lunch. We were recharged and ready for more. During the entire 6 hours of walking, there was a surf shop everywhere. I've never seen so many surf shops before! REALLY! And there were surfers walking with their boards towards the beach at every turn. I felt so so so comfortable there. HAHA.

I stopped by a few surfboard shops and enquired about their prices. I wanted to get a board, 2nd hand one. I found this shop when we turned into a quiet lane and eyed one of their boards and i was to return two days later. We walked on and headed for MacDonalds! It was just opposite the beach and outside, it had a surfboard stand for surfers to put their board while grabbing a bite. So cool la! Then inside, i saw so many hot bod surfers eating Big Macs half naked. My goodness!! And the Macs there is so so so cheap and their Ice Lemon Tea rocks totally. I was so tired by then, the 6 hours of walking and shopping. Whhhhoooooo!! And outside, there was a surfing Ronald!


Dont you just love the surf culture here?


It was straight home and to sleep!


DAY FIVE

Today was the day i relaxed. I had a filling breakfast and headed for the beach for a tan. After basking in the Bali sun for 3 hours, i had enough. I went back, took a shower and it was already 5! Mummy couldnt forget the food at Jimbaran so we went ther AGAIN!

But the most bastard thing happened. Our driver who drove us there promised us he'd pick us up after dinner but he didnt! What a fucker right? I hope his van like explodes in his house and kills his entire family! Anyway, we walked a long way out and managed to hail a cab. Thank God la!


Nothing much to say about today la.


DAY SIX

The last day of my trip and i woke up really late. I dont know why but i was so tired and i got up just in time to pack and check out, at 1 p.m.! We left our baggage with the hotel and went to Kuta for more shopping! We got whatever we intended to get and i got my surfboard! Yay! It's a nice yellow 6'4 board. Together with the cover, it costs about $200+ bucks. Super cheap, even for a 2nd hand one.

Then we walked the wrong way cause i kinda thought we were on the correct street and i jsut walked till my brother told me i was walking in the wrong direction. So we had to walk and walk and walk a long long way out. It would be okay if i wasnt lugging my board with the cover which is bloody bulky. We finally reached the main road and i wanted an Ice Lemon Tea so i put my board at the stand and had a good view of the surfers riding the waves and being wiped out eventually. HAHA.

We walked somemore to Discovery Shopping Centre to shop even more and Kev bought doughnuts from Krispy Kreme which was so empty and big la. Their doughnuts rock ok, though im not a huge fan of doughnuts. Then we went for dinner at this place called Bubba Gump. It's a Forrest Gump themed restuarant serving seafood and it was like a diner with Forrest Gump stuff everywhere! The service and staff were damn funny and exciting, you must go there to find out why. The food was good and it felt so relaxing there!

All good things have to come to an end so we ate and went off to the airport. Ah, then there was the very empty flight back to Singapore and empty immigration as well. Ah, home sweet home (:


I wanna go back to Bali people!



Let's go surfin' now,
everybody's learning how,
come on and surfari with me.

RUNWAY scheduled at 1:13 AM

Vietnam-Day 3

Saturday, September 15, 2007

It’s freaky when you open your eyes and the first person you see is Laura staring down at you. Ya. Okay so at around 11am, we had breakfast consisting of bacon and bread. At that time, most of us were still half dead and not thinking straight. But we had to conserve our energy; it was to be a long day.

Saigon Square was our first stop. It was a two storey building with many stalls all over. It was a place where you could get Abercrombie polos at a very very low price. A lot of bargaining is required too, of course. After walking all over, some of us were captivated by the VCD/DVD stall with their wide array of shows. I bought the entire 3 seasons of Grey’s Anatomy which I have finished watching and season 4 of nip/tuck which is not showing in Singapore yet. That totally rocks la. I also bought a brown Aber polo for $15. But somehow, that pales in comparison to my shows. HAHA.

It was 2 plus by then and we went just next door for our lunch/tea break. It’s a Chinese Restaurant and we had Dim Sum. It was quite nice but the beer was nicer. The price of beer is so cheap. Like $1.30 for a bottle? It’s cheaper than soft drinks too! But the interesting part was the toilet. I should have taken a picture but, the urinals had ice in them. Yes bucket-loads of ice cubes. I guess it’s a water saving/flushing technique eh? No need for all that mechanical nonsense. Just pee over the ice and let it melt, hence causing the melted ice to flush down the pee. Ingenious.

we were trying to spell out vietnam but obviously we didnt pass kindergarten.

look at all that dim sum.

The infamous Ben Thanh Market was our next destination for more retail therapy, not very therapeutic for our wallets though. We bought a whole load of polos and adidas stuff and I so so so wanted the Patek Phillipe watch but that bastard didn’t wanna lower the price. Ah! So pretty you know. I was obsessing over it so badly.


just one of the many lanes in the market.

Then somehow, it turned dark. At 630 pm, the sky was dark. Like 8p.m. in Singapore. So we walked out to the night market where they had better deals. I bought another polo and we saw some really disgusting food items.
that's half hatched duck eggs. Hmmm..


those are live frogs hanging above other food stuff. they like their frogs barbequed without their heads. seriously.

Surprisingly, none of us had lost our appetites and we had Vietnamese food for dinner at this restaurant just opposite Joel’s dad’s office. Everything was pretty good except the spring rolls. No one seemed to really enjoy it. I think the herbs were too strong and too overpowering and the sauce only made it more unbearable. But besides that, everything was nice.

Their coasters are so cute la. I bet cheap too.

These are lovely deep fried shrimp with a rice crispies base.

One of Vietnam's well known local dishes, the fresh spring rolls. It's just, erm, yucky. I mean the basil and mint leaves are too overpowering for my liking.

This is really nice pork braised in coconut water with salted eggs. Yum.

Tastes almost like unagi but it's fish barbequed in a rich soy sauce with fried garlic.

This is the stem of Broccoli and the dish in the background is chicken wings. Both were real nice.

For dessert, we went to this ice cream joint. Kinda like a coffee shop except that they served ice cream. And really nice ice cream at that. I like the environment, with the décor being very 1960s and the colours were nice with good use of browns and stuff.

The ice cream place.

One of our many cam whoring pictures in the car.

After all that ice cream, we went home and I watched A Walk To Remember with Manu and Mel but Mel just fell asleep. Useless. I think Mandy Moore’s acting is so much better than her singing and she looked so pretty in that show. Ah, what a sad show; but a really good one.


Our collective purchase.

Good night, what a day huh?

RUNWAY scheduled at 3:45 AM

I opened my eyes to an empty room and realized it was already 10 plus and that Joel had already gone to pick the guys up. After taking a shower, I went down and had a glass of origina. Kinda good as a pick me up, you know? Then I channel surfed for a while before I saw Joel open the door and the entire gang with their baggage. There was sick little Laura, hungry Brandon, sucky Mel and happy Manu.

After they settled down for a while, we went to eat Pho again! Haha, back to the same place as yesterday. I ordered the same thing again and this time I tried their coffee. I was kinda amused when it came cause it was this funny metal contraption atop a glass and black liquid, supposedly coffee, was dripping into it. Hmmm, that’s how they drink coffee over here huh. Well, their coffee was real good and real strong.

so cute right?! i bought some freshly ground powder on the last day and they gave me that thing.


Laura and I went home after that cause she was not feeling well and since I had been there a day before, I could just stay home for while they went to get some stuff.And it was not long before the rest came home and Joel and I started cooking again. We heated up our sauces and I made my mousse for after dinner. Everyone tried to get involved in one way or other. HAHA.

whipping the cream for the chocolate mousse.


Well, Brandon, Manu, Mel and I went to the tailor’s again cause the hungry man had like 4 shirts to make.



That's how we got around and Huy's on the extreme right.

We went home after that and it was time for some gyming! So all of us except Joel went first and broke some sweat. Well, most of us anyway, eh Mel? I guess the gym was good la, considering it was about our only form of exercise the entire trip? Then Joel had to come and order me back to the kitchen to cook my pasta. So noisy leh, haven’t finish then keep hurrying me! So I went back and finished up cooking my pasta and Joel started serving all the dishes.


That's Brandon, Joel, Laura and myself with Manu and Mel sitting down. Tired from gyming and hungry for the food!


It was a really nice dinner and the mousse after that was lovely, not that I’m praising myself of anything but I guess it’s true. HAH.

After dinner, we all went out to this pub/bar. It’s a nice place with a really rustic and natural theme. Like it was brownish with stone walls and we went to the lower level cause the top was like really full. The tables all had candles and Joel is scared of the place cause he thinks it’s a fire hazard. Ah well. There was a live band performing and we kinda got bored so we started playing truth or dare with Brandon’s empty beer bottle. That started getting boring too cause we ran out of questions so Brandon kept daring me to down drinks, which I don’t mind, except that they cost money. Anyway after a few martini rossos and dark rums, it was time to go home. We didn’t wanna keep Huy up so late too.

Brandon wanted to go to bed wasted. So being the nice guy I am, I popped a couple of barcadi and sprites with him before he had to go do his job as a man. Then Manu and I had a round. Then everyone else like died and I didn’t wanna pop alone cause it’s kinda loser-ish so I went to bed soon after. Ahh. Yup.

RUNWAY scheduled at 3:43 AM

Before I start my travelogue on Vietnam, I would like to apologize to those who bother to come to this beautiful blog and read up on my mundane, and sometimes emo, life. The week before leaving was a busy one for me and I did not have the energy/motivation to blog. Anyway, here I am and I promised you guys something good and that’s what I hope I will deliver.

Coming up will be 6 posts which should be read as one whole and collective part. I hope that through these posts, I will be able to bring you through or at least share my experience of Vietnam with all of you (those who bother reading anyway, I bet most of you would just look at the pictures and try to make out what it means instead of reading my lengthy posts).

Prologue

There are a few things you should know about Vietnam before I begin, so that at least you get me along the way.


1. They are a 3rd world country currently under communist rule.

2. Their exchange rate is SGD1:10000VND

3. They have been a warring country for a thousand years and they have only enjoyed peace since 1970. That’s a lot of crap to take.

4. Vietnam was once under the French rule, hence their country is split up into districts, like France.

5. District 1 is the city centre and District 7 is where Joel stays. It’s the newer, richer and more “foreign” district. A lot of expats stay there. Comparable to Holland V or Bt. Timah in Singapore.

6. My friend, Joel, has a house and driver over there. His father works there and the house, driver and about everything else is paid for by the company.


Day 1


After a quick 3 hour nap, I woke up at 5a.m. on Thursday, 6th of September and took a quick shower before getting my stuff and heading to the airport with my parents. The check-in was rather quick and I had a light Burger King breakfast. Before I knew it, I was in the transit area walking around and looking at Gucci and Samsonite. I grew bored and almost called her when she called me. We had a good chat and it was time for me to go. I knew she was gonna miss me, more than I was gonna miss her anyway. It was time to board the plane and after reading the on board magazine twice through, I just decided to look out of the window into the whiteness outside. Before long, I heard the pilot tell the cabin crew to “take up landing position” and I saw the city of Ho Chi Minh below me.

The landing was rather smooth and I was in this terminal which was supposed to be the entire airport. So far, so good. Then came the immigration. I was rather impressed at first to see about a stretch of 20 immigration counters until I realized why there were so many. I waited for nearly 15 minutes in my queue. My queue had 2 people. When it was my turn, I went up, smiled and said good morning. All I got was a cold stare in a man in the ugliest green uniform you have ever seen with red epaulettes on his shoulders. After staring at me for the longest time, he stamped my passport and I collected my bag.

I met Joel outside the airport and his driver, Huy, came soon after. He picked me up and brought me out of the airport. No words can truly describe the road and traffic conditions in Vietnam. It’s something you have to experience first hand. Once we were on the main road, there was no order. Normal vehicles travel at 40km/h tops on road and 95% of the vehicles in Vietnam are scooters/motorcycles.


As Joel’s mum puts it, the roads are the river and the motor cycles are the water. I guess the cars are like big waves then. As we were traveling, I wondered why the all the cars suddenly stopped, till I realized that we were at a traffic junction, Like what?! I don’t see the junction. Until I looked hard and saw skinny silver poles with traffic coloured lights on them. Ah, red light. No wonder.


a typical traffic junction



The buildings around the road were mostly run down, mostly due to the lack of maintenance and care by the people. The newer shops sticked out like sore thumbs and just didn’t go with the older ones. Something interesting I noticed was that hankerchiefs covering the faces of motorcyclists seemed to be more mandatory than helmets. I hardly saw people with helmets on, rather everyone had some kind of cloth covering their nose and mouth; probably protecting themselves fromt the dirt and smoke everywhere.


After a jerky, slow and life threatening 45 minute drive, I was suddenly transported into another world. I mean there was still chaos on the roads but not so many vehicles were around. The roads seemed cleaner and wider, the shops and buildings seemed whiter and newer and there was less horning. Oh yes. The horning is terrible. Everyone in Vietnam horns. It seems second nature, after eating Pho perhaps. Anyway, I realized we were in District 7, the expat district. We turned into the condominium looking place called The Waterfront and rows of terrace houses were on both sides.




Joel's place over there. Very comfortable and the air con is on 24/7.


Ah Leng, the helpful and unassuming maid.

I went in the air conditioned house and was greeted by Ah Leng, the domestic help who was a Teochew/Cantonese/mandarin speaking Vietnamese. I unpacked some stuff and grabbed a couple of clothes and off I went again. Joel brought me to this place about 3 minutes away to eat Pho. It’s pronounced as “fur” and it’s kinda like their national dish or something. It’s rice noodles in soup. And if you know me, I’m not a noodles and soup guy. But man, I have been converted I tell you.

I ordered this beef tendon Pho which costs like $2.60 and like in 1 minute, I was served this bowl of hot noodles with a side of different herbs and vegetables. I threw in the white onions cause I LOVE white onions and I had a taste. Honest to God Almighty, I have never tasted such silky noodles in such a rich yet light broth in my entire life. It was the perfect thing. I could honestly have died there and then. Ah it was good. Then I had the thickest soursop juice ever. It was like a puree instead of a juice. I had difficulty finishing it and only managed ¾ of the glass.



PHO 24. My favourite fast food.



The bowl of greatness. I've never tasted clear soup with this much flavour.



Some herbs to go with the pho.

It was time to buy materials for making my shirt. That is the main reason for Vietnam anyway, making shirts. You’ll know why soon enough. We went to this market and after going to a few stalls and some bargaining, I got 4 different materials for my shirts. Two white materials, one black and one brown which Brandon is very jealous of. HAHA. The tailor’s was next and after a short drive, we were somehow there. We walked into this very old alley where the locals lived and through more small alleyways and houses till we finally reached this old, dilapidated house; the tailor’s house. A small fluorescent bulb lit the house and a tv atop a shelf kept the wife entertained. After getting our measurements and specifications, which he got all wrong and I’m pissed that I don’t have cuffed shirts, we went home for a good rest.

Joel and I slept for about two hours before his mum woke me up and offered me the best watermelon juice in my life. It was cold and tasted like sugar water. It was so damn refreshing and I woke up instantly. Like the bomb, totally. Then we left to pick Joel’s dad up. His office was in District 1, the city centre so we all walked around there after picking him up. After buying some really expensive Belgian chocolates, his dad brought us to this restaurant called Jaspas.

I had lamb fajitas and a cold tiger. But the main event was to come. The dessert was the main reason for going there. It was this chocolate sponge cake served with a scoop of vanilla ice cream. I merely touched the dome shaped cake when molten chocolate oozed out and melted the ice cream causing a mixture of thick black chocolate and snow white ice cream. Ah, too bad you weren’t there.




I look real bad cause i just woke up. AH!


The most heavenly dessert on Earth.


We went home after that and Joel and I prepared the sauces and marinades for the next day’s dinner. After the tears from cutting onions and cleaning up, we finally went to bed at 2a.m.

What a day. Good night!

RUNWAY scheduled at 3:38 AM

Un Angelo

Sunday, September 2, 2007

I couldnt think of a title so i'll just put the title of the song i'm listening to now; which is Un Angelo by Patrizio Buanne. Originally sung in English by Robbie Williams. Tai Hong, I'm not copying you okay! I'm not Ariel.

Anyway i just feel like blogging la. I acknowledge that i've not been a very good friend and person to many people. I've hurt a lot of people with my words and even more with my actions or lack of. I know there's no point apologizing cause it has gotten so bloody stale like expired Earl Grey Tea. Honestly, it's disgusting. It seems like the nicer or closer you are to me, the more i hurt you and disappoint you and I really fucking wanna change that. I dont know why or how i've become like that. Deep down, i know i'm not like that. That's not how my parents brought me up to be or how God has made me to be and i dont wanna reflect badly on them or on myself.

I think only God and my own will can salvage me from my current state of pity. I really want to surrender everything to God and give up but i think that's just being irresponsible and lazy. Wei rong, i'm not representative of the guys out there. Not every guy is as bastard-ish/indecisive/flirtatious/charming as me. Dont look at me as the rule but the exception. You're the only one who truly knows about all my relationships past and present and i trust you with it. But dont be affected by me cause i think i'm a special case.

I think going to Vietnam will do me some good. I need to sort things out over there. I hope I can see things more clearly. God help me.





Lord I come to You.
Let my heart be changed; renewed,
Flowing from the grace that I've found in You.
Lord I've come to know the weaknesses I see in me,
will be stripped away by the power of Your love.

RUNWAY scheduled at 6:13 PM

Seasons in the sun

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

So far 3 papers have passed and it's been an interesting journey. Subjects which I have not particularly liked have seemed to be rather nice to me, the reverse, sadly, is true. Anyway, after Resort Ops paper yesterday, which i shant comment on for fear of being expelled or sued , a large group of us went to TM to watch Hairspray!

I actually wanted very much to watch it but I thought no one would be interested since it was musical-like. But i was heartened when a large group of people went along and i know a lot of them enjoyed it especially Teo Tai Hong. He was singing along to the songs la! HAHA. I mean i think the only bad part of the show was the lead actress. Just look at her. Okay i know i'm being mean, i'm sorry. I think i should go on an Anti-superficial Programme. Sigh. Back to the show, it was so good and the songs were so nice to listen; and the dancing was really good. And John Travolta just looks darn weird as a female, thank God there was no kissing scene of him with Chris Walken, it'd just be real gross.

A little chillin was done at Starbucks after that and Berns and TH bought the Starbucks tumbler thingy and they both got the same colour. I wanted to get it too but the colours were so few and i should be more penny wise, pound wiser.

Then today, i watched Borat in the morning and i was sadly disappointed. There was hardly a plot and the entire show made no sense. Yes what a boring show and i kept telling everyone to watch it before that. Ariel, for once in my life, i'll agree with you that it's a stupid show not worth watching. I really felt like I wasted my time. But I think Sacha deserved that Oscar la. For all the acting and ass he had to endure. HAHA. And he's so hot in real life k, with that accent and charm. Ahh..

After that I went to salvage the growth on my head commonly known as hair. Well i'm rather pleased with what the lady did, considering how terrible it looked before. I'm not going back to the salon opp. school ever; sorry Lena, Mike, Ruhan and who ever else goes there. Then i went over to the BK at somerset to meet Tai Hong for some studying. And yes there IS a BK at somerset for those of you wondering what the hell i'm talking about. Ah, it brings back memories of project meetings with Zoe and Evon and Nikko.

Anyway, Berns joined us soon after and that was when i stopped studying altogether. This has left me with only 7 chapters more to go. Yay. Anyway something dumb happened la. You see, i was done writing on my first page of foolscap paper so i wanted to tear it and flip it around to write more. However, i somehow managed to hold the paper in such a way that when i pulled, the part i was holding on to tore instead of the whole paper. That left me with humiliation and utter embarrassment as Berns and TH couldnt stop laughing at my inability. Also it left me with :


what an interesting Rhombus-like shape eh?

Then Hazlyn had to call to bitch about a certain pretty girl which has now turned ugly. You're sucha bitchface too okay. So she told me to say hi to Berns and i did and he said hi back and she heard him and said he sounded cute. Like HELLO! Berns cute?! Then i must be freakin adorable la. HAHA! Then i passed the phone to him and i have no idea what they talked about but she told me that he's cute and WEIRD. I think weird is the best word to describe Berns, almost everyone who meets him for the first time has that impression about him. I wonder why. Hmmm..

Oh and they were play really nice emo songs at BK today and they kept repeating the songs. I was quite touched by Seasons in the Sun which Tai Hong and I kept singing to. HAHA. TH is a good singer k. Tai Hong, come online and send me the song la! Listening to a song can be very different depending on the people you're with. Somehow, i get emo when i listen to such songs with TH. I'm not gay k. But it's different when i listen to it alone, like there's not much emotions. Ah well..hopefully gramophone plays some nice songs tomorrow.

If i may steal a verse from that song,



Goodbye Michelle my little one
You gave me love and helped me find the sun
And every time that I was down
You would always come around
And get my feet back on the ground


Ironic isnt it?

RUNWAY scheduled at 9:42 PM

bartending fun

Saturday, August 25, 2007

Okay i'm still a little shaken over what happened last night but i'll just write it down in case i totally forget.

Well after accountings paper yesterday, i was supposed to study Resort Ops but Shane had to tempt me by asking me to play pool and really, how can i reject pool? So Shane, Kim, QY and myself went to parkway and i realised how much of a hustler Kim was.

I thought she was just like alright but man was she good. Still say dunno how to play all, stop rubbishing la k. And guess what? I won Shane. Yes. After a long long time, i won him. QY, see, i told you i'd show you something new. (:

Then after that they left and i studied for about an hour at macs before heading to my mum's boss' house. Its like along Mountbatten Rd and his chauffer was like waiting for me outside and he kinda showed me in. His house is so damn gorgeous k and the bar counter was super long k, even longer than some real bars i've see. Yes, he's that bloody rich and he owns like Hooters in Singapore k. But that's another story for another day.

You see, my mum's boss, Mr. Tan holds these parties for their major client, OCBC like a few times a year and this time, since they needed a bartender, my mum asked my bro and he asked his friend, Ben who is a professional bartender, to help out. So my brother and I went down to help him as well. When i got there, i was checking out the bar and the bloody wide variety of alcoholic drinks he had. And i love his super huge industrial fridge which was stocked with all kinds of drinks and his ice machine totally rocked k.

So after getting acquainted to everything, the people started arriving at like 7.30 and the fun began. I learnt quite a lot from Ben and it was just so fun making drinks and talking to the loners who would just sit at the bar. And we were kept busy till like around 12 plus where people started getting drunk, not on their own accord but by Mr. Tan who would force people to down shots of tequila and stuff. There was also the POPPING sessions which was so damn fun k.

The food was good too. There was this super huge piece of ham like way big and you had to slice it yourself and it tasted so sweet. Bloody hell, im getting the supplier's name! I head it was either Meritus Mandarin or Pan Pac. And the shabu shabu was so good. I think Ben and I downed like 2 packets of Beef which costs like $40 bucks a pack. And there were 10 packs there! Goodness me. Then there was the cakes which tasted bloody good. The chocolate one especially which was like a brownie but super chocolatey and nice and nutty and orgasmic la.

So after most of them left, it was our time to have fun. I downed like 2 martini rosso pops and 2 vanilla vodka pops with Ben but that has left me with a very bloated and uncomfortable feeling till now. God i need to get the air out. Then we were forced to drink cause we were the only ones left and Mr. Tan was drunk by then and was like what the FUCK is this drink? Ben, why the fuck are you serving me this drink? And he kept shouting and i just kept downing drinks with him. Kinda fun actually. HAHA. Then there were left over fishballs and he just threw them at each of us and asked us to catch. So there was like a fishball throwing thing going on. HAHA. So after many many many drinks, vulgarities, and an angpow(:, we went home at 3.30am.

I think i'm gonna stop drinking for the time-being, until i recover from this. Maybe i'll only continue once im in vietnam cos the drinks there are dirt cheap. And i think the only reason i drank so much yesterday was cause it was free. HAHA. Yes im a cheapo.

So this morning, i woke up at 2pm with a sick feeling all over and my body hurt like mad. I have really no idea why at all. I wanted to study but I couldnt even get out of bed. Till now, i still feel unwell but it's getting better la.

Then just now, my brother brought us to eat some high end Japanese food at Greenwood Ave which is somewhere in Bt. Timah. The food was quite nice but the price was like high end la. First time he bought us dinner, did he strike 4D? Hmmmm...

Anyway, i'm gonna study at macs at PP again tomorrow. See you there, if you wanna look for me/study with me that is.

(:

RUNWAY scheduled at 10:23 PM

just because

Thursday, August 23, 2007

i'm blogging now just cause i want to write something.

initially, i wanted to be all emo and stuff (as usual) but after considering it, i really cant be fucking bothered anymore.

yes i'm the emo and angsty kid.

as you can tell, i'm not in the best of moods.

probably the exams? shit i shouldnt be giving myself lame excuses. my whole life has been an excuse.

i should probably be studying the theoratical part of accounts which i bloody hate so damn much. yes i will go study it now.

maybe this post is just an excuse; part of my procrastination.

honestly, i'm tired and all i wanna do is scream my freakin lungs out until i get so exhuasted that i just collapse.

but will anyone be there to catch me?

darling, i'll call you in 5.





no crappy lyrics to end my post today.
goodbye.

RUNWAY scheduled at 10:53 PM

sacrifice

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

After a recent discovery, I realised i had to make a decision. Both of us talked and pondered and wondered and sought a solution for it for many days and last night, we came to a conclusion.

It was a difficult decision to make but hopefully both of us stick by it. I know it's something you really want and something i really want and it's something we both have been wanting for a long time but due to the current circumstances, it has to be this way. We have to sacrifice that in order to have what we want now. It's gonna be hard, not so much now but in the future.

I just hope that this decision is one I wont come to ever regret. I really want what we agreed upon to continue and not be a mistake we made in our foolish days. Yes, i am very sad and it's an extremely difficult choice for me to make but I've made my mind up and I pray so hard that it's the right one.




When you are with me I'm free,
I'm careless, I believe.
Above all the others we'll fly;
This brings tears to my eyes, my sacrifice

RUNWAY scheduled at 9:28 PM

Alright, being the nice person that I am, I'll do this quiz thing by Wei Rong, and I AM A MALE!


List out the top 5 presents you wish for:
1. A good GPA to pull up my currently sucky one.
2. More money! You can never get enough of money.
3. Good health for the rest of my life.
4. A stronger faith relationship with God.
5. An end to Global Warming.


Answer the following questions:

The person who tagged you is:
Teo Wei Rong (BROOKE). HAHA. I always thought Brooke was a cool name, pity you dont go by it.

Your relationship with her is:
Friend, i guess. Am I your friend?

Your 5 impressions of her:
1.Easy-going.
2.Fun-loving.
3.Loves food.
4.Talkative.
5.Nice, just nice.

The most memorable thing he had done for you:
HAHA. I would say nothing but actually for all the times you listened to me bitch and whine and complain and for all the "secrets" only you know about me, thanks. Thanks for always listening to my ramblings, though i bet you enjoy it thoroughly, considering how juicy my secrets can get. HAH!

The most memorable words he had said to you:
I think you're hot? HAHA. Something along that line la. Well, right back at ya! And i really mean it, im not just sweet talking you k.

If he/ she becomes your lover,you will:
laugh like mad first, then go broke from all the food i have to buy her. No but honestly, i think i'll try to treat you nicer than now. I mean I think i make a better friend than boyfriend. But wait, they said lover, so that means we will make love huh? Then i'll guess i'll give her the best experience of her life. (:

If he/ she becomes your lover, things he/ she has to improve on will be:
Going by the definition of lover, i think i'll have to try her first before i can give feedback. Yup.

If he/ she becomes your enemy, you will:
probably ignore her as i do my enemies.

If he/ she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
I date her then cheat on her. HAHA. I'm sucha bastard la.

The most desired thing you want to do for him/ her now is:
Buy her prata as i always do. You owe me a million pratas by now k.

Your overall impression of him/ her is:
she's damn relaxed la.

How do you think people around you will feel about you?
I'm a superficial jerk who acts like a spoilt bastard.

The characteristic(s) you love of yourself is /are:
There isnt enough space here so read the appendix attached. (:

On the contrary, the characteristic (s) you hate of yourself is/ are:
I'm bad with committment and I am rather superficial.

The most ideal person you want to be is:
Myself minus the superficiality and poor committment.

For people that like and care for you, say something to them:
Thanks for always being there for me even though I may be a jerk most of the time. It means a lot to me when you guys are just there and accept me even for all my flaws and constant bastard-like behaviour.

Pass this quiz to 10 people
1. Ariel
2. Bernard
3. Desmond
4. Hazlyn
5. Joel
6. Karmun
7. Laura
8. Lena
9. Shane
10. Tai Hong

Who is No. 6 having a relationship with?
Her fingers?

Is No. 9 a female or male?
Male.

If No. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
Define good thing. Not meant for each other la. HAHA.

How about No. 8 and 5?
I dont think 8 can stand 5. But not in a bad way. HAHA.

What is No. 2 studying about?
Leisure and Resort Management. But he hopes to get into Political Science I believe. All the best!

When was the last time you had a chat with No. 3?
Last day of school i think? Few days back.

What kind of music band does No. 8 like?
Rock and like retro songs! Bananarama baby!

Does No. 1 has any siblings?
2 brothers. 1 elder and 1 younger.

Will you woo No. 3?
NEVER!

How about No. 7?
Er, not really; no.

Is No. 4 single?
I think not.

What's the surname of No. 5?
Tay

What's the name of No. 10?
Teo Tai Hong (Terrence/Damien/David/John/Tonight)
Tonight as in, You can call me tonight.

What's the hobby of No. 4?
Tennis, tennis and tennis! You owe me a game. Better get good results la! If not you will be suspended even longer!

Do No.5 and 9 get along well?
Alright i suppose.

Where is No. 2 studying at?
Temasek Poly.

Talk something casually about No. 1?
She's a total blur bimbo. But a nice one nonetheless. (:

Have you tried developing feelings for No. 8?
Why would I?

Where does No. 9 live at?
Tampines.

What colour does No. 4 likes?
Pink, red and white.

Are No. 5 and 1 best friends?
No, but quite okay.

Does No. 7 like No. 2?
I dont think so. But maybe the other way round? HAHAHA.

How do you get to know No. 2?
He was in the same class as me in year 1.

Does No. 1 have any pets?
Er i have no idea? Her brothers i suppose.

Is No. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
She likes to think that.

RUNWAY scheduled at 8:41 PM

the final days

Thursday, August 16, 2007

Okay, this post is like WAY over due. I was supposed to post it on Wednesday but due to my somehow busy schedule, I was unable to do so. But better late than never i guess. I've posted some of the memorable pictures taken in TAS so enjoy; the pictures taken on the last day will be posted in another entry so stay tuned!




The lonely walk down Com Lab 3's corridor. Tai Hong, you'll never walk alone.


Emo-ing with Tai Hong again. It's his favourite picture.


Okay i can explain. You see, they wanted to test the nail polish for painting the glass bottles and Joel was bored so ya. And you can see my UGLY UGLY nails. ARGH!



We look so happy huh? This was the 7th shot; the previous 6 totally sucked.


Laura, you look damn comfortable up there and Berns, your bloody knee is so damn sharp.


I love Singapore! I miss NCC.


That's Joel and I. We had joy, we had fun, we had pumping in the sun. I MISS NCC!


Emo-ing.


I had to look up to prevent my tears from flowing down my face. TAS, we had good times and i'll always remember you.


BYE BYE!


So on wednesday night, my family and I went to Dempsey Hill for some dinner and we ended up eating at Harry's Bar. I wanted to go to Magarita's but they were like fully booked till today! TSK! Anyway, here are some pics.





Initially, i was good and only wanted ice water. But after having a sip of my mum's Erdinger and my dad's Guinness, I gave up and ordered...



Yes! Kilkenny. So nice and smooth la. I love Irish ales.


I was hungry so i ordered the Rib Eye Steak. The mashed potato under it was really nice but the broccolis were like kinda old. I enjoyed it quite a lot though. Yup!




You're way too beautiful girl,
that's why it'll never work.
You had me suicidal when you said it's over.

RUNWAY scheduled at 2:21 PM

4 things

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

4 Jobs I've had in my life
1. Waiter at a private party by Merryl Lynch. Best job ever! Got to see ABBA and BANANRAMA PERFORM LIVE!
2. Marketing Agent for Samsung.
3. Cleaner at YMCA. Yes darlings, i worked as a cleaner and I'm proud of it. It's really an experience.
4. Well, hand/blow counted as one can right? HAHAHA!

4 Movies I can watch over and over
1. Austin Powers - Goldmember. It's damn funny and it's my younger bro's fault la. He used to keep watching it and I just sat at watched. 10 times already!
2. Phantom of The Opera. The movie was so damn bloody good but the real play was way better!
3. White Chicks. Oh my goodness, i do not even need to comment.
4. High School Musical. Yes people, I'm kiddy and gay. Whatever.

4 Places I've been on Vacation to
1. China. Went with my primary school in P6. Quite alright la. Not a place i'm looking forward to going back to.
2. Australia. Went there 4 times already and i think Melbourne is the best.
3. New Zealand. Spent 3 weeks there in pri 5. Best holiday ever! Definitely wanna go back for another trip. The scenery is just gorgeous.
4. Tioman. HAHA. I seriously love the snorkelling there!

4 Of my Favorite Dishes
1. Indian Rojak. Hazlyn, dont kill me but I'm sorry. I really love it so much. And I just found out that Clara loves it too! So Clara, Tai Hong and I shall go have a nice Rojak feast soon!
2. Nasi Padang. I love it so much! Pile on the beef rendang, paru, bergedale(however you spell it) and veg man! Dont forget the sambal belachan! I'm in heaven!
3. Fried Fish Soup, with milk of course. It's so nice and refreshing and ahhh, soupy!
4. MEAT! All kinds, beef, pork, mutton, chicken, duck... I just love meat.

4 Places I would like to Visit
1. Maldives
2. Europe
3. Dubai
4. Hawaii

4 Most overused Words
1. Shit.
2. Damn.
3. Bastard.
4. Fuck.

I didnt realise i was so vulgar. I think i should change. Hmmm..

4 TV Shows I love to Watch
1. Grey's Anatomy! New season tomorrow!
2. Ugly Betty. Absolute favourite.
3. Desperate Housewives. Pity i dont follow anymore.
4. Little Britain. Bloody hilarious!



Aiya, I'm in a hurry to go off la. Shall blog more tomorrow!

Sorry people!

Yes okay, darling i shall mention you in the next post k. SORRY!

RUNWAY scheduled at 11:14 PM

bye bye card

Monday, August 13, 2007

Today, is kind of a sad day and it's a subtle reminder that we are going to leave the beautiful and QUIET resort campus of TAS and return to the currently over-crowded and loud school called Temasek Polytechnic. Well as they say, all good things come to an end.

Anyway, this was what happened today.

I reached school early with the intention to study but as usual, i wasted my time reading blogs and playing a stupid game called The Impossible Quiz; for those who know of it, stop smiling, for those who dont, go try it. I nearly pulled out the monitor and threw it on the floor but Kelly gave me the answer to one of the questions and saved me a few hundred dollars and a possible suspension.

Then we had BESE, the final lesson and the final test. Was quite easy la, i mean they're just reflection questions so basically just crap whatever you feel and you'll do alright. YUP.

Okay to the more interesting part, Miss Ho made a video of us and how we changed and improved from the first lesson till now and like put our matric card picture next to our photoshot picture with some cheesy/funeral-like music in the background.

Anyway, here's mine. Please dont laugh/cry/break out in involuntary muscle spasm/drool when you see it ya?



I dont like the fact that he made my face so white.


Then after that, she gave out like 5 awards like Most Professional Looking/Most consistent and others. I think i got the most random one la. Check it out.


Well, at least my old-school polishing style still works. Not like some people who use the cheating liquid kiwi. NCC has taught me well eh? HAH.


Then came the sad part. We had to give back our Sentosa passes for a stupid slip of paper which enables us to enter without paying via queuing up and getting one of those day cards. Ewww, like i have to queue with common folk. Ahhh, the pain.




I managed to snap a last shot of it before returning it. I'm gonna miss you dear card.



In exchange, we got this A4 sized paper which we are supposed to bring everyday. Like thanks ah, so practical and convenient; I wonder who's the genius who comes up with things like this. How to be world class like this? TSK!



Here's the pass that common folk have to queue in line to buy. Ah, why? Why must I queue up and get this damn thing! ARGH! I want my privilege as a student.


Anyway, once the free entries expire, i'm gonna get the family pass. It's way worth it and i dont have to bloody queue and i get like discounts at various F&B, retail and recreational outlets around the island! YAY!





Ahhh, she's not happy i neglected her and came to blog. K i'm sorry okay? I'm coming soon! Give me like 5 more minutes to end this post ya. So after school, berns, ari, th,mel and myself went to Kopitiam where some of them ate their dinner. Then Ariel's friend Alicia came along and i think she was rather amused by us, especially the crazy antics of Berns. He's just weird, ignore him. HAHA!





k, i'm done!





In memory of BESE,


Be gracious!
A smile is a curve that sets things straight.
Integrity is the consistency of one's character.
Are you hot, lukewarm or cold?

RUNWAY scheduled at 10:55 PM

6 weird things

Sunday, August 12, 2007

Well for starters, i think this 6 weird things survey is kinda ironic, dont you? I mean what I find weird may not be weird to someone else and if I find it weird, I dont think I'd be doing it, right? What I'm tryna say is that I dont think I do any weird things, just things that are different or somewhat interesting compared to someone else. So here it is, 6 INTERESTING things about me.



1. I like to correct people's grammar most of the time.

I mean i'm not like an expert at the English language but when a sentence sounds grammatically wrong, it just seems so uncomfortable to me. I admit I'm also guilty of using grammatically incorrect sentences at times but not all the time right? And I'm totally fine with people using Singlish, as long as it sounds grammatically correct so pepper your sentences with Lahs and Lors!



2. I love taking long bus rides and hate taking the MRT.


Long bus rides as in a nice bus with seats and a beautiful scenery IN SINGAPORE, not Malaysia or any other badly governed country where the exchange rate has more 0s than a box of Oreo cereal. It relaxes me la, especially after a long day at school, sitting on a bus and looking out the window just makes me smile, even though it's the same damn scenery day after day. There's something new happening everyday even though the place is the same; the people, the cars, even the flowers! So just take it slow and look out your window once in a while and you'll be surprised what wonder awaits!

And i hate taking the MRT cause it's always full and Singaporeans are so rude. I dont think they understand the concept of letting passengers alight first. Sigh. CME PLEASE!


3. I have an extremely bad habit of bitting my fingernails.

Yes this happens mainly on 2 occassions. First is when I take long bus rides. HAHA! Like it's totally subconscious. I dont realise I'm doing it till I actually look and see what I'm doing. AH! Total bad habit people! It leaves me with ugly nails. Maybe I should go for a manicure so I wont bite them. A second occassion would be when I get nervous; it's like a reflex action. Someone slap me the next time you catch me bitting my nails k?


4. I love dress-ups!

Okay i promise it's not as gay as it sounds. What i mean is that i love any opportunity to wear something nice, like a nice shirt with a equally nice suit or something. That's why i so so cherish BESE lessons and presentations so damn much! You get to wear a suit baby! Yes a nice suit with nice leather shoes. AHHH! Orgasmic man.

I think people in general should start dressing better. I mean you dont have to buy expensive clothes, you just have to match them well and dont dress so sloppily to the point that when you wear jeans and t-shirt people ask "eh today you got presentation ah?". If nothing else, I hope BESE has taught all you people to dress appropriately for all occasions. And girls, please learn how to walk in heels. But dont forgo your character and be fake. I mean, everyone of us has a certain style but what I mean is no matter your style, look neat, smart and presentable. (:


5. I have a rather unique taste in music.

I mean, ya, all of us have different tastes and stuff but I kinda enjoy Modern Opera? Haha. Like Il Divo and stuff. Haha, how interesting, I'm listening to Katherine Jenkins now. For those of you who dont know who she is, SEE I TOLD YOU! Haha. When I first started listening to music, I loved loved loved S Club 7 and i still do, their songs just make you smile and they bring me back to a time where life was full of simplicity and innocence. Ahh the pri school days.

Then I started liking Punk rock in lower sec with GC and all those bands la. You know, the young and rebellious times? Okay i was hardly rebellious but you know what i mean. Then it progressed to Hip-hop music in sec 3 and 4. Totally adored R&B and Hip-Hop; man I worshipped Usher and Alicia Keys back then, remember Michelle? HAHA. Then i aquired a taste for Il Divo and oldies in late sec 4.

Right now, I love big band, jazz, oldies and mod opera mostly. Shit i sound so old. AH! Okay i think cultured is a better word ya? (:


6. I dont talk to 95% of the people on my MSN.

Seriously it's true. And the people i'm closest to are the people I almost never talk to on MSN. What a difference to like 3-4 years ago where MSN was my favourite programme in my com. I used to go online like everyday without fail and chat for hours on the computer. I knew that even though I couldnt find anyone to talk to, there was always someone to say hi to me first and I would be so irritated. But you still kept doing that day after day, I really admire your dertermination. It was a different time then, and I took many things and people for granted; I guess I'm paying the price now. Earl was right, you do good things and good things happen to you, you do bad things and bad things happen, KARMA. Maybe i should start making a list eh?





That's my list people. I'm not gonna bother making other people do this la. HAHA.



Call me irresponsible,
yes i'm unreliable,
but it's undeniably true,
i'm irresponsibly mad for you.

RUNWAY scheduled at 6:11 PM

slipped my mind

Saturday, August 11, 2007

As you all can tell, my previous post was quite badly written, with a lack of adjectives and descriptives here and there. Hell, i didnt even mention the name of the restaurant in the post, save the title. Anyway, i forgot to put the most important part of yesterday in it.

Well as i said, i had no classes yesterday so i planned to sleep till the cock stopped crowing, but i received a rather pleasently surprising phone call which disrupted my sleep at 8am. It was some good news and i left my place at 10 plus after watching Chrisitna Aguilera perform on the Ellen Degeneres Show. I didnt know she could sing so damn well and i love love love Candy Man! Such a nice song you know?! Okay that's not the point.

Anyway i went over to meet my friend which i havent seen for some time, it seems like forever doesnt it? She was, as usual, doing math. BORING. I mean ya, you should practice something you're not that good at, like Econs or Bio. Unfortunately we didnt have enough time for econs but i taught her some bio. I mean considering that i took it in sec 4 and stuff. I dont know if you learnt a lot though, i mean it was my weakest subject with a pathetic grade of C6. Yup.

Then we wanted to watch a movie on her laptop but her sister had to use it for a project due THAT DAY. Come on la, it's a holiday, where got work due on holiday?! Wanna play only right! So couldnt watch la! SO sad you know, i was so looking forward to watching that show. So instead, we did more work. TWICE we did work. TSK! Wanted to relax on a holiday also cant! But it's not your fault k, stop saying i keep blaming you. NOT YOUR FAULT!! (:

Then her super kan-cheong spider sister wanted to leave the house at 3.30 for her lesson at 5.30. Spider la this one. In the end, we reached there so early. So we chilled at the cafe till her lesson started and my friend just studied there the whole time cause she had no lessons that day. Then KM called and asked me to leave, if not i'd be late.

I'm sorry for PS-ing you la. I mean i told you that i had to go beforehand right? Sorry. Next week k?

But i really had fun la. *SQUIRT SQUUUUIIIIIIRRRRRTTTT SQUUIIIRRTTTT SQUIRTTT* You're favourite line now right? BOO LA.




Tarzan and Jane were swingin' on a vine
Sippin' from a bottle of vodka double wine.
Jane lost her grip and down she fell
Squared herself away as she let out a yell.

RUNWAY scheduled at 10:14 PM

Hello people, I just awoke from my 14-hour slumber after a pre-hibernatory meal and I'm still extremely full. Let's start from the beginning then.

I had no lessons yesterday since we pushed all our lessons to wednesday so bascially I had 2 days of holidays instead of just 1. HAH! To all you pri/sec/jc students, HAH! I had a holiday too!

So in the evening, I met up with Shawn, Tai Hong, Mel, KM, Kim and Shane for a meal i've been looking forward too since they planned it. I think everyone there was looking forward to it too. How ironic huh? No school and I still had to go all the way to Vivo. Anyway, i'm gonna miss Sentosa and stuff so might as well take the opportunity to appreciate it.

I got there late so they all already started so i went to the best salad bar i've ever seen. They had my kinda salads; potato salad, pasta salad, this nice pork shavings with black beans. Goodness, best thing i've ever tried. Seriously! Luckily i didnt take so much cause i kinda aniticipated what was to come.

Initially everyone was so happy and Tai Hong kept saying like, this is heaven! That was the beginnig. I think some visual aid would be helpful from here on.



I was hungry for more food but Tai Hong was almost dying within the 1st hour.


Okay, KarMun asked me to do this. Look at the bloated look on Tai Hong's face.


This is to prove to all you people that i really am balding!


Okay so the guys went round with skewers of meat and sliced them on our plate. (:


The gang. Only Kim, KM and myself were still hungry by then. Everyone else was stuffed. Useless men. And you guys call me GAY?!


We were kinda drunk on protein by then, hence..


The fondue was so good! I think i had Chocolate with a mashmallow filling instead of mashmallow dipped in chocolate. But who cares?


Awww, isnt that the face of peace and innocence? I was dead full after the fondue la! Btw, I think i need to do my eyebrows, dont you?



We really had lotsa fun yesterday but I dont think i'll be doing that in a long time. But it is an experience that everyone should try out, especially if it's your last meal before you die.


This is how most of us felt after the dinner,


you promised me heaven,
you put me through hell.

RUNWAY scheduled at 2:20 PM

Right

Wednesday, August 8, 2007

I know it's not your fault that theyre behaving this way. I know what I did to you was not the most honourable thing that a guy could do, especially in that kind of circumstance. i acknowledge that i'm in the wrong for doing whatever i did but why are they treating her that way? It really isnt her fault at all. I know this shouldnt be directed at you but i dont know anymore.

I should be the one bearing all the blame and responsibility so please stop looking at her in that manner. I really beg you guys to not act in that way anymore. Please! I really think you guys are really nice and friendly and funny and cool people. I really like you as friends and I still wanna be friends with you guys and so does she. You guys were so nice to her before, why not now? Please dont be angered by what I have said. I know it's not like you guys to behave this way.


AHHH, I'm in com lab 3 and Tai Hong is next to me looking for a skin for his new blog. So far, all the Angel-themed skins are too gay. HAHA. Yes I skipped Accounting Tutorial to be here and study for my OPERA test at 3. I hope i do well; no, i know i'll do well (:

National Day tomorrow! I'm so proud to be a Singaporean la!


AND


HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO CELINE LEOW WEN LI!


I know i've been bad to you at times, especially like around this time 3 years ago. How time flies huh? HAHA. Anyway, you're meant for great things la, with your super results and all. Have fun in hockey ya? And all the best for As. (:



Although I'm not going to Cali, this is for all you guys going:



We've been on the run,
Driving in the sun;
Looking out for number 1
California here we come,
Right back where we started from.

RUNWAY scheduled at 1:08 PM

secret life.

Friday, August 3, 2007

All you people's tags about my secret life just makes me laugh so hard la. Come on guys, I do not have a secret life. Just like all of you, I have different groups of friends and its just that I prefer certain groups to remain annonymous. But it's not like I'm involved in drugs or something. HAHA. I do wish that i was a secret agent though, and like have nice cars and suits and stuff.

And WeiRong, what's that about how many girls i have in my life man? I mean we all have male and female friends, just that i seem to have more and closer female ones than male ones. (I know now most of you are thinking, no surprise, he's gay what.) Like whatever K!

Something has been bugging me as well. This is only for those who know that you are guilty about it. This may not be totally true but from what i know, ever since you guys knew about the break up and stuff, you've been treating me and her differently. You know which her i am talking about. Maybe it's paranoia on her part but it could probably be true. I mean it's not her fault k, she was not the cause of it. I know it was not right of me to end it in that kinda manner so dont put the blame on her. She just happened to be there for me okay.

I mean i didnt really believe it when she told me, like you guys dont say hi to her in school and like gossip behind her back. I really hope it's not true. I hope everything i'm saying is all due to my paranoid mind. You guys are like the nicest people around, especially YOU! The one who wanted my Patrick monopoly toy. Please, i really hope this is all unnecessary worry.


Okay so on a lighter note, I bought new shoes! YAY! Not black ones though. HAHA. I couldnt find any nice black leather undersole shoes la! So i bought like this nice pair of dark brown/mahagony leather shoes from Zara. So pretty la! And they make a nice sound when you walk, HAHA. Best thing is, it's only $75! What a steal. Seriously, if i cant find any nice black leather shoes, i'm gonna get a pair from Zara. I realise their shoes are really nice and affordable!



Oh btw, i'm in com lab 3 again! Gonna like read through my ILR report again. See you people soon!




Fashions come and go, but style is forever. -YSL

RUNWAY scheduled at 9:08 AM

Lab 3

Wednesday, August 1, 2007

So here i am at 9.28am blogging in Com lab 3 at TAS. God, I'm gonna miss this place. The times we chionged projects here and the secret lounge below, accessible only by a cute wooden spiral staircase. I'm wating for BESE lec to start at 11 and I have like nothing to do. Blah, Joel just whacked me cause i said he looks weird with sports shoes and jeans. Like ewww, who does that anymore? Now that's a FASHION DON'T.

Anyway, I'll just wish 3 people a happy birthday here, although I'm long overdue. Sorry gals.

Firstly, on 29 July, it was Nicole's birthday. HAPPY 16TH! You're still very much the same, save one or two things here and there. And why are you reading at 12am on your birthday? Please, go play computer games or watch tv. Who reads?!

Then on 30th July was Zoe's and Hazlyn's birthday. Happy 20th and 18th! Okay i know it sounds like insincere here but I really mean it, for both of you. Both of you have made like a difference in my life; one in school work and the other in other stuff. HAHA. Thanks for being there for me when i needed help.

QingYun just told me she's here. HI.

I'll blog more when I have the mood, a better keyboard and the pictures people owe me!




Every litte thing that you do,
Baby I'm amazed by you.

RUNWAY scheduled at 9:27 AM

happy birthday

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Exactly this day one year ago, I found you. I know it was a little awkward for us and we didnt know how to proceed from then.

We went to the weirdest location for our first "date"? HAHA. You know where we went. Then we took that awlfully long walk back to your place. We lay at the playground and looked at the stars; the stars never seemed so bright before. The weather was perfect and I didnt wanna leave, and i know you didnt want me to. We went up and I met your brother. So cute la. Celery Man? HAHA.

I really really enjoyed the days we had together.

The nights spent over at your place and all the stupid things we did; the show that made me weep like a baby.

The time we went for that thing where we met Bernice and gang.

The jokes we cracked on the dark slope with the entire group of people. Somehow, I felt so comfortable around them even though it was the first time meeting them.

The days we spent chillin at the nature reserve.

That dumb movie, Miami Vice. Totally senseless. Haha.

That time you came over my place and played pool with Kenny. He almost caught us. Almost.

That day at the Esplanade.

That day you passed me my present and MORE. HAHA. Shhhh...

The day that made all of us so sad, everyone, your friends too.

Those nights and those calls.

That night I confessed. 9 months and 19 days. HAHA.

That day you made me happy for just that while. I really hope you enjoyed that day cause I did. You made everyone happy too. It was you who brought all those lost souls together and united them. They really need you. Dont leave us all alone.



For all those empty promises, lies and times I made you disappointed, I am really sorry. I know this is not what you want for your birthday but I dont know what I can give to you. We may not be together anymore but I'm always here for you. I know that's not what you want but I cant do anything else. Besides, no one has made me cry so much. It's all your fault, really.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR FRIEND.
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket.
But I've got to get a move on with my life.

RUNWAY scheduled at 10:41 PM

One Degree 15

Monday, July 23, 2007

I'll make this a short one. And since they say a picture tells a thousand words, i'll let the photos do the talking yea. Anyway, last friday, I brought some of my classmates to One Degree 15 Marina Club. For those who have no clue as to what I'm talking about, go Google it. It's like this place in Sentosa Cove which is like super exclusive. But after talking to my GM, he allowed me to bring my friends in for a tour.


Here it is, from the water.


In the clubhouse with my Chief Marine Officer(left) and GM(right) giving the kids a briefing. For more on my GM, check out The Sunday Times last weekend.


Here's my Marine Officer's name card. Ah Chiow I like to call him. Nice guy.


The bar at the first storey of the clubhouse. Bartender's doing his job I see. Good boy.


I got my Chief of Ops, Chris to bring them around. One of the best suites's. Stayed here a couple of times. Not bad.


View from the balcony. Oh, my yachts and house boats.


One of the toilets in the suite. Housekeeping has been doing their job i see.


Oh there's the Infinity Pool and the dining pool. First ever dining pool in Singapore. Nothing new though.


One of the two house boats we have currently. That's my skipper, Kenneth.


Drove them around the Marina and Southern Islands. I think they had fun.


Hi HuiYing. Anyway, if you can see, I'm below, preparing to do a Titanic with my darling, Tai Hong.



So if any of you want a visit again, just let me know. I'll arrange one for you guys. Maybe i'll bring you guys further to like Bali? Hmmmm...




(:

RUNWAY scheduled at 11:01 PM

Right, im terribly sorry to all you people who so painstakingly take the trouble to click on the link to my blog/ type in my URL and visit this beautiful webpage. My apologies for the lack of posts and stillness here. Well, I cant exactly say that i've been busy; more of cant be bothered. Anyway during these few weeks of not blogging, many interesting and exciting events have taken place, most of which are visits. Visits to places and visits from overseas friends(that's you Lii). So i shall be posting up some of the pictures taken during one of these visits in another post.


In this post, i will be talking about some of the other visits i had.



LRM SPORTS DAY 2007



But before all that, LRM Sports Day was to me, a success. Yes, even though the turn out was somewhat that of an S-League match, I believe that the IG put in our utmost effort and everything went according to plan, with exception of a few hiccups here and there. I wont be posting any pictures of it cause the shirt for one is not exactly Mode-worthy.

I would like to thank all the IG members for their time and tireless effort during the planning stages as well as the event itself. This Sports Day demonstrated something that i did not expect. I saw the committment and sense of responsibility in the Year 1 members which I felt was lacking before this. The IG has chosen the sub-comm well and I am proud to be able to work with such a great bunch of people. Keep up the good work and you guys will have no problem organising better and more enriching activities for the course. ((:



Visit by Lii (:

To all those who dont know Lii, which is like everyone reading this, she's a friend who went to England to study and be with her parents like during 2004 end. I recently found out that she was back here so we met up like last thursday at Serangoon Gardens' Coffee Bean. As usual, we talked about what we usually talk about. Sigh. HAHA. Always, always. And with her distinct English accent, like the tables infront and behind us could hear our conversation. You should keep in down Lii, we're not in England! Shhhh..

Anyway, I'm like so pissed with her for a couple of reasons.

  1. You didnt tell me that you were back here like for 3 weeks already. Only after asking you did i realise you're back. What a friend. Didnt what we do in sec 3 mean anything? Or maybe you forgot already, considering the number of guys you had. HMPH!

  2. YOU BITCH! YOU GOT THE LG PRADA PHONE! OH HOW I HATE YOU, YOU SLUT! BTW, it's gorgeous. And worse of all, you got it for free. I hate you!

  3. YOU SET THE BLOODY LANGUAGE TO GERMAN. I DONT FREAKIN SPEAK GERMAN.The only German I know is like Qualitatswein Mit Pradikat and such.


Here's how the phone looks, for those who dont know.


who says Prada and Gucci cant work together?


Sigh. They look like the perfect couple. I WANT IT LII!

That's it for this post. In the next post, see how I bring my classmates around my marina club and yacht. (:

RUNWAY scheduled at 10:33 PM

BITTER-SWEET

Sunday, July 8, 2007

Yesterday was a bitter-sweet day, just like chocolate. PUN INTENDED. You'll find out why later. Anyway we had an IG meeting in the morning and we tried to get people to wear green cause of LIVE EARTH! Save the world people!

Here's some pics:



The Green People


As usual, there's always one with Mel.



Let me tell of you a short story.


Once upon a time, there was guy named Warren and he was liked by many guys. 2 of which are his closest partners, Joel and the newly acquainted Tai Hong aka Damien. They were very happy together and spent days having loads of fun.

The happy 3 friends.

Then one day, one of Warren's suitors named Bernard saw the 3 of them and was very angry because he could not be as close to Warren as the other 2. He attacked Tai Hong in a rage of jealousy. Joel saw this and quickly jumped onto Bernard to try to pull him away. He did not want to see Tai Hong hurt. His attempts were futile due to his small size. However, he was relentless in his attacks.


Bernard attacking Tai Hong and Joel trying to get Bernard away. Warren watched on in laughter and shock.

Tai Hong finally succumbed to the brutal attack of Bernard.



The End.



On to a happier note, here's a picture of the President and First Lady of LRM.
MR and MRS. Chan Si Liang


After that, we went to the coffee shop opposite school to have lunch and went home. That's where the bitter part comes in.


I alighted from the 69 and saw 14 turning to the other bus stop. I was determined to catch it. So i ran for it. You see, I run looking forward not down so it's not my fault that I did not see a kind of a drain and it caught my legs. I flew forward and just as I was falling, I thought, oh shit, i missed the bus! Somehow, it seemed like a few long seconds when i was falling. So cool huh?


Then i picked myself and my specs and Gucci up. Poor Gucci, i hope you're not that hurt. Then I limped to the bus stop. Damn, the next 14 came less than 5 mins later. BOO. Now both my legs are wrapped in bandage cause i sprained my right ankle and left toe. Also, my left elbow is seriously scarred. Hurts like hell. And i was just complaining how ugly my previous scar was a few days ago. Thanks ah.


But then the sweet part comes soon after.



At night, my parents told me that they wanted to get me a new phone, seeing how screwed up my old one is. So i got a LG Chocolate. Quite pretty la. I mean i dont really care for the functions. I dont know how to use half the things in the phone but i think it's pretty. A good substitute for the LG Prada i guess. HAHA. I like my new phone. To my old phone, you've been through a lot with me and i thank you for your sevices. Mitsubishi phones will always have a place in my heart.


I guess this means i cant wear a suit tomorrow for BESE and i cant do the mass dance for sport day. Sorry!






even lovers need a holiady, far away from each other.
hold me now, it's hard for me to say I'm sorry.

RUNWAY scheduled at 6:13 PM

It's so ironic; how what i'm feeling now is what you dont allow me to express. My guilt is killing me inside and I wanna tell you how sorry i am, but you forbid me to use the word I so loosely use. Sorry seems to be the hardest word? Not in Warren's case you might think. This entire incident has affected the 2 people I treasure so much. The 2 people that I do not want to see hurt have been stabbed in the heart. And I really wanna apologize to both of you.

Firstly, to the one who I promised I'd wait for. I'm sorry for letting you down and breaking my promise. I know this is not an excuse but I'm honestly terrible at keeping promises as you both might know by now. I really meant everything I told you in Sept. I was true, I was real and so were the feelings. I'm sorry you feel this way now, I'm sorry you regret it now.

Everytime we talked this year, I would just cry after we hung up. Mainly cause of the guilt I felt. I'm sorry I kept it from you for so long. I just didnt want you to be hurt by all of it. You seemed so happy and I couldnt find a right time.

That day when you gave me that envelope, I knew you were returning everything to me, literally and symbolically. I took out the letter and the ticket cause it's what I gave to you for keeping. I'm sorry that I cant take those back. I read the letters and stuff inside and it just killed me even more. I didnt realise I could feel that crappy ever but I did. I know now there's nothing i can do or say to make up for what I did.

I guess you feel it's better if we break off contact totally. The message last night really hit me. The last one. But if it makes you feel better, I'd gladly do it.

Forever and ever meant something. It still does.


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To the one whose trust I betrayed, I'm sorry. Like I said, promises arent really my thing. I know you still hate me for it but I'm grateful for your forgivenes. Never again alright?

You didnt spare those guys who did the same thing to you, but you spared me. That has to mean something. And i'll take that something and make things even better.

I'm not good at keeping promises; but it's time I tried.

RUNWAY scheduled at 5:39 PM

buisness studies club - annual general meeting

Saturday, June 30, 2007

Firstly, i'm quite relieved that the week with all the tests are over! But there are still presentations and some projects due in the following weeks but theyre not that bad.

So after the ROM test yesterday, which was quite alright, the IG memebers rushed down from TAS to TP. Looks like what Bernard said was right, the IG fund is meant for us to take cab to school. HAHA.

Here's some cam-whoring in the cab with ariel and mel.
I love how the sun shines on me.


Mel and Bernard

Then we reached school and assembled before going into the auidtorium. It's the first time in BSC's history that they're holding their AGM in the audi. Shows some improvement huh? And as usual, only HTM and LRM IG members wore full suits. The rest were just, the rest la.
LRM IG Main Committee with Ms Joan Ho


Perlin Tay Mun Ling was there too!
OKAY PERLIN. HERE'S YOUR PICTURE WITH MEL!
Ex-1K03 members from the IG.
LRM and HTM presidents. Aint that sweet?

Some confidential discussion between both presidents. TSK TSK.





So after all that, Grace, Berns, Smith, Mel and myself went to Bombers at Century Square to have dinner cause everywhere else was so damn crowded. I was quite impressed with the service there, first time i experienced good service there actually. HAHA. Except when Lilian was serving us la, but that's different. I guess it was also because we were all in suits. People tend to treat you better when you're wearing a suit la.





Then as we were about to leave, i met ACG at macs and like we just chatted for awhile. Mel thinks SJ is cute. HAHA! Told you so.






BESE! Have to finish soon la!













I wanna be the person i once was, now am and will be.

Dear God, help me.

RUNWAY scheduled at 4:12 PM

TIOMAN!

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

On thursday morning, I left Singapore by coach at 7am and arrived at the jetty at around 11+? Then we took the jetty and like finally arrived at the resort at 2+ pm. Both my bros picked us up cause they were there a day earlier.



Then we waited for the damn transport to bring us to our suite. Stupid service la! Cause we were in the tram already and it was about to leave when one of the employees told the driver to ask us to get off and pick up other passengers. Like what the fuck la. We waited so long already and the driver was about to drive of already. Seriously, i'm gonna email a complain letter to them soon. So after a long wait, we finally were brought to our suite which was away from the main resort. About a 7 minute drive pass the monkey and iguana infested golf course to our right, and a monkey infested jungle to our left took us to our destination. The suite was quite okay la. I mean not 5 star but what you expect in Tioman right?



Then after some freshening up, we went to book the snorkelling trip for the next day and we took a taxi outside the resort to the main village. I tell you, the main village is crap la. It's like a few provision shops at both sides of the bumpy, pot-hole filled road. Main village indeed. Oh and there was a school but i didnt see anyone inside and i heard it was till secondary 2 or something. No wonder the resort employees arent that bright and cant speak English properly. Well basically everyone in Tioman isnt that bright and cant speak English so what the heck. Then we went for dinner at this seafood restaurant. OH MY SHIT, there were so many flies okay! Especially when the food came, we had to eat with one hand and use our other as temporary food coolers, fanning the food.


Then at night, we played pool at the amusement centre cause there was nothing basically else to do. The tables werent that good either but the air con was freezing.


From this angle, it isnt hard to see why i missed.


Goodness, is that a blad spot?!


Alright, so that's all for day 1.

The SECOND DAY.

Woke up early to go snorkelling at 9am. It was fun. They divided us into 2 boats and we were off! We visited 3 places and the first was Coral Island, about 30 mins from the resort.



the boat ride there. that was the other boat. OBVIOUSLY.



Coral island. Looks like a scene out of Lost huh? The water was nice and there were so many corals below. Sadly, there were many dead corals on the ocean floor. Sigh.


After about an hour of snorkelling, we went to our next destination, the Marine Conservation Centre. It was crap la. There were many fishes and many people as well. Not nice at all. I just chilled at that stop. Totally un enjoyable. Luckily it was just for like 30 minutes and i tried to get a tan. HAHA.


Then the last stop was Renggis Island, quite near our resort. The water was so clear and the fishes were so cute!



Renggis Island. Water was super clear.




Look at that white foamy thing. HAHA. So cute.



What weird hair.




Hello again. Okay i just like seeing myself. HAHA.


Then after that, we went back for some lunch and tanning at the beach. My bro and i slept la! The beach chairs were so comfortable and the sound of waves splashing into the shore made sucha good environment for sleeping. So we woke up around dinner time and had some crap dinner la.





Outside the main lobby. Remember that name! BERJAYA. Lousy shit ass resort okay.


At the beach. OOOOOhhhhh, my legs look shiny. HAHA.

Right so after dinner, we played pool again till like midnight and we went back to the resort in our cute tram.





How we got around.




So the next morning, sadly, i left alone. All by myself. HAHA.



So that's the end of Tioman. Honestly, the only thing good was snorkelling. Everything else sucked. Especially the resort. If the owners take the Resort Ops test, they sure fail lor. Speaking of which, i havent started studying for it yet. Im so dead la. HAHA.


okay la. Need to talk to people already.

BYEBYE!







I did it my way.

RUNWAY scheduled at 10:44 PM

I know it's been a really long time since i've last posted something here. But ive been busy you see. Anyway, since the last time and now, much has happened. For starters, I FINALLY BOUGHT MY PRETTY PRETTY ANIMAL BAG! *AND THE CROWD GOES WILD!* Rightt.

So it happened like this la. Last tuesday, was supposed to go out with Cheering Squad and Berns but as expected, something went wrong and only Mel and I went out. So we went to Queensway to get my goggles and stuff then we went down to Orchard. So at Tangs, i bought this really nice Litmus shirt. It's like white with pink stripes and stuff and it's so damn comfortable la! Only $39! Originally was $54 i think.


Then we walked down to Heeren. Like ZOMG la! Guess who i saw there?! Well for those who know, ya i saw HIM! You see i was walking to NUM and i felt hotness. Then i saw someone who looked like HIM, but it was just the side.

ME: Eh that looks like **
Mel: IT IS!
ME:*GASP! GASP!* OMGOSH!

Then we went in by the other entrance cause i didnt want HIM to see me. HAHA! Then after some staring and heavy breathing, i walked out of the shop. I cant believe he works there la! And he looks much hotter than ever! Even Mel agrees this time. AH, havent seen him in sucha long time. Quite a nice surprise! (:

Then we had dinner at a Japanese pasta restaurant at Central. So weird huh? Japanese selling pasta. Should be selling like udon or ramen instead. Anyway then went to Chippy's for some fried mars bars after that. Somehow, i dont think it's as nice as everyone like mentioned. Sorry Colleen. I mean it's nice but alright la.

Here are the pics!


trying out clothes at FCUK. Almost bought that shirt. Was only $26. Sigh. Didnt buy in the end.

What a bastardish face huh? Slap me.
My good side. (:

RUNWAY scheduled at 10:02 PM

SHORTS GALOREEEE.YUCKS!

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Okay. So this post will not be written in my point of view, but of my friend's. I mean i'm writing it and im just guessing what my friend is thinking la. So dont blame me if its wrong!

Econs paper today was super easy man! Everything i studied for came out, especially elasticity! Then after school, i went to meet Warren at the National Library to study for math this friday. Stupid boy made me lug my laptop all the way here. You better appreciate it ah!

After he had some lunch, we went up to the reference section where his work while i practiced my math. He seemed quite busy with my laptop but i didnt really care. I was distracted by this really pretty girl sitting to the left, opposite us. She was so pretty, especially when she smiled. And guess what?! She was reading a book on TCM! That means she most probably is studying to be a doctor! SO HOT LA!

Then halfway through i got really hungry so i went to grab a bite while he did his work. I met my friend while buying some food. Supposedly, im his eye candy but whatever. He likes so many girls la. Then i came back up. Then we saw 3 girls cam whoring in the library. So lian la. But i like one of the girls' top, i think it was from topshop. But the bad thing was, THEY WERE ALL IN SHORTS! I TOTALLY CANNOT STAND GIRLS WHO WEAR SHORTS OUT! It's so sloppy please. And i see so many girls wearing shorts today la. YUCKSS!

After that i got a headache. I mean its math. Who doesnt get a headache doing math right? What's more, i kept getting all my questions correct. So BORING! No challenge at all la. So we went to the garden outside which had a damn good view of InterContinental hotel. I wish the guests would draw their curtains, I really wanna see what theyre doing inside. Hais.

Then there was that toilet incident. But lets not talk about it here.

So now we're at Hans and I'm trying to take a nice picture with Warren but hes just blogging and ignoring me totally. What a friend! And he's gonna ditch me soon when his mum comes to fetch him. Leaving me all alone to wait for my dad later! So nice lor Warren, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!


AHH OKAY SO THAT WAS FROM THE VIEWPOINT OF MY FRIEND. (:

I think im becoming quite good at reading people's minds.



now and forever,
i will be your man.

RUNWAY scheduled at 7:02 PM

screwing me badly

Sunday, June 17, 2007

Yes. Msn messenger or should i say the new Windows Live Messenger is screwing me up real bad right now. I cant sign in at all and it makes everything so inconvenient, especially since i have to compile my group's ROM work do it by tonight. Speaking of which, i havent done the design principles for my resort yet. Sigh. Just cant get started. Everything else is done though, so that's quite a relief.

Anyway tomorrow, I'm gonna get a hair cut at Far East before going off to meet my group mates at BK at 2pm. Then i'll meet 4e5 for dinner. Sorry i cant join you guys at the beach tomorrow! Really really really sorry. But dinner, i promise!

Then on tuesday, i HAVE to get goggles cause mine are all spoilt, so off to Queensway i go. Any takers? Then i'll probably meet cheering squad, ariel and berns for our pre planned outing. Like it was planned even before the hols started la. So kiasu, i like (: oh and i'm so gonna get that Animal bag tomorrow at Raffles City. My desire to have it is like LAO SAI! I just cannot tahan anymore!

This arrangement seems fine and good now but I'm sure somehow, some way, it'll screw up, just like how Windows is screwing me up now. Sigh.

Well, Ugly Betty this week was good. My only source of relaxation and holistic rejuventation (:





honey, she misses the nights where she would try to hear people say sweet nothings; darlings and misses.

RUNWAY scheduled at 11:25 PM

brands, brands and more brands.

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Firstly, I'd like to apologise to Nikko Aw. I'm sorry if i pissed you off today. I'm really sorry that I was so sarcastic and stuff. And i left cause you were already with Nathan and I didnt wanna be like extra you know? Anyway, I'll get you something k? Promise.

And YOU are trying to drive me bankrupt right? You spoilt rich kid!

Salvatore Ferragamo Shoes?
Anne Kelly and Max Mara Jackets?
Chanel Dresses?
Balenciaga Bags?
DKNY Watches? Well actually those are quite okay.

You just keep your wishlist alright dear? HAHA! So many things i want too! AHHH! Especially that white Zara jacket and also the one i saw today at Zara. Well it costs like $400 plus. Sigh. Well, actually i think that if i had $400, i'd rather tailor a suit than buy one. So much more worth it. Yup!

And i still havent gotten that Animal bag I've been dying for! AH! I saw the Animal Ad in the papers today. 70% off! I think it's a sign. Really. I have to get it before the end of the sales man. Honestly, i havent bought anything since the sales started. Well okay besides the Pull and Bear sweater. But that's not counted la.




I can see us holding hands,
Walking on the beach, our toes in the sand.
I can see us on the countryside,
Sitting on the grass, laying side by side.

RUNWAY scheduled at 10:33 PM

thank you, Lord

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

These past 2 days have been such a test for me and I'm sure it's been for you as well. Thank God that there's some sort of confirmation right now. Really, we have God to thank.

Dear God, i know i've sinned greatly many times but i am so grateful for your mercy and forgiveness. I was so afraid of what might have happened, especially since i deserved it. It is truly by Your glory that you helped me through this episode. I know this is a lesson for me and i promise i have learnt it well. Sinning is only human, but i will do my best to live by Your word and follow Your teachings. I am very sorry for what i have done. Thank You once more for Your endless mercy.

Anyway yesterday, I went to meet my friend before going to Joel's dinner party and let's just say I learnt a thing or two. Most importantly, I learnt that NO MORE! You should know what i mean.

After that i went to Joel's place at around 5pm to help him out. He cooked Nasi Bryani and chicken curry. Initially we found the rice a little soft, too soft for bryani but it took some form after it had set so that was nice. Then we cooked the curry. Honestly, it's the first time that i actually cooked curry. Actually, no. I cooked curry before for Home Ec but still. It's quite simple really. Just remember not to add too much water cause the liquids from the ingredients will kinda be released during the cooking process. Then he made the coconut milk and gula melaka syrup for the desert which was sago. Goodness, the food all so peranakan. Peranakan kids are cool, eh Joel? (:

Then we chilled for a while and Ariel came together with Rebecks at around 8. Okay you gals weren't late. I was quite surprised you didnt get lost though. Haha. I mean what'd you expect with two bimbos? Then some time later Qing yun came with Joseph and we all started eating. I'm sure everyone thoroughly enjoyed the food and drinks. Thanks QY for buying the lime cordial, it was real nice with the food.

After the dinner, JOJO brought out the desserts. Yummy. What an excellent end to a great meal man. But what was better was the company. That's why i prefer smaller crowds. They arent so rowdy and messy and the talking is so much more concentrated. Then we started getting all bimbotic and brought out our cosmetic stuff. I took out my L'oreal "TEXTURIZING STYLING PASTE" or gel as I'd like to call and DKNY Be Delicious. Then Joel took out his Body Shop wax and CK Double Black and Qing Yun took out her local brand perfume which smelt really pretty. Then we started trying out the stuff we took out and Ariel and Rebecks had a field day playing with my gel. Bimbos will always be bimbos.

Btw rebecks, you punch really hard and I am not high maintenance. I'm not the one with the Ladies Platinum Card okay!

Then at 11, we all left for home cause all of us had project meetings the next day. So i took 854 and transferred to 45 somewhere near Lor Ah Soo. Then i was bored waiting for the bus so i looked at the route it took and guess what?! It stops at Serangoon MRT station! This means i can take the NEL with all the cool people and alight at Serangoon and take 45 home. But it's so much more expensive. Sigh. How? Well we'll just see how long it takes la. But it's a start! (:

That's all for last night!


TODAY!

Went to school real early to do my work and had project meeting at 10. Then we ended around 1230 and we went to biz park to have lunch. So we saw Shane and Joseph and the rest there and we decided to play pool after eating. Anyway, while i was eating, i noticed how crowded Biz park and TP was. I mean WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE? IT'S THE BLOODY HOLIDAYS NOW! GO HOME! WHY THE HELL ARE YOU GUYS SPENDING YOUR HOLIDAYS IN SCHOOL?! Like it's not how you'd picture a holiday in school. You would imagine random people walking around and labs empty and bus stops deserted but NO. Man the labs were all full, canteen was well occupied and as we waited for 15, hoards of students alighted from 23. Seriously man, this should not be the way. AND DONT CALL ME A HYPOCRITE FOR GOING TO SCHOOL TOO!

So we went to play pool. Had a bad day. Didnt win a single match. How sad la. Then Kenny and I went to play some tennis. Not a good tennis day either. Sigh. And i have L&R project meeting tomorrow but luckily we only have to write stuff down in point form so it isnt that bad.


Then i heard the news. The news that made me so relieved. I've never been this relieved in my life, like honestly. The news that I have God to thank. Amen! Praise the Lord!

Shout to the Lord,
all the earth let us sing.
Power and majesty praise to the King.
Mountains bow down and the seas will roar at the sound of Your name.

RUNWAY scheduled at 9:57 PM

lethargy

Monday, June 11, 2007

Firstly, i would like to apologise to Shane and Ariel and whoever went for dinner at Changi today. I'm sorry i didnt go and didnt inform you beforehand. You see, it was like this. Last night, i slept at around 3.30am and i woke at 7 to go to the gym. Then after that, my friends came over and like chilled in my room at about 1 plus. Then my friend and i fell asleep. While i was asleep, they went out with my younger brother. So no one was there to wake me up and i was all alone at home! And i totally forgot to set alarm so i woke up at like 7 plus when my mum came and woke me up. I feel so damn guilty okay.

Im really so sorry guys! But i hope you enjoyed yourselves without me. Anyway what difference do i make? Okay i sound so loser. Haha.


So one would think that after a long afternoon nap, you would feel refereshed and energized. How wrong man. That's why i never really fancied sleeping in the afternoon. I'll feel worse after i wake and i wouldnt be able to sleep at night and wake up the next morning feeling even more tired. Afternoon naps are never good. Nope.

Maybe part of the reason I'm feeling so lethargic is due to the fact that i have to complete 3 different project assignments by wednesday and thursday. Sigh. Resort Ops. I so love you but i just cant be damned to start. And i believe i'll have even more trouble with Leisure and Recreation. What's worse is that i have to do it by tomorrow afternoon cause I'm tennis-ing tomorrow evening and I have a project meeting on Wednesday. So that only leaves me with tonight and tomorrow morning. I'm so totally not in the mood to do any form of work at all. Sigh.

GIVE ME SOME MOTIVATION NOW!

and i also heard that i may be going to some place in Thailand late next week for a holiday. I love holidays, it's just that maybe not now? Like all the tests start when school reopens and so many important projects are due then. DOUBLE SIGH!

oh and to Shuyun: Sorry for like not replying your messages. I think that you and Jo kinda have something going on. Like i really think you have a thing for him. Dont laugh or choke or anything but i think it's true la. Just accept it. And M800 is an older model i think. Mine is M900.





And I didn't mean to give you chills the way that I kissed.
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did.
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did.

RUNWAY scheduled at 8:34 PM

a blessing in disguise

Saturday, June 9, 2007

Well yesterday a lot of things were supposed to happen but none of which did. That isnt all bad though.

But before anything, i woke up with a blocked nose and a sore throat.

First, i was supposed to meet my friend to go do some work. But somehow that friend managed to screw up and send a message to her mother instead of her sister and so she was pretty screwed la. So doing work was cancelled and she had to go home instead. So on the way home, she kept complaining about how she was gonna die and stuff and i just looked at her and shook my head. HAHA. I mean saying tht you're gonna die wont help the situation at all right?

So we went to her house which is like so beautiful la. Stupid rich kid. Crystals and China everywhere. Then i realised i didnt bring my notes and stuff so couldnt get any work done. So i just chilled la. So that's good right? Like instead of doing work i get to chill? Also, some new discoveries were made and some sort of studying was done. Dont you think? Hmmmm..


Then i wanted to go meet Lilian and gang for dinner but i really felt so sickly. So i had to cancel. I'm really sorry Lilian and Perlin and friends. I'll make it up to you someday k? Instead i went home and rested the whole day.


And today, i just dyed my hair. Supposedly a golden brownish colour but i dont know la. We'll just see what colour it turns out to be after a few days.



Actually, i dont think any of you will get how the title relates to this post but well, as long as i do, its okay.




please take care,
i hope everything is okay with you and her.
just give it some time okay, she just needs to cool down, that's all.

RUNWAY scheduled at 4:46 PM

Power and responsibility.

Thursday, June 7, 2007

That phrase about great responsibility coming with great power is well over used but what the hell la.

Had Accounts paper today. Well, there goes my Z. Probably just an A. Sigh. Z looks so much prettier than A.


Then had the IG meeting to discuss the beach party and sports day. So now, I'm officially the Head of Logistics for the IG and also for the beach party. Yes i know. Sounds so un-glam. When i think of logisitics, a particular race comes to my mind but I'm gonna make this work. Thanks Ariel and Bernard for the encouragement. I wont let you guys down. I hope my committee will be open with me and tell me what I'm doing wrong and how i can improve, like seriously. I'm not exactly a Logistics person. Ah well.


On to more positive thoughts, we went shopping today. Okay i didnt buy anything but still i saw this really really nice jacket from Zara costing $239. Someone be nice and buy it for me! (:


That very pretty white jacket. I'm sorry Tai hong, the jacket is prettier than you.